Gogeta sits back at his desk in his room. He sighs to himself and wanders what he should possibly do. ' Vegito is just so young… I may be older then him, but does that give me the right to do something like that. But why does he insist I do it with him. He's only six right, so why? I know what it is like to be turned down by someone… but there is a difference between the two of us. Vegito and i… there is a age difference.' Gogeta sighs again. ' But there is one thing that Vegito and I share… and that is the desire to love someone. Just thinking back on the time that I was turned down it makes me feel so bad for him.'
Laughter could be heard outside the house. Gogeta stood up and watched as his younger family members played. He smiled to himself. " I just think that Damien could make him more happy then me."
" Is that what you truly think my friend?" Came a male voice. Gogeta turned around and he saw a boy with half a pair of glasses on. On his right ear there were three curved silver earrings. He had green eyes and messed up black hair. He had a welcoming smile on his face. He looked over at Gogeta again and then back at the window. He walked over and stood next to him. " Is that what you truly think my friend?" The boy asked again.
" Hey Hakkai. Yes I do believe that is true. Vegito may be my little brother, but I think he would be happier with someone his own age. Just like us, right?"
The boy named Hakkai smiled and nodded at his lover. " But do you really think… that Damien is the one he wants?"
" Of course he doesn't want him.. he wants me."
Hakkai smiled back at him. " I guess it is understandable… you are a really nice and cute guy. Did you explain everything to him?"
" Well Hakkai.. not everything. I just explained to him that my conscience couldn't allow it."
" So you didn't mention the two of us did you."
" Vegito… he doesn't have to know… I can't do it for him. For many reasons. You are my man Hakkai…. Vegito is my little brother, and I love him, but not in the same way… I love you. In time he will learn that like I did years ago, when I watched my parents."
Vegito looked up from the outdoors and he saw the two boys together. Vegito was curious. " I wonder… could he be…."
Miranda and Damien looked at Vegito. " What's wrong bro? What are you looking at?"
" The upstairs window… over there." Vegito pointed to the window.
Miranda looked up and she was Hakkai next to her older brother. " Oh that. I don't see anything wrong with that bro, he is just having a friend over or something. Gogeta is entitled to that."
Vegito looked at his sister. " But I wonder if he is his boy friend. Gogeta did tell me he couldn't do it when I told him about my feelings. I just have a feeling that, is the reason."
" Your such a paranoid little nephew." Damien said.
" Hey! You are my age uncle!" Vegito shot back.
Miranda laughed at the two boys. " You two fight like a couple or something!"
They both gave her dirty looks. " What would you know about it?"
" I know a lot. I may not have the same interests as you two but I do know what a fighting couple sound like." Miranda said.
Vegito looked away. " I don't want Damien…."
Damien looked over. " Its alright if you don't. I understand totally. You want your brother don't you?"
" Yeah… and I'm afraid that this boy will take him from me."
" Uh Vegito… its not like the two of you were ever going out in the first place. He did say…" Miranda started.
" Miranda… please, I don't want you getting involved with this. You and I are just two different people and you just wouldn't understand my pain. Excuse me…" Vegito walked into the house and walked upstairs to his big brother's room. He knocked on the door. " Gogeta… can I come in."
Gogeta looked at the door. Hakkai looked at Gogeta and then he sat down on the bed. " Come on in squirt!" Gogeta said.
Vegito opened the door and walked in. He shut the door behind him. " Hey bro… and uh.. who's your friend?"
" His name is Hakkai…"
Hakkai smiled at Vegito. " Hello there. Nice to finally meet you in person. Your brother has told me so much about you."
" Yeah but he never talks about you…"
Gogeta blushes. " Well uh…. Its…oh boy."
Hakkai laughs. " You were never the type to talk of such matters were you."
" So uh…. Random question… are you too… uh… involved?"
Gogeta closed his eyes. " Well as a matter of fact we are."
" Is that the reason… you didn't wanna be with me?"
" That was only part of the reason. But Vegito, its nothing personal. Damien is your age… I think you would be better off with him."
" How would you know! Your never around most of the time… I don't see you as often as I want. And when I tell you my secret… you shove me away."
" Vegito…. I didn't wanna hurt your feelings. But as I said, its just not right. I'm sure in time someone will…."
" I don't just want someone! I want YOU!" Vegito shouted. The young Chibi started to cry. " I just want you big brother, not Damien or someone else, just you! Why can't you accept my feelings." With that Vegito ran off crying.
Gogeta looked away as the door to his room slammed in his face. Hakkai sighed. " Gogeta, aren't you going to go after him… he is your little brother after all… I don't think he should be out there alone at this time of night."
" I guess he just needs to blow some steam, he'll be back…" Gogeta looked out the window. ' O I hope you do come back. I couldn't forgive myself if anything happened to you.'
Hey everyone. How was that? Not bad I hope. So we have a love struggle here. I thought I throw that in. Anyway, I hope you enjoyed it. Please review.
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