A Different Shade of Bleu

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto but I do own Bleu. Evanescence lyrics are not mine either, they belong to Amy Lee.

A/n: KRYSTALRESHIAN: A clan of people who can make the crystals, and can control them, summon, touch them, etc. Bleu's mother came from this clan.

None Revealed.

KINOVIC: A clan who has mind abilities. They are the strongest illusion makers, and they can channel their power in a way where they can push it out of they're body like charka, think of Sasuke's chidori. If u have seen Teen Titans; look at Raven. Her powers are similar. Bleu's abilities in her Kinovic way will be revealed later on.

Revealed:

Telekinesis (ability to move things with her mind, easily)

Force Fields (Pushes energy out of her body to create an almost unbreakable shield. Nothing material can penetrate this, not elements either) FLAW: the body of the shield maker is utterly defenseless when making the shield. Emotionally defenseless too. The body of said person has to have endurance and only 5 shields a week. Depending on how the user manipulates her powers.

Sharp Shooter: Not really Kinovic ability but it counts.

More will be revealed at the end of this chapter. Even if on the storyline there isn't any! There is only a few left…don't worry she isn't flawless.

I hope this long Chapter pays for the long wait.

Thanks to all of those who reviewed

I will post your names on the next chapter!

Meditation and Memory Release.

Once inside her old house, she dragged her feet behind her. Damn it. Her head had started to hurt again, a casual sign of being a Kinovic and Krystalreshian. Too much power and they don't contrast so well.

'Another sleepless night full of glorious meditation…' Bleu sighed as she rubbed her temples. She stepped into her room, and sat at the edge of her futon her back facing the door.

'Maybe I should just kill myself, to end this.' She thought fingering her kunai pouch.

And she took out a kunai and twirled it carefully between her fingers in a way where the blade was always in touch slightly with her skin.

How many times had she lain awake? How many times did these diverse nightmares plague her? How many times had she erased someone else's memories to free them and make them her own nightmares? Why did she still keep on helping? Why couldn't she just release her memories on some poor stranger who just happen to walk down the road and feel free from these memories?

Because of her mother's legacy… Always giving….Never faltering to help when able.

Pulling her legs in an Indian style sitting position, she closed her eyes and hummed, slowly, an angsty melody.

-Noo….

-Help me, my child!

-He left me (sobs) he never loved me….he left me, and I hate him…

-Please don't cry my child, don't die…don't close your eyes.

-Make me breath…

-Tuck me in, sing to me, lullaby me to sleep, love me, kiss me, say goodnight, and never leave my side…

-Love me….

-Kiss me…

-Don't leave me!

-Who are you?

-Come back to me!

-Forgive me!

-Hate me as I hate you

-Why won't you die!

Wincing, Bleu kept concentrating and all those bad memories she had taken away from who had needed it. Everytime they needed, she was there to make them forget, to suck the memories in, after all what else was she for? She was a tool, a mere but priceless tool.

Don't speak, I know you hate me.

-you never loved me

-daddy come back.

-You are cursed…

-Nobody loves you, everyone hates you, never will you find love, and you are a monster.

- (Sobs)

- (Chokes)

-Daddy… (Sobs)….NO please don't leave me here…..

-I hate you…

-I HATE YOU…

-I HATE YOU!

-go away, don't return, and leave me to die.

"Ugh" Bleu winced and opened her eyes. The watch in the wall indicated 3:33 A.M.

'Time to sleep' she thought as she crawled weekly to her covers. Her half lidded eyes showed her pain, and a blackness surrounding her lids.

She closed her eyes, and hummed, not to meditate but to lull, herself to sleep. Meditating is a tirefull exercise. It floods her memories back in a swirling motion. It reminds her of the faults, and pain she took away. But it channeled her powers, it made them rest, she used it as an exercise to control her emotions, since when meditating she cannot use her powers through emotions but by free will. The more she meditated the less her untamed power emanated free. The less…well she lost control.

Soon enough her mind went limp-like, and she slept. Only to be awoken 3 hours later.

