Answers questions and Buckets of tears

I had been waiting all week for the results. Today they finally came. There was an orange yellow envelope that was at the office. Apparently he had mailed it to me. When I got to the office I tore open the envelope to find a single piece of paper in it. It said:

John Johnson had died on April the 4th 1999.

Melissa Johnson lives at:

124 Glen Cairn Dr

And that was it.

Hey… Glen Cairn is just around the corner from here.

So I decided that I would go and see my mom after school today.

At lunch I was so happy. I was also very nervous! I haven't seen this woman for nearly 8 years. The end of the day came and I left unnoticed. I made my way to 124 Glen Cairn. The house looked like something out of a fairy tale. Big white house, big windows and a huge front patio. I walk up the stairs and ring the door bell.

I lie in my bed balling my eyes out. How could she say those things to her daughter? I keep thinking about what happened

Flash back

"Hello" My mother said

"Um hi, I'm looking for Melissa Johnson" I said

"This is her how may I help you?" She asks me

"Wait you mean to tell me that you don't even remember me?" I ask her

"No I'm sorry have we met?" She asks

"Mom! It's me, Melia" I say

"Oh…" A look of confusion crosses her face.

"Why are you here?" She asks her voice suddenly turning cold.

"I need answers to questions I've been waiting to ask you my whole life" I say

"Fine, come in" She says I walk into the house where the living room in right there I start to walk around and I see pictures of a boy and a girl on the walls.

"Do they of know me?" I ask

"No" She says

"Why did u leave me?" I ask her

"I had no choice" she says

"What do you mean you had no choice?" I ask

"You were a mistake. You were never supposed to happen. But I had to have you, an abortion was just too much money and we didn't have any of that and we couldn't leave you when you were an infant because we would be thrown in jail."

"Didn't you feel attached to me? I was your first daughter after all" I say tears pouring down my cheeks.

"No I was not connected to you in any way. Listen I think you should go. My husband will be back with my children soon."

"I thought dad was dead?" I ask

"He is but I got remarried" She says with out a look of regret

"You know what... I hope you burn in a deepest pit of hell. That's all you deserve."I say and leave

Back to previous time

So I guess I should have listened to that stupid voice. That was the last thing I remember thinking before falling into a dreamless sleep.