Disclaimer: I do not own Gravitation or any of its characters.
How did this happen? It was not supposed to be like this. He… How could he? And I thought he loved me. I didn't know how wrong I was until the day he came into my home – Shuichi and mine – and tried to claim all the rights for taking my lover away from me. Shuichi is mine. Mine. And no one is going to take him away from me.
Not anyone.
Not him.
Seguchi Tohma.
I thought I hated him enough. But I found out just how much I could really hate a person when he told me he was going to try and get his stupid dirty hands on MY Shuichi.
"MY SHUICHI! YOU HEARD THAT? BLOODY FUCKER! HE'S MINE!"
I heaved and my voice echoed throughout my dark and empty apartment.
'You don't love him,'
Yes, I do.
'You can't love him,'
Yes, I can.
'So you don't deserve him.'
And Yes I fucking do.
He came to me in the first place. He gave himself to me. Hell, he practically threw himself into my arms. And I gave him the fucking pity he craved and let him. You think I don't deserve him! You think that's not fucking LOVE!
'Playing with his heart and leading him on does not mean you love him.'
Fuck you.
'I love him.'
No, you don't. You just want him to provoke me, like you always do. You don't love you cold, sneaking bloody bastard of a hypocrite.
'And he will love me.'
He already loves me.
'I will get him.'
Like hell you will.
'I will not lose.'
'Because I can give Shuichi what you can never give.'
'And you know it.'
The ashes of the burnt out cigarette in my hand dropped to the carpet but was not hot enough to catch fire.
'And you know it.'
'Let him go, Eiri.'
No.
'You owe him that, at least'
You bring it onto me now, you bastard. But I won't fall for it. Shuichi's mine. He needs me. And hell I'm not gonna let him go. Not to you. I'll burn in hell before I give him to you.
So what if I'm a cold, sneaking bloody bastard of a hypocrite?
It's a little random here, I'm afraid. I was at a loss. Haha...I tried typing 2 chapters at once and the next one, Tohma, will...be more... random. I rambled. That's what I'm good at.
