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Kagome gasped then as the shard appeared and doing the only thing she could think of, she drew the shard into her so no one could take it from her.
Sesshomaru on the other hand was enjoying the kiss even though the shard was gone and he drew Kagome closer.
Kagome felt him deepen the kiss even more, as his tongue touched every inch of her mouth, she froze once again. While the moment with Inuyasha's brother seemed forbidden, for some reason she couldn't control herself to lean away from him. She tried shaking her thoughts of him but it was pointless, they didn't fade away.
Sesshomaru didn't want it to end but it had too. He pulled away and sighed. "Kagome we must help Inu Yasha! The shard is pitch black and I have a feeling a few simple emotions will not do the trick!" he said. "To get rid of the shard we must force so much love on Inu Yasha that Kikyo's control will shatter and then we'll be able to pull the shard out!" Sesshomaru concluded and Kagome could see the wisdom in his eyes.
Kagome nodded, even though her feelings weren't so strong for Inuyasha at the moment, she couldn't let Kikyo take control of him once again, and she wasn't going to allow it. Kagome looked into his eyes and nodded. "Kikyo you're not taking Inuyasha!" Kagome cried doing everything in her power to regain the gentle yet frustrated soul of Inuyasha. She could see the shard turning black as the night sky and if Sesshomaru hadn't said anything he would've been fully taken over by Kikyo, and things had seemed to be going Kikyou's way. Kagome's heart pounded as she grabbed Inuyasha, "Inuyasha please don't… Fight the shard and Kikyo's doing!" Kagome cried out as she put her warm red lips against his into a lip lock embracing him hoping he wouldn't be controlled again.
InuYasha pulled Kagome closer, but Kagome, having her eyes closed didn't notice what was happening until InuYasha pulled her onto the bed and Sesshomaru gasped. 'Damn that demonic Kikyo! She's trying to make him bed with her!'
His thoughts raced and he cried out to Kagome, "K… Kagome!"
Kagome didn't realize what was going on around her. Her eyes were still shut, as she tried her best to get Inuyasha to come around but didn't notice what it was leading up to. Kagome heard Sesshomaru's voice faintly as her eyes fluttered open to notice...
InuYasha bit down and immediately and Kagome began to feel the pent up lust he felt for her she closed her eyes and he passionately kissed her while Sesshomaru stood watching in horror. Eventually Inu Yasha moved away and chased Sesshomaru from the room angrily. He locked the door then and with that had sex with Kagome and they fell asleep, the two still interlocked together.
Kagome lay asleep, it was more of a nightmare then she even realized. Kikyo was none other a mysterious woman with ebony hair and enough hate and jealously to turn things around in her favor and to everyone the dead was still among the living. Kikyo had made Kagome asleep dreaming about things as though she was still awake. About her confusion with Inuyasha and Sesshomaru but wasn't aware of the nightmare that was really happening.
Inu Yasha demonically had thought Kagome was awake, and was enjoying all of it in its entirety. All of a sudden, InuYasha awoke. He was groggy for a minute and then realized where he was.
A horny look came on his face and he squeezed Kagome's breasts but then gasped in shock, and horror. 'Kikyo that bitch made me sleep with her!' He sniffed a second to see what scent it was. 'Twice!' Inu Yasha hurriedly pulled himself out of Kagome and put his clothes on covering her with the blanket. He knew Kagome had lost her virginity, but she didn't need to lose her dignity on top of that. Inu Yasha then went into a corner and wept praying that Kagome would forgive him, the shard long since forgotten.
Kagome felt her body shake as though she had been shocked. She clearly woke up when she thought Inuyasha and his brother were killed and that was what brought her back to the real world.
Kagome felt her body ache the moment she woke up and didn't quite understand why at the moment. She was still tired and half asleep, and each way she moved she moaned in pain. "Why does I ache so much?" Kagome thought as she looked down to see her wrapped on a blanket and scanned her naked body to see
red hand marks that showed her breasts were viciously grasped and more so as she felt tears run down her face
I... I… Was raped!" Kagome cried with the blanket covering half of her body seeing her clothes ripped and thrown in a messy pile by the end of the bed.
Inu Yasha heard Kagome wake up and gasp. His demon side gave him memories of the raping then and he cried even harder. "KAGOME DID NOT ENJOY THAT!" he screamed and Kagome...
