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(begin)

Darkness clouds my vision

Makes it hard to see what is going on

I cannot find my way and there is no one

No one who can help me at all

I wish someone knew what I was going through

I know that I am not perfect

I do not claim to be perfect at all

I just want to give up on my life sometimes

It would be much easier to give it all up

I was not supposed to have lived when I was born

It would have been better to be born dead

Then there would not be that many problems as there is now

I cannot stand by and watch while everything spirals out of control

I am sick of this life and no one can tell me any differently

Would the stars still shine tomorrow if I ended it all

Of course the stars would still shine, who would I be fooling

No one that is, because no one could care about me

Sometimes I wonder what has made me hold on this long

I have no reason for staying here at all

My life has been over for years and no one has noticed

I try to be as nice as I can be, but I still get in trouble

I get in trouble for things that I have not even known that I did

Would anyone even miss me

Maybe a few people, but that is all

Just a few people that I can count on one hand

I know that there are things that I still have to do

So I cannot give up right now

I will continue on in this pathetic life just to prove that I am strong

Stronger then what I should be, but I need to prove it to myself first.

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