The sun was shining brilliantly as she made her way to the three Chunnin, on the bridge. Somehow it seemed she was always later than them. It is late April and almost 3 years since they were Chunnin. This same October, they would have the chance to start to prepare for the Jounin exam. And she, well as of yet she was still a Genin in their eyes, but a special case. As were Naruto, Sasuke, and Sakura. They were one of the most precious Chunnin and the village needed them. Although Chunins are supposed to work on their own, these 3 were exceptions since they did the best teamwork. Although sometimes they went solo they were, unlike others, still under the command of Kakashi. And would be until they reached Jounin level but by then they would probably work together as a team, with no teachers.

This was probably one of the reasons the Hokage assigned her to it: They were still a team, and they were strong enough to handle her if she decided to betray them (well at least for Kakashi's part).

A/N: Orochimaru did come to the chunnin exams Sakura, Sasuke, and Naruto had but he left trying to get Sasuke with the cursed seal. (He didn't get Sasuke with the seal, not yet). This is why the 3rd Hokage is not dead.

On Monday she would start working with Tsunade, to learn from her, to make a good weapon addition to the village. Two days from know, and she had a slight hard time concealing her excitement.

Before she knew it, she was already being jumped by Naruto…

Two hours later

"Hello fellow Chunins" Kakashi said with a slight yawn (from what you could see from his mask, "and our very own special Genin" he winked, and Bleu rolled her eyes.

Sakura huffed heavily cursing under her breath something about still having to stick with this lazy-ass teacher.

Naruto rolled his eyes, and sighed dramatically, reliving them all from his usual shout.

Sasuke just glared daggers at Kakashi.

Kakashi however seemed unfazed, as usual "Well let us go to the Hokage's office, we don't wanna be late to receive our mission"

This did earn a scream from Naruto while Bleu just started walking away with Sakura in toll after she had whacked Naruto. Sasuke was up in the branches skipping at a slow pase while Naruto walked around Kakashi still shouting something like;

"SAY WHAT? You date tell us! We are gonna be late….Take your own advice… You are just an old man…Blah…Blah…"

Kakashi once again that morning plugged his ears, and seemed unfazed.

Arriving at the office that morning, the stood in a line, interestingly from shortest to tallest: Sakura, then Bleu, then Naruto, Sasuke, and last of all Kakashi, who kept sighing as if he was facing a long discussion, but there was none, just rambling about information of a small boring retrieval mission.

"…You will be attending; the outsides of Konoha village, where Lord Kamenkioriu will give you the scroll which has the very important document paper of a testament, and the information must not be revealed. Is this understood?" a brief nod of heads, "Very well, you may be on your way." The Hokage finished.

But he added "Kakashi, please stay here, we shall discuss something briefly."

Kakashi nodded, and turned. He caught Bleu's sharp gaze at the Hokage, and back at him. She looked down darkly. As a response he reassured her with a squeeze in the shoulder. She looked up at him, and he grinned. He held her gaze before walking towards the Hokage, not knowing he was establishing already a bond with his new student.

Bleu looked at the retreating back of her sensei, already knowing this was going in too deep.

A/N: Don't worry they aren't gonna have a love relationship, well more like a fatherly bond.

Turning around she retreated out of the room her teammates already leaning against the walls in a comfortable pose for waiting for their sensei.

Inside the room.

Kakashi looked back at the Hokage, while he observed the interaction between teacher and student, something making him feel less weight from his shoulders as he saw her familiarizing her sensei to a stable father figure. Although she was hard to read, her eyes never betrayed the emotions that flared with unexpected responses.

As lavender hair disappeared behind the double doors, his weary, but steady gaze returned to one of his most priced Jounins; Kakashi.

"It is not necessary for you to say it Hokage-sama, I believe I know the reason for my calling, so just tell me what it is since I have to get my team back before tomorrow evening." Kakashi said going (as usual) straight to the point.

