Chapter Five: Aishiteru, Seto-sama
What am I going to do….?
The thought steered panickedly, though sleepily, through Tea's mind. Her little earlier adventure had fatigued her, plus with his warm body pressed against hers, the heat was intoxication and she felt drowsy from it. It was…..strange how their bodies seemed to fit together, like two puzzle piece you did not expect to fit, but...do. And she felt the same wonder. I can't push him off or he might hurt himself even worse….. They were still tangled together on the hospital bed. But I have to do something, and quick, before Brenda or some hospital nurse comes in and finds us!
But what?
Meanwhile, Kaiba knew full well that no nurse was going to disturb him from his 'sweet treat', because the door was closed and automatically locked itself on closure. He could see indecision in her eyes, but there was no decision for him to make. With a ghost of a smile, he bent his neck to hers, and kissed her softly, gently... this time.
Tea was surprised at how tender it was. Immediately, she responded, eagerly, back arching and fingers clawing in his thick, soft hair, tousling it up. Now, it was she who twisted her head to the side to deepen it, all thoughts and worries dissipating like water evaporating. Even her hurt ankle was forgotten, as she struggled to get close.
Struggled, because although he was touching her face and pulling off her Vneck sweater, button by button, it was he who was in control. As usual. Well, this time it's different! That was the only clear thought Tea had. She ran her hands down, massaging the muscles of his bare neck and shoulders, gently, then trailing down his back. His skin felt warm, firm, the body of a healthy young male. At this Tea felt herself come to a decision. She was alert, yet sleepy, like being in the shadow realm. Pulling her face back, she waited until his eyes slowly, lazily, met hers.
Kaiba saw the way she was looking at him, all sleepy eyed, her long, dark lashes sweeping over her glowing cheeks, the cerulean blue irises barely peeking at him. She looked so lovely, that all he could do was stare, like a sappy fool. It was ironic, since he had sworn never to be all lovestruck and mushy, yet there he was, staring as if he'd never sawn anything like her before. And then:
"I….love you, Seto." The words were breathless and softly spoken, in a low whisper. Kaiba froze at them, Tea felt him go rigid. His skin literally went form wonderful warmth to icy cold. Like a chameleon's. But, she didn't care. She meant every word. Helplessly, she couldn't deny it any longer. And for once, she realized it didn't mean anything if he didn't love her back. Just so he knew.
Meanwhile, Kaiba was convincing himself that she was just feeling a young girl's lust for the first time, and therefore, didn't really know what she was saying. I mean, look at her! She's barely conscious; half awake. Tired, no doubt……and won't remember a thing in the morning. He relaxed, feeling somewhat relieved. No one can "love" me. "Love" is only what empty minded fools think exists, and I'll die first before I become one.
So he answered, "No, you don't."
"Yes, I do." Her eyes opened wider as she stared at him, looking very alert. For a reason, too: Tea wanted him to believe her. "Why don't you believe me!"
"Shh." Kaiba put a finger to her lips, silencing her, as he moving his mouth to his neck, nibbling at her earlobe, and listening triumphantly to her quick gasp. "See, if we discuss, we'll only end up arguing. And I'd rather kiss you than argue….." he murmured in her ear, feeling her shivers and trembles of pleasure underneath him. "And," he continued, "I know that what you'd prefer, too. Isn't it?" he challenged, daring her denial.
"Yessss….." God dammit and it's true. I'd do anything for him right now, and he well knows it. Tea felt disgruntled at letting a man control her in such a way, but…..well, we'll see who controls who at the end!
Determinedly, she attacked the side of his neck with little nibbles and bites, trailing down to where his collarbones met, dipping her scorching tongue in the hollow. He held still, while she mirrored his movements, hissing as she took his earlobe, a particular sweet spot of his, and pulled gently. Kaiba didn't plan on her tempting him in such a way, and found himself gritting his teeth against the sensations coursing through his body. He felt a light of fear, then, that he just might not be able to control himself…
So, taking over control again, he sought his lips to hers, caressing her until he thought he might go crazy, until she went limp in his arms, her breathing deepened, and she fell in peaceful, deep sleep. Just the way he planned.
When Tea awoke, she wasn't sure what had awoken her. Daylight peeked through the blinds, and she realized she wasn't in her bed, but at the hospital? Looking down, she was her sweater was off, and she was in her undershirt. Her head felt strange and fuzzy, like she had a hangover.
Or rather, drunk on love... Kaiba was sleeping next to her, with his gown back on, he wasn't holding her or anything, just sleeping. Oh, my god, did we….? Tea started to panic, trying to think back, but failing because the panic blocked her memory. I remember…..I was really tired, then……I-I must've fallen asleep in his arms! She didn't recall anything else, it was all a big blank.
Tea briefly considered leaving now, but what if his bodyguard was right outside the door? She remembered seeing him when she entered, though he was sleeping. How will I explain? Her eyes itched from lingering sleep, and she settled back down again with a shaky, trembling breath, glancing at him, as if for help.
He looks so cute when he sleeps…..! she couldn't help thinking this, though her dilemma of escaping. This can never happen again! the practical part of her mind practically lectured. You have to quit your job. If anyone knew, your reputation would be ruined! Ruined!
And, just to make it worse for me, he'd probably say, 'Gardner, it was you trying to seduce me...and I'll sue!' Tea imitated his gruff looks, furrowing her brows just like he did at his sleeping form. 'This is all your fault!' and all of that, she thought, studying down at him, on her elbow. He seemed to be unaware, eyelids tightly shut. He always blames me….'you did this' and 'you did that'. Well, not this time! This time, I won't give him the chance to point the finger at me.
Still, she didn't move. It's just that……he looks so peaceful and innocent, the impractical part of her mind said dreamily. I bet he could commit murder and get away with it right now! What am I saying, he probably already did that! Too bad for me…… Tea touched his cheek, barely conscious of her own gesture. The shock of his caramel-brown hair that hid one eye, making him look mysterious...and very cute. Irresistibly cute.
I bet he could become a real charmer, if he'd put his mind to it instead of computers, she thought, bending down and tentatively touching his firm lips with hers. She could swear that he responded in his sleep, though that was impossible. Wasn't it?
I'd better go. Now. Breaking it, Tea noticed that weird computer she was sent to fetch, sitting in his hand at his side. I hope he managed to save his company, with whatever that thing is…. She hastily got up, cautiously opening the door and peeking around, to see if the coast was clear, never noticing the sapphire eyes that slightly opened behind her, and watching her departure.
TBC!
A/n: Let's see ……that was short, I know. But I tried to make up for it with lots of S/T-ness. ) I like that little power struggle conflict, maybe I'll play up on that. Anyway, tell me how did I do via reviewing. )
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