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(begin)
Darkness clouds my vision
Makes it hard to see what is going on
I cannot find my way and there is no one
No one who can help me at all
I wish someone knew what I was going through
I know that I am not perfect
I do not claim to be perfect at all
I just want to give up on my life sometimes
It would be much easier to give it all up
I was not supposed to have lived when I was born
It would have been better to be born dead
Then there would not be that many problems as there is now
I cannot stand by and watch while everything spirals out of control
I am sick of this life and no one can tell me any differently
Would the stars still shine tomorrow if I ended it all
Of course the stars would still shine, who would I be fooling
No one that is, because no one could care about me
Sometimes I wonder what has made me hold on this long
I have no reason for staying here at all
My life has been over for years and no one has noticed
I try to be as nice as I can be, but I still get in trouble
I get in trouble for things that I have not even known that I did
Would anyone even miss me
Maybe a few people, but that is all
Just a few people that I can count on one hand
I know that there are things that I still have to do
So I cannot give up right now
I will continue on in this pathetic life just to prove that I am strong
Stronger then what I should be, but I need to prove it to myself first.
(end)
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