Hello not much to say other than...
I do not own beyblade! and this fic is a Ty/Ky! Its a little bit werid so sorry!
Kai's Pov...
As I look over the edge I feel the cold rain pour down over my body. The rain is cold just like me. My damn me and my pride. I can just imagine myself right now, a guy standing on the edge of a building soaking wet with paint running down his face. It makes me almost want to laugh, almost. A person can only hold so much pain in before it leads to something like this, life sucks why live? I would always wonder that when I lived in the abby. My God my thoughts jump around so much. Its cold too.
I wonder if Tyson has found the letter I left him though by the time he finds it, it will be to late. It was short sweet and to the point. I find myself looking back at the door part of me wishing some one would come through that door and stop me, preferably Tyson, no only Tyson! Is it because I love him? Yes, I love him! That is part of the reason I'm up here on this damn ledge looking five stories down arguing with myself. I want him so badly but I can never have him, life is so cruel. Sometimes I think God is just bored and had to pick me and is just trying to fuck up my life been doin' a damn good job at it to!
I've been arguing with myself long enough I had better get it over with. I picked on foot up and put it over the edge but I heistate, damn I heistate, I turn and look back at that damn door. God i sure seem to be fond of the word damn right now. Part of me is hopping my midnight blue haired angel would run through that door and stop me! I bring my foot back and set it back down next to the other one and sigh can you believe it I sigh! Haha today just keeps getting better and better!
I prepare to just let myself fall to my death when a voice from behind startles the hell out of me"What Kai can't go through with it" the voice is so familar yet so different at the same time and to boot that statement was dripping with sarcaism. I swing around and see Tyson leaning on the wall under the eves not the least bit wet. He's watching me I wonder how long he's been watching me? I watch him reach into his pocket and pull out a cigerette and put it in his mouth next he pulled out a lighter and lit it. I watch him inhale deeply his eyes closed fully enjoying the burning stick in his hand. I'm stuned I can't believe Tyson would smoke I mean I do but I'm Kai and he's happy-go-lucky Tyson. As if he read my mind he tells me "I only smoke when I am extremly stressed out" he exhaled loudly the smoke lingering around him before disappearing. "And that is actually very often" he said as he reached back into his pocket and pulled out a crumpled up peice of paper.
It was my letter by the way he looked at me I knew it was my letter. Not being able to look him in the eye I look away. Left, right, up, down any where but his eyes. I wait for the 'Why Kai, why do you want to die and you don't have to do it and the classic let me help you' statements to leave his mouth but they never came but instead a sarcastic little speech that really got me"Well well,well our big bad captian Kai is actually a big bad coward"
At this I bring my gaze to meet his icy glare one that I could imagine rivals my own and those stupid words exit my mouth without my thinking "What" Tyson steps away from the wall still looking at me "Rather than face your fears and problems you run away and try and take the easy way out, wallow in your own self misery, well here's a little advice Get over yourself Kai! Don't think that by taking your own life your helping anyone, you selfish, stupid, ignorant bastard.
I'm so angery how can he say that to me I 'm about to kill myself and all he can come up with is these remarks if anyones the bastard at the moment its him. I don't even relize what i'm doing I jump down from the ledge andI punch him I punch him hard and then I do it again. I grabbed him by his shirt and thrust him up aganist the wall my mouth begins moving before I can really think about what i'm saying. "STUPID, SELFISH, IGNORANT BASTARD! I WAS GETTING READY TO JUMP AND YOU SAY THAT TO ME ITS YOU WHO IS THE BASTARD" I glare at him and he smiles and says sarcasticly "But dear captian I got you to come down" I can't help it I let him go and I laugh, I laugh and laugh. Tyson just stands there as if he knows why i'm laughing, hell i'd like him to tell me too because I don't even know why. After I finsh my laughing fit I slide down next to him and we sat there under the eve's in the pouring rain in silence.
Well how was that! There is gonna be another chapter Kai hasn't confessed his love for Tyson so Duh there has to be another Chapter!
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PunkerPrincess
