She looks into my eyes and I'm alive again
And when she says goodbye, I just die again
That's when my restlessness begins
Please don't let it win
I'm so tired again

She's got a spell on me. She's the only person on this entire planet in this existence that can make me feel like this. It's unbelievable how when she walks into the room that my heart races and my mind spins. She's the only person in this entire world that can look at me and make me feel as if there is nothing else bad in the entire world. It feels like the world is at peace. Every time she looks into my eyes, I see the future and I see understanding that no one has ever shown me. She's my best friend, my savior, my love.

She walked into my life and my world was still
She reached into my soul and all my doubts were killed
That's when my loneliness subsided
She gave me the will,
I could fight it
But nothing can erase the one thing that remains the same

She came into my life when I was only eleven and she's been there ever since. I've come to depend upon her and everything she is. To me, she is beautiful, understanding, and my epitome of perfection. Of course, she's not completely perfect but in my eyes she is. She will complain about her weight or her looks and I want to laugh and say "No you aren't. You are gorgeous." She's my sanity. I've pushed her away many times yet she still comes back to me and takes every bit of helplessness and loneliness away. One look from her and my doubts and everything hurtful just washes away. She's my support team and I am hers. Ron thinks we are crazy about how much we depend upon each other and in some ways I believe he's right for once. I need her to live and I think she needs me for the same.

She's the only love I've known
And now she's gone away
She the light that brought me to the edge
Will I ever love again?
So just tell me what I should do
I left everything for you
And I can hardly breathe
'Cause I know I lost you from my world
From my...world

I don't know how long I've been sitting in this grass. It's been raining and that's all I can tell about outside. My mind is racing as I look at the stone on this ground. I've been crying but I don't remember it. Last thing I remember is screaming and well everything else has been a blur. I keep reading the tombstone yet it doesn't make sense at the moment.

Hermione Anne Granger

1986-2004

"Lover Of Books And Life Who Will Never Be Forgotten"

I've read these words a million times yet I can't comprehend them. I don't want to comprehend the. If I comprehend them, then that means its true. If I comprehend it, then it will become real and I will remember. I don't want to remember her dying in front of me. I don't want to remember her jumping in front of me to save me form the Death Curse by Voldemort. I want this to be just a dream no wait a nightmare. I want to wake up and find her sleeping peacefully in my arms.I know ths is real some place in my heart but I'm not letting myself think anything about it.

I know what I have to do. I said earlier that she was my life but she's gone which means my life is nothing anymore. I have nothing left. I sit here for a while until I raise my wand to my heart and whisper the words that lets me see her shining face again. Avada Kedavra

The End