"I do not know her behavioral patterns, and there for I need you to watch her, and try to familiarize with any strange happenings. As you know I have left her in Tsunade's charge so she can know how she acts, and reacts to different changes, such as adrenaline, The clans where she comes from have a knack for losing control, and tormenting themselves; each their own ways. That is the cost of their power; I can only imagine what it is for her if she has both mixed in. Watch yourselves, and always protect her comrades from getting to close physically when she zones off, she has driven home a point of having amazing reflexes, and her powers acting on their own." He smirked revealing a thunder-like mark snaking down his arm. Kakashi only blinked.

"If that is all Hokage-sama, I will leave you to your work to take my team to their mission. When I get back, I will reveal any behavioral patterns I find." Kakashi said bowing as the Hokage nodded his head, and retreating.

"Ohh and Hatake…" Kakashi stopped rotted on his spot "take care of your newest adopted daughter."

Kakashi smirked, and walked out.

Closing the door, outside the quarters.

Bleu closed the door facing her team who was comfortable, each in his own place leaning on the wall. Lazily she walked to the side where Sakura was quietly humming and picking her nails. Leaning a few feet beside her, she sighed heavily and slumped down to the floor. Soon after Sakura slumped down too, still picking her nails.

"I have a feeling this will be somewhat boring." She said quietly as if not wanting to disturb the others feelings.

Bleu turned towards her, "What makes you say so?" she asked reactively but in the same hushed tones.

Sakura looked back at her with a slight smile, as if hiding something, "Well I can just tell."

INNER SAKURA: DAMN KAKASHI AND THE BORING MISSIONS! WE COULD BE DOING A HELL LOT OF BETTER THINGS! THIS IS GONNA BE ONE HELL OF A BORING MISSION. HUMPH

Bleu looked at Sakura with interest. But returned eventually to staring at her Chinese black shoes.

"I won't be much help anyways… I never am…" Sakura murmured this as she sighed not thinking anyone heard her.

"Maybe you should train more." Sasuke answered from the other side, looking with a half lidded eye at Sakura.

Sakura looked up at him red as a tomato, and started fiddling with her fingers.

"Umm, Uhh…"

A/N: The italics are a song, and it's from Sakura's point of view.

Now I will tell you what I've done for you

"I hate to think you are so smart and yet you seem like your head is nowhere to be found when we need it."

Sasuke sighed a little, and went back to having both eyes closed.

Sakura looked down to the floor her expression showing little hurt.

Why did she always feel so low, why did she always have to sink, why did he always have to rescue her…

50 thousand tears I've cried

No more, there will not be anymore spent. No more.

Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you

How many times had she laid without going to sleep with her screams drowned down a pillow. He worried her, he consumed her, and she was nothing except the breeze that swept away his unnoticed tears. No more

And you still won't hear me

Not before, not yet, not tomorrow, never had he heard her pleas, she was nothing…But she felt something more, she was something more. But it had gone unnoticed by him. She was not a waste and she would never ever be something like it. Even if it meant drowning him out of her head, she would never ever be a waste anymore. No more.

Kakashi came out of the room breaking everyone out of their reverie. Naruto had been fully asleep, and not listening to Sasuke's verbal assault on Sakura. Bleu could just watch, even if somewhere deep within she wanted, she had to let her friend fight her battles.

"Come on team." Kakashi said making everyone move out of the office; Bleu lazily, Sasuke posed, Naruto plain Narutoishly, and Sakura robotically still emerged in her thoughts.

All the way to the gate, Bleu kept looking back at her friend who looked very beautiful: her hair swaying in the breeze caressing her doll-like features, and her walk that would have seemed like a waltz to anyone who would pay attention. But her eyes were cloudy, and mirror-like, anything you would say would go unnoticed by the beautiful eyed kunochi.

Don't want your hand, this time I will save myself

Countless times, he had complained silently for saving her, but he always made sure she saw him, and wouldn't be satisfied until he could feel her guilty aura or words. No more.

Maybe I'll wake up for once

That was what he wanted wasn't it? For her to wake up, to save herself, to train, to get broken. Well for the last time she would give him what he wanted, for the last time she would focus in on him. No more.

