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I walked off and headed to bed. Today was a very tiring day. I opened the door to my dorm walked to my room and just dropped on my bed. I had a peaceful night and I had a different dream it was the time of when I was little and finally understood that my mom was dead.

My mom died when I was 3 I heard that she was gone but I was too little to understand what it meant. But when I was six and it was mother's birthday I ran into a bunch if kids who made fun of me they said, "My mom hated me, that she committed suicide," I remember feeling like crap that day.

I remember it was raining that day I was running away I thought it was my fault with what happened to mom. I kept running I didn't care where I went I just wanted to get away.

The rain looked like it would never go away. Like it would last for eternity. Everything was a blur I was running so fast. Eventually I stopped because my legs went numb from the running and the coldness of the rain.

I stopped and just wept. I got up and walked to an alley dropped there and cried endlessly. It was my entire fault. ALL my fault if I weren't here mom would probably be alive. Everything hurt my arms my legs everything.

Eventually I fell asleep in the cold dark alley. Then I felt like I was being picked up. I opened my eyes and saw Touya he was carrying me home. I felt safe but the grief was still there. I saw him carrying me toward a light I asked where we were going but he didn't answer all of the sudden I looked up it wasn't Touya's face anymore but Syoaron's.

That is when I woke up. What the hell did that mean. Maybe the night wasn't as peaceful as I thought. I checked the time and saw it was 9:30. I was late for my math class. Which isn't so bad considering I hate math. But I didn't want my grades to drop any lower in math then they already have.

So I changed in to my jeans and T-shirt then brushed my teeth and brushed my hair then headed out the door I went up the stair and for a moment I stopped at the stain angel window I saw when I first came here.

I sighed and continued walking up the stairs I came to the first floor and went into room that I was suppose to have math. I didn't bother knocking I just went into see the teacher looking at me when I entered he said, "Well Ms Kinomoto it's nice of you to finally join us"

I just glared at him and went to my seat near Tomoyo and Syoaron. Oh I forgot to mention Syoaron and Tomoyo are in my math class sorry. Well anyway I already did this work in my old school so it was easy but just because it was easy didn't mean I liked it.

No I still hate math. When the teacher asked questions Syoaron's hand would shot up and he would answer the question correctly he was way good in math. Maybe he could tutor me if I had time that is.

I practically fell asleep but Tomoyo kept poking me to keep me up. So I made it through the class. My stomach was growling by the time class ended. So after class I headed straight to the cafeteria and got a blue berry yogurt... there weren't anymore straw berry ones left.

I ate it on the way to my next class I threw the carton out and saw some people whispering once they saw me. Actually people started to whisper whenever they saw me I guess people figured out I beat up Mandy. CRRRRRRAAAAAAAPPP. This is just what I needed.

I heard one person say to a bunch of other people, "Did you know that that Kinomoto girl hit Mandy yesterday" There eyes widened they widened even more when they noticed I was there so I just said, "Sick your eyes back in your face yah idiots" They immediately turned around.

I went in to the field at the back of the school and saw Tomoyo I told her about the rumors and she said, "I know I heard a bunch of people talking about how Mandy is in critical condition... please I bet she is just faking it to get attention"

"Yeah, did you hear anything else?" I asked, "yeah she said but you heard it all" We got up and started to go to our next class and let me tell you I was PISSED!! I felt like going over to Mandy wherever the hell she is and beating her up some more.

Tomoyo and me split up and I started to walk to my philosophy class, which is what I had next. On the way I bumped in to Eriol. He looked startled at first but he got over it quickly. "Hey" I said "Hi" he responded I cut to the chase "Did you talk to Mandy yet?"

He blushed and looked surprised like he didn't expect me to asked him that question and yet I did. "Yeah I did talk to her she took it badly but she will get over it but I would still watch over Tomoyo I don't know if Mandy will try anything. You know how to take care of your self so... you know" In other words I can kick ass.

Together we went in to our philosophy class and saw that Syoaron was already there. He looked down and depressed. I sat to his left and Eriol sat to his right. I asked, "What's wrong" he didn't reply he just stared down at the desk. I saw Eriol shaking his head mouthing don't say anything I got the message and shut up.

It didn't matter I could asked him latter. I can be very persuasive when I want to be. The teacher came in and Syoaron's and Eriol's face lightened up. And again I rolled my eyes they will never change. We learned about death this time what it is and how it works and so on it was fascinating and I again told her off by giving in one of my smart answers... Oh yeah I'm soo good.

Next was lunch but I wasn't hungry so I went to talk to Syoaron about his mood today. He was in the yard just leaning at the same spot he was yesterday which was at the cherry blossom tree, I guess he wasn't hungry either. So I went to him and said, "Hi what's up?" He looked at me and smiled then said, "Hey not much"

For some reason my heart did a flip-flop thing, which got me annoyed. I again cut to the chase and said, "Why were you so glum in philosophy today?" He Said, "No reason" So I kept pressuring him to tell until he finally sighed and then said, "Fine I'll tell you but don't you dare tell anybody else" I nodded then he took a big breath and said, "I going to get engaged it's going to be arranged"