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Regret
All I could do was stare.
That's right. Me, Anna Kyouyama with my infamous left-handed slap was in shock. So was every body else at the stadium.
It was the last round of the Shaman King tournament. The sides fighting were Yoh's team and Hao's team. Their teammates had already been killed and now it was a fight to the bloody end. I had faith in Yoh and knew he was going to win. Or suffer my wrath.
And then it happened. It was all finally over. Yoh had delivered the fatal attack and now his twin brother was lying dead in a heap of blood. Or so we all thought. As Yoh was about to become Shaman King the last thing he expected happened.
Hao used the last of his energy and killed Yoh with a stab from behind. I just sat there staring as my fiancé was killed. I just sat there and did nothing.
It's not your fault. You can't do anything to change what happened. It's going to be all right.
That's what they all said to me.
And what a load of bullshit that was.
I could have made all the difference in the world. I could have given him a break. I could have done some of the chores. I could have jumped in or something.
But, no all I did was sit there and let him do it all. I just sat there and watched him die. Yeah, it's definitely not my fault all right.
Now, all I can do is sit and cry and remember that fatal night and fill my heart with one feeling. Regret.
Yoh AsakuraA great friend and beloved fiancé.
Your name and kindness is forever engraved in our hearts.
You left us too soon.
May you rest in peace.
Now I'm kneeling at Yoh's grave. I come here every day just to sit in front of his grave, cry, and think about all the great times with Yoh. That's all I do now.
All of my friends told me to get on with my life and just move on.
I can't. The thing that always pulls me back is that feeling. It's not letting me forget. It never will.
Suddenly, I couldn't take it anymore. I had cried all my tears and got up and screamed.
"Dammit! Why did you have to die? Why didn't I do anything? Why?"
I collapsed into tears again. Only this time it wasn't tears I was crying it was blood. I just kneeled there crying my tears of blood, using every last drop I had. My last thought was:
I'm sorry Yoh. For everything. Wait for me a bit longer. I'll be there soon…The next day's newspaper:
TEENAGE GIRL FOUND DEAD AT GRAVEYARDAnna Kyouyama, was found dead in front of her fiancé's grave. There was a pool of blood surrounding her and her clothing were splattered with blood. Doctors say she died of extensive bleeding by "crying blood". Miss Kyouyama's friend said she has unable to forget the death of her fiancé. She will be buried next to her fiancé. May they rest in peace together.
