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Heart in Despair:

Chapter two: I'm Just Not Good Enough.

"Really...hum...I see," said Kaede slowly, she understood the pain Kagome is in, and maybe it would be best for her to heal her heart at the other world. "Well, yes you may go, and you can go there for about a month. Then after you have gathered yourself up you can come back." Kagome gave Kaede a weak smile, and said,

"Thank you so much Kaede!" She gave the old lady a big and friendly hug.

"Great Kagome, you can go and rest now!" said Sango as she smiled brightly.

"You will come back right?" asked Shippo nervously.

"Of course I will, silly" she picked Shippo up and gave him a small hug.

"Would you like to tell Inuyasha?" asked Kaede even know she knows that Kagome will most likely say no.

"No, I think I should just leave quietly, and Sango would you tell Miroku for me?" asked Kagome.

"Of course I will! I just hope that you can feel better soon," said Sango with a warm soft voice.

"So, I'll leave tonight after everyone's asleep, is that okay Kaede?" asked Kagome.

"