Kagome was ready to faint, she didn't believe this was real at all. She thought she was still in her dreaming state but she wasn't exactly sure. Her tears glistened down her face while she walked around in pain, hurt, and disbelief she felt like apart of her sanity was taken more than anyone could realize. "I've gotta be dreaming..." Kagome walked towards the corner near the door where she heard sounds coming from behind it, and Inuyasha with his head against his knees as Kagome stood still in front of him putting the pieces of the puzzle together.
Inu Yasha knew later on of course he would have to tell Kagome he had only grabbed her breasts. But now just didn't seem the time.
He heard Kagome approach him and he didn't turn around wanting to give her back her dignity even if she had lost almost everything else.
"Kagome..." he said softly not knowing what else to do.
Kagome's tears glistened to the floor, as her head shot up from the ground, her black hair that acted like a drape flew back to reveal her feelings and her emotions. "Inuyasha..." Kagome managed to say still scared as she felt herself unstable, ready to fall to the ground at any time.
But something in her head told her it was Inuyasha, and something else told her it wasn't his doing. But until, she realized the marks, and torn clothing and him crying she pieced it all together at once, the truth stabbing her like that of a thousand knifes... "Inuyasha… You... Couldn't have..." She said between whimpers as he sat there like a scared little boy realizing the reality of the mistakes he had made that turned into his fault.
"Kagome I grabbed your breasts. I'm sorry. I don't know why I couldn't help myself, they're so big and you're so beautiful... Unfortunately I cannot tell you I did not rape you but I did not have control of myself there..." said Inu Yasha in a sad shaky voice.
"But Kagome tell me... Did you really enjoy it?" he said as the images flashed through his head once again.
Kagome felt an eerie feeling, when he asked her if she enjoyed it. At this point she didn't really know who he actually was, or if he was lying the whole way through. Kagome felt torn. Her friendship, her trust for Inuyasha was shattered like mirror into a thousand pieces that would hurt to place back together again. "Inuyasha… This isn't real… Please don't tell it is… I'm dreaming… I've got to be..."
She cried out, as she pinched herself hoping it was fake but then she realized everything was real and a new problem was born. Kagome began to shake as she placed her head to the ground and back at Inuyasha. "Inuyasha, I didn't enjoy any of it! I can't believe someone I trusted and cared about did this to me… Look what you've done!"
"P... Pul... Pull it out Kagome... N. . . N... n... n.. now..." Inu Yasha said his shoulders shaking with sobs. He wanted it all to go away.
"K.. k... ki.. kill m.. me n...n...now..." Inu Yasha said softly.
He cared for Kagome too much to make Kagome have to live with him now.
She felt hate, anger, distrust and disbelief. But at the same time she felt like she wanted to say it was alright, but it was all confusing to her. She had to hate him for what he done, nothing seemed right anymore. Kagome's eyes filled with tears as she fell to her knees. "Inuyasha… I can't kill you, I'm not doing it!" She screamed as her head laid against his lap so confused if she resented or cared about him.
"Kagome put your clothes on then..." he said. "At least keep your d.. d...ig...dignity!"
Inuyasha couldn't stand to see her beautiful body marked and buried and knowing he had done that to her himself. She nodded as she placed her ripped clothing that still showed half of her breast with the red mark and she couldn't do anything about it. Kagome didn't understand what she had to do… She knew Inuyasha would never in his life do that to her, but he did and she had to truly realize that.
"Inuyasha..." She cried shaking her head confused if she cared anymore or hated him. She felt like Kikyo now… Loved Inuyasha to death, but hated him.
"Kagome go talk to S… Sesshomaru..." Inu Yasha said.
Kagome's hands ran up her face, as they remained in her raven black hair, as she felt all the emotions hit her at once. Love, sadness, betrayal, hurt, anger, frustration and more. Kagome nodded as she felt herself about to faint when she had discovered it was Inuyasha's doing. Kagome cried and slightly nodded stumbling down the hallway she didn't know what she felt, or what to do.
When she had gone, Inu Yasha did the only sensible thing and put Tetsusaiga to his throat. In one clean blow he slit his throat and his eyes rolled to the back of his head as blood poured from his neck, staining the hard wood floor.
Inu Kaiba: That took lots of editing... And was a long chapter. But you all deserved it. Therewere so few long chapters when we Rp-ed this...
As RoxyFoxy would say: R'n'R
