WOTW- Wow! I got reviews! I left you all with no explanation for a month and you still love me! THANK YOU ALL! I have to do this chapter and then there are stories I need to read. BEFORE I GO INSANE! If it's possible to go more insane than I have.
Oh and also to all the cutters out there... watch out I got caught (you wonder now how I got grounded...). If you really care any about that though you got my email. (And if you don't it (such an innocent name for such a vile dark creature as myself) ).
Disclaimer- ::bangs head against wall::
Kagome stormed from her hospital bed and out of her room. 'I shouldn't be pissed I'm alive right? Well no one has to be happy to be alive...'
InuYasha was out the door behind her after a few seconds of severe shock. (Okay I realize the characters have been and continue to be very OOC. Deal peeps.) "So you mean to tell me you'd rather be dead than here now?"
"You now what", she whirled around. "I don't know." She walked on.
"You have to know if you like life or not."
"Well I don't. What are you gonna do about it?"
Midnight
Kagome sat in her window staring out over the roof tops. A star flew through the black night sky. She was thinking. Thinking of herself, her life, InuYasha, trying to figure out who she really was. Slowly in a whisper soft voice a melody attached itself to a string of words. The words and melody were both dark but with such a soft they became a confession and a sad tale.
Looking back at me I seeThat I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannnot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold to you
And I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high
I never meant to be so cold
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold
The words rolled from her pale lips and small ribbons of tears wound down her cheeks. A small silver puddle reflected the starlight in it on the cement below. Her wrists were scabbed over. So were the cuts on her ankles.
Meanwhile in a room not far away sat InuYasha confused, upset, angry. Street lights were visible over the low roofs. And a shadowy figure in a window sang. All he could her was a muffled whisper. He himself stared out over the expanse as a series of thoughts and emotions slipped out.
The stars will cry
The blackest tears tonight
And this is the moment that I live for
I can smell the ocean air
And here I am
Pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
That's exactly
Exactly what I need
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
As you gasp for air tonight
I'd scream this song right in your face
If you were hear
I swear I wont miss a beat
Cause I never
Never have before
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying day
Of our dying!!!
For a second I wish the tide
Would swallow every inch of this city
And you gasp for air tonight!!
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day
Our dying day
Of our dying!!!
Kagome had heard a strong voice on the wind and caught the words "dying day". 'InuYasha?' She cocked her head around to see the half demon practically screaming into the wind and standing on the edge of his windowsill teetering on the edge over the cement. With a final puff of air he swayed. He stared up to the stars. And just as soon as the glistening lights became clear to his eyes...
WOTW- Oh cliffy! Burn! Sorry you all don't deserve it but hey whatever. I know I use way too many songs but these fit. The first one was Cold by Crossfade. The second was Anthem of Our Dying Day by Story of the Year. Talk of good songs Cold Hard Bitch by Jet is on! WAHOO! Which means 1: review please and 2: go buy Greenday's new CD American Idiot which hits stores today. Till then ja ne!
PS If there's one thing I've learned this month is that if at one point you hated a person and then like them and still go "I hate you" and then go out with them... trust me it don't work dawgs.
