Chapter Thirteen

Spike kissed Buffy as if he'd done it for years. She tasted so sweet and perfect. He couldn't believe he never thought of doing this before. Buffy pushed off of him and stood back in surprise. That must be why.

"What was that?" Buffy asked, a little uneasy.

"Not sure."

"Then why'd it happen?"

"Don't know," Spike said. His mind was empty.

"I can't do this."

"Do what?"

"This. Us."

"What us?"

"You say you don't deserve me and then you kinda mean it, then you come in here and kiss me. I really need you to decide what's going on here because otherwise I'm going to go insane. Like not insane asylum insane. Insane in the way that I start saying words over and over and drawing disturbing pictures and other creepy things."

"What?"

"I don't know. See, it's already starting."

"Buffy. I'm pretty sure that… I love you."

He said it!

"I have since I came here. I just wouldn't show it because you might not have felt the same way."

Buffy's eyes were becoming a little watery. "Then you really are as stupid as I thought."

Spike let out a little laugh. "I'm not sure if I'm hurt or extremely relieved."

"Relieved."

"That's what I was thinking." Spike but his lower lip. "Buffy?"

"Yeah?"

"Can I kiss you again?"

Buffy smiled. "No."

What?

She walked towards him. "I want to kiss you." She laid her lips on his and placed her right hand on his cheek. Their tongues twisted and swirled around each other.

Spike rose from his bed, panting and covered with sweat. His breath was shallow and swift. "It was just a dream." He looked down and noticed his little friend made a big appearance. "Great." His door opened. Spike quickly grabbed a pillow and put it over his member.

It was Buffy. "What are you doing?"

"What?"

"You're making a lot of noise."

How much of it was real? "Sorry."

Buffy turned to leave.

"Buffy?" he asked. She stopped and looked back in his room.

"How was your day?"

"Real funny Spike."

"No, seriously."

"Spike you're acting weirder than usual. Must say I didn't think it was possible."

"Did Willow give you love pills?" he asked.

"We're poking more fun at my expense?"

"So she did?"

"Yes. And I accidentally took one, you pushed me in a pool, I coughed it up, you left after saying you didn't deserve me, you came here and fell asleep. By the way, thanks for asking me how I was. You're a real Prince Charming." Buffy slammed his door shut. She crawled in her bed and snuggled up under the covers. I can't believe him!

"We never made out. Yes! Wait, no. Should I go tell her? I'm very confused now. I should though. Right?" He got up from his bed. "Right." Spike opened his door and walked down the hall. He readied his hand to knock on her door, but froze, not getting enough will power to knock.

Buffy's door suddenly opened. She stood back in shock of a person being there. "What are you doing?"

"I was going to tell you… that…" Spike struggled to find the words.

"Do you need a map to get to your point?"

"I just wanted to say, if you like Angel go for it. You can even go ahead and fall for Captain Forehead and I never liked you anyway and… you have stupid hair." He backtracked and returned to his room.

"And here all I wanted to do was go to the bathroom." Buffy opened the bathroom door and went inside.

Author's Note: Oh my goodness! The kissing was a dream? What's gonna happen? I know, but you don't. Well, you should kind of because it is a Spuffy story. But, until then I ask for reviews because I can't just go out and buy them like I did with all my friends.  Haha, just kidding, but that doesn't change the fact that my heart will break and my fingers will cramp up, making it impossible for me to continue if I have no reviews.