Not tormented daily, defeated by you

Haunted, one word to describe her dreams. He was always present whether it would be in the night color of the sky, or the dark onyx color of her dreamed moon, Or just in the mirror, she could see him behind her; pushing her, hating her, betraying her, watching her. No more.

Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom

She was so down, soaked in mental pain, and he would manage to push her farther into the sea. Sometimes drowning her in unspeakable pain. Since her parents died, she had thought all she had left was to go up, but mentally she kept falling down, but no more where there ropes to save herself, she was fallen and given for granted. No more.

I'm dying again.

Looking up, she could find her strength. It was there in the form of a blue eyed menace, a lazy silver haired pervert, and a broken purple haired girl. There was more, the figure was in the dark, yet she could feel him and be comforted by his presence.

Outside the gates the team was walking somewhat awkwardly, since it was one of those times when Naruto was deep in his thoughts as well as Sakura. Usually the two could light up the whole forest with their small fights.

Kakashi was still drowned in his perverted book, which Sasuke guessed he had already read back and forth, but kept it up because of habit.

'Odd' he thought as from the corner of his eye he saw purple hair flashing as she turned around. It was very annoying for her to be turning back to Sakura every once in a while. Well somebody had to do it because if Bleu didn't do it the Sakura would have crashed into rocks for the third time. Everytime she was close to though some force pulled her up. Bleu's black smoky power. Interesting.

Funny as this was, although he would never admit it, was the fact that Sakura wouldn't even acknowledge it. She seemed so consumed in her thoughts, he was almost a little worried.

'Snap out of it bastard' his consciousness snapped.

'Shut the fuck up'

'Get over it, she is just there.'

'Maybe I hurt her, and now she…'

'…Will be more of a burden? Keep telling yourself that.'

Inside he glared, at himself in his head.

'Can't you just shut up?'

'Not really, you are a dumbass to have created me for pushing purposes…'

Sasuke inwardly groaned, and drowned out the voice, although his head still pounded from the effort to keep the conscience quiet.

Keeping his cold demaneaur, he stared ahead.

'I have no reason for her, and that's how it will be.' He decided, not ever looking back, with his conscience inwardly smirking.

I'm going under

Never again

Drowning in you

Not anymore

I'm falling forever

Breath let me breathe…

I've got to breakthrough

Pushing up.

I'm going under.

Breathing, living, dying, drowning…breathing

Lifting her head up, she could still see his slightly relaxed pose, the one he had always worn. So cold, so unreachable, so untouchable. But she was leaving now, would he notice? Would he call her back? To him? Can he feel her slip away?

So go on and scream

Do it, let me hear you break.

Scream at me, I'm so far away

Unreachable, that is what you have made me into.

I won't be broken again

I'm not porcelain, I bend but I don't break.

I've got to breath, I can't keep going under

And guess what my love… I won't… come back to you

Finally, and fortunately for Sakura, she had broken away from her chain of thoughts. Looking back at her one last time, Bleu could see her inside mending her broken pieces.

She couldn't help but feel a source of pride…

"What are you thinking about, Naruto?" Sakura asked the blonde haired wonder-boy.

"Huh" he answered looking dumbly, the only way he could.

Sakura rolled her eyes before throwing a punch, and barely missing on purpose.

"Sakura? What are you doing? What are you asking me? Why did you wanna punch me?" he replied pouting.

"Naruto-baka!" she screeched back, her face angrily but her eyes dancing from the fun she could 'punch' out of the boy.

Sasuke's shoulders twitched a little when he heard his teammates, Kakashi smirked behind his book, and Bleu just kept looking straight ahead. Maybe that way they will not notice she is there and Naruto won't torment her with questions…

Too late…

"BLEU!" Naruto shouted, "Tell Sakura to keep her hands to herself!"

"Who am I? Her mother?" Bleu asked looking back with a half meant glare.

"Close enough" Naruto shouted back. Bleu just rolled her eyes, and kept her look straight ahead, ignoring Naruto's childish remarks, Sasuke's occasional dobe, and Sakura's scolding of Naruto and Sasuke for being so childish. Also trying to ignore her perverted teacher's reading.

