I... I understand now how Kauru felt and how she accepted her decision. I understand now why she waited and suffered so much. Now i understand how it truly feels to be completely devoted to some one. I know understand how she really felt.
My mission is to see him truely slimiling from the bottom of his heart. To make him happy and to be there always when he needs me. He may be stubborn and unsensitive sometimes but when I need him, he understands me completely. His arms wrap around my feeble body. I feel so safe like nothing in the world could ever go wrong. But then I see his hands, scarred by battles from the past and a haunting feeling fills my stomach as my heart tells me that there a few more scars to come. Right then I feel like I am helpless to help him at all. I want to share his pain all of the hurt inside him, but I know Ican't. Even though I know I can't share his pain, I want to be with him, make him forget of everything that has gone bitter in the past. I wan't to make all the nightmares of the past and painful memories from long ago disapear. All that matters is now, the peace and tranquility that we have been searching for so long. I stare into his honey eyes. They refelect everything and don't let me in. But I will wait. I will wait until the day you let me through your barrier. He knows that nothing will keep me from waiting. I will wait until the day i die if necesary but I will always be here waiting for him to return to me... to return to me whole body, mind, and soul in peace with the bloody past.
Sano... come back...
