Vois sur ton Chemin
(Look to your Path)
I look to my path and I see my heart breaking. They told me it would. Hiko told me that one life was all it took. This madness was predicted.
I look to my path. I see a black tunnel with the light at the end. Every step forward seems like a step back. The tunnel to peace... it is what I seek. But, does that mean I have to cross the dark path before me? The light seems so faraway...
They tried to make it better, but she only made it worse. I got a peek at the world beyond the edge. It drives me insane to know that right now people live like that. At peace, unstained with the facts of life.
The children live for the shadow that I'll destroy. They will never know that the monsters under the covers are the same as the monster that destroyed them.
They think I'm the hero. They call me "Ken-nii" like I actually mean something to them. They call me older brother. They treat me like part of the family. What they don't see is the look of pity given to me by their parents. The parents' sad hope that one day I'll have peace. They look at me like I'm broken.
Yes, I am broken, I'm stained, I'm tarnished. I am dead. I don't deserve anything anymore. But, I don't need their pity. I need their hope. I need their help. Not their pity.
I know my path is difficult. I chose it because I wanted to help. I see that my hopes are in vain. The demons that I kill are just as bad as the ones that will replace them.
They call me a demon, a devil of the night. Some say I'm an angel, The angel of death. Both of them are wrong. I'm only what I seem to be. A small person looking for a purpose with one sword. What they don't see is how short I am, my age, the way the shadow seeks my presence...
I look to my path and see my heart broken, shattered into black glass. But, the end of the tunnel has come closer now. I have found the road of peace. It's stained by red and covered in crimson. The world of peace has only one difference: The dead are grieved. I shall die before I ever step foot on that territory. I'll just disappear. I am a hitokiri. I am the man that will kill all men, myself included...
The End
Author's Note: I was seriously depressed...So I wrote this! I hope somebody out there enjoys it! It's not going to be continued though. If I do use this, it'll be part of Fragile... (If you don't kno what that is check my other fic! BehindtheMask). This fic was written while I was actually listening to the song called "Vois sur ton Chemin." It's a beautiful song without Beyonce singing it. I have absolutely nothing against her. I just don't like the rendition she did at the Oscars. Thanks!
Here are the lyrics:
Vois sur ton Chemin
Vois sur ton chemin
Gamins oubliés égarés
Donne leur la main
Pour les mener
Vers d'autres lendemains
Sens au coeur de la nuit
L'onde d'espoir
Ardeur de la vie
Sentier de gloire
Bonheurs enfantins
Trop vite oubliés effacés
Une lumière dorée brille sans fin
Tout au bout du chemin
Sens au coeur de la nuit
L'onde d'espoir
Ardeur de la vie
Sentier de la gloire
Bonheurs enfantins
Trop vite oubliés effacés
Une lumière dorée brille sans fin
Tout au bout du chemin
Sens au coeur de la nuit
L'onde d'espoir
Ardeur de la vie
Sentier de la gloire
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