Two hours later, they were entering a small outside village. The village was founded by the first Lord Kamenkioriu. It was a plain old fashioned village, full of working happy people, and full of regular guards who had a home, a wife, and children to go to.

Naruto looked on muttering something about food, but his eyes were full of despair, and sadness. Sasuke was plainly ignoring the girls' giggles, and Sakura blushed constantly at the waves from attention from the boys. Bleu kept behind Kakashi, her look down towards the ground.

Kakashi noticed and slowed his pace, but moved a little closer to Bleu. Why? He could not understand, she choose the perfect spot, right in the middle of all of them, she couldn't be seen at first sight.

'Hmm' Kakashi thought turning his head a little. 'Didn't expect her to be a shy girl, or maybe it is not what it seems?'

Entering the great house of Lord Kamenkioriu, Bleu remained in the position, behind Kakashi even though the rest of the team moved sideways to observe, and be observed. Testing a theory, Kakashi stepped aside. As expected the long-legged lavender haired girl, stepped aside.

'Interesting' he thought, but he didn't have much more of a chance to dwell on his thoughts since Lord Kamenkioriu, had come out personally to greet them.

Silently the young Lord, walked, in a posed manner, towards the Konoha ninja. A few steps away from them he stopped, and looked around his palace like gardens. They were full of Sakura trees, and some fountains, and far on the edge you could see a small waterfall.

"Pretty, don't you believe?" he asked in his well toned voice, returning his honey gaze back to them. He was a handsome man, about 25, with brown chocolate hair and honey eyes. He was as tall as Kakashi, and had a playful face. He was dressed in back pants, and a greenish Japanese style shirt.

Looking at the shinobi in front of them, he caught glimpse of the pretty pink-haired kunochi, and held it. Then breaking his concentration was both the glare of the young man beside her, and shuffling of feet behind the silver haired man.

He gazed at the silver haired man.

"Step away" he ordered.

Kakashi looked at him, and shrugged. He stepped away but the figure behind him, moved sideways with him.

Naruto was about to mouth out something to the person behind him, before a ghostly white hand held his mouth.

"No" from behind Kakashi, the lavender haired girl mouthed.

Naruto nodded, but the Lord seemed unpleased.

She pulled back her hand.

"Step forward" he ordered. Kakashi playing dumb did as he was told. The Lord looked with a tense smile on his features.

"I meant the person behind you." He said again.

Bleu jerked her head, as Sasuke looked at her impatiently and Sakura curiously.

Sighing heavily she stepped out. The Lord's breath was taken away, when he saw the black tattoo on the back of her neck as she turned facing Naruto who was about to shout her name.

A Kinovic!

A/N: So how do you like it?

I hope you do like it! It was a long chapter, and I didn't get to reveal many of Bleu's powers since this story is a romance, and a drama apart from the adventures.

Sakura and Sasuke, tough. That is the only word to describe their relationship.

Hope you read all my notes! They will help in the near future unless you wanna be confused.

Powers will be revealed eventually. Not only Bleu's but Sakura's too. I decided to give her an edge.

Lots of love!

Two newly revealed powers:

Kinovic: Memory locker.

They can take away bad memories from people. They can search their minds, but only the memories. Not the secrets or things that are confidential. Kinovics can remove memories mostly because they are a race of people who can help in the mind. They can cure traumas. The only thing that happens is that these memories stay in the patient but are locked away in the deepest part and not to be retrieved unless a Kinovic brings them back. With lots of summoning. Another thing is that the memory locker has to translate these memories to their brain too, so they won't be strong enough to resurface. That is why Kinovics are cold, they have too much trauma.

Krystalreshian: Mirror memory show.

Only Bleu can do this since her crystal is a mirror. Through her mirrors she can show any memory she needs to show. Since she has good memorization, she can just plain copy the information and then show it through a mirror she can summon. She will use this a lot.

Mirrors summon.

Bleu can summon her mirrors which she can create, destroy, manipule, control, etc.

Thanks to Bekah-chan and Lili! Love ya lots lili! Thanks for ur patience.