AN: Set at the end of the war. Anderson answers for his disloyalty during the war (in particular volume 6). Spoilers.
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As Father Alexander Anderson sat in the prison cell waiting for his trial, he remembered the day he felt the change of his heart. It was because of her of course. Integral Hellsing. He wanted to curse the woman for being so honorable in spite of her heretic beliefs. Ironicially, Anderson found that he was unable to carry out his orders from the Church because of his own sense of honor. Although, the priest knew nothing could come of it, a part of him was attracted to Integral Hellsing. The woman made him to feel so many sinful urges. It was that day when he saw her, clothes and body spotted with blood, hair blowing in the wind, defending herself against an army of Millenium vampires, and showing no fear at all. Father Anderson had never seen such a beautiful sight in all of his life or admired anyone so much. Seeing her like that had made his heart beat faster and harder. He had gone against orders at that moment and killed the demons that dared to threaten her. Yumiko and Heinkel had admonished him for going against Father Maxwell's orders but his conscience would not allow it. If Father Anderson were to let the Millenium soldiers capture or harm Integral Hellsing, then he would be just as guilty as they. Integral may have been his adversary but Father Anderson had his honor. That was the one thing the church would never take away from him. His disobedience to his superior, Father Maxwell, had continued. He ordered Sister Yumiko, Sister Heinkel and the other Iscariot members to follow Integral back to Hellsing. They did not like it at all. They warned him that it was wrong but Anderson had ignored their pleas. The city was too dangerous for Integral to return to the Hellsing headquarters alone and he could not allow anything to harm her.
Now the time had come for him to answer for his actions of that night. Father Anderson bowed his head and prayed to God. He had faith that God would help him through this most desperate hour. He would be found innocent because God would not have wanted him to allow Integral Hellsing to be harmed by those monsters. Or would He? Alexander supposed he would find out soon at the Inquisition. It was not his fault that Maxwell was now dead. The souls inside of that demon were too powerful for even him to fight. Alexander just hoped God was listening and would come to his aid at the trial. If not, he prayed that Integral Hellsing would be permitted to visit him before his excecution. The priest desperately wanted to see her one last time before his soul was sent to hell.
