AN: Another song made me think up a song fic, this time Right Kind of Wrong by Leann Rimes

Disclaimer: Unfortunately I am not the amazingly brilliant Amy Sherman-Palladino and don't have any ownership of Gilmore Girls or the like. I also don't own the song

Background: This takes place after Jews and Chinese Food and isn't really AU, it's more Rory reflecting after Logan leaves her room that night.

Dear Logan…

That was all Rory could get out to start – she had so many things she wanted to say to the boy who stole her heart. He'd just left her lying breathless on her bed; that's how he worked. She looked again at the paper in front of her and thought to herself, "dear Logan…" The radio came on and suddenly the words became clear – almost as though the song was meant for the two of them.

Know all about, 'bout your reputation

And how it's bound to be a heartbreak situation

But I can't help it if I'm breathless

Every time that I'm where you are

I know that you're a playboy and that having a girlfriend isn't for you and I really want to try to do this casually, but it's not that easy. I know that I told you I could do it, I told you that I didn't want another relationship, but I was wrong. You told me that I was special and that you wanted to ask me out – so why can't you? Why can't you try…do you know what you do to me?

You walk in and my strength walks out the door

Say my name and I can't fight it anymore

When you're in the room, I can't seem to concentrate on anything else. I hurt my best friend because of you; I should've never had the Chinese food with you, but I did anyway. I put you over Marty and that's something I shouldn't have, but you make me so weak. You have a power over me that you'll never understand and I should never tell you. You even have a pet name for me – Ace. I'll be your Ace Reporter if you want me to be.

After those words, Rory realized how corny her letter was getting, but she wasn't even sure she was going to send it. These were words that she had to get out because not only did she have to admit her feelings to Logan, but she had to admit them to herself. She sat and remembered her grandparents vow renewal; everything was so spur of the moment and absolutely perfect. Seeing Logan there made everything so much better and seeing him with a girl killed Rory like she wouldn't believe. Christopher had taught her to be braver than ever; it was one aspect of boys that she should follow her mother. Rory also thought about what could've happened had Lorelai not opened the door, if there was no poker game, if she let him stay the night. Logan reminded her of someone, but it wasn't someone she felt the same about…he reminded her of Tristan except she was drawn to Logan in a way that was indescribable. He wasn't like the safe Dean or the bad boy Jess…he was something new.

Oh I know I should go

But I need your touch just too damn much

I didn't want you to leave tonight; I wanted you as much as you wanted me. But we can't keep doing this; I know that I'm not as emotionally ready as I was. I got attached to Dean and I know that I would get just as attached to you. There's something about your touch that makes me want to stay with you forever.

She could only imagine how much Logan would mock this letter, but as a journalist Rory did what she did best. Spoken words had only dug her in deeper holes, but written words were magical. Through her writing, Rory had made the paving of parking lots sound amazing…a letter shouldn't be too much harder.

Loving you isn't really something I should do

Shouldn't wanna spend my time with you

I should try to be strong

But baby you're the right kind of wrong

My mother told me never to get into my grandparents' world…but that's what you are. You're everything I've always stayed away from – everything that's wrong for me. For some reason, though, all I want to do is talk to you – hear you call my name, "Ace," I just want to be near you. I know that it's wrong…but I guess you are the right kind of wrong.

Might be a mistake, a mistake I'm makin'

But what you're giving I am happy to be takin'

'Cause no one's ever made me feel

The way I feel in your arms

Some mistakes are meant to happen though – and in all honesty, I don't think you're a mistake. You will bring me into a world that has always been so foreign to me; a world that I've never wanted to be a part of. You're offering me the experience to be a girl of the world – to be with a guy who has been around. There was something about the way you pulled me closer when I tried to run at the wedding – I felt like I belonged in your arms. I felt safe and comfortable and things that I can't feel in the kind of relationship that you want. Maybe you can change your playboy ways once I enter that world.

She didn't want Logan to change at all – she liked him how he was. Lorelai wasn't going to approve of Rory becoming what she ran away from. It was a different world than the one in Stars Hollow; those elite only look out for themselves. Rory knew that her mother would be worried if she got involved with Logan. Emily and Richard though, they'd be the happiest people ever. Rory didn't want Emily to be happy because like her mother, Rory was upset over Luke and Lorelai's relationship being ruined due to Emily's advice to Christopher. Something was drawing Rory to Logan – she wanted to be in his arms forever.

They say you're something I should do without

They don't know what goes on when the lights go out

There's no way to explain

All the pleasure is worth all the pain

There's something in your kiss and I don't know what it is, but it's worth going against what my mother wants. She thinks that you'll hurt me because you're like the people she ran away from. Marty thinks that you'll hurt me because of how much of a jerk you are to him. The two of them are my best friends and I usually listen to what they say, but this time I think they're wrong. They don't see how you are to me – they can't tell how you make me feel. I can't explain it to them either. Even Colin and Finn have told me not to get involved with you, they told me you'd hurt me. They're your friends and I'd assume that they know you better than anyone but do they know how you feel about me? Do they think that you'll hurt me because I'm a fragile little girl who can't handle casual sex? Maybe they're right…

I should try to run but I just can't seem to'Cause every time I run you're the one I've run toCan't do without what you do to me,

I don't care if I'm in too deep

After Marty admitted how he feels about me, I wanted to crawl into a hole because I told him how I feel about you. I felt so low, then I saw you at my window and suddenly everything was so much better. I've become dependent on you, almost like a drug. It's gone too far now for me to ever get out. I'm putty in your hands now and you can do with me whatever you want.

She knew those last lines were going to go to his head, but she didn't care. Finally her feelings were all coming out. The song was taking everything Rory felt and helping her put it on paper – helping her to finally show Logan everything. She didn't want him to be scared away, but she didn't care anymore. She'd fallen so hard there was no getting up from this one.

I don't expect a response from you, you're Logan Huntzberger – you're the playboy who gets whatever he wants. I don't know if you want me for more than just my body. I can't forget how you told me I'm special, how you held me tighter. There's something I feel when I'm with you that I just can't explain and I wish that you could feel the same. I guess I'll see you around.

Rory "Ace" Gilmore

Rory walked over to the room that Logan shared with Colin and Finn and dropped the letter under the door. She wasn't sure if she wanted Logan to read it, but it was too late – he was going to. A couple of days went by and she didn't see him anywhere. After class Rory went to the newspaper office and found a letter on her desk.

Ace –

I told you how I feel about you, I'm crazy about you. I think I might just be willing to give the relationship thing a try – you'll have to help me though. I may be your right kind of wrong – but everything about you is exactly right.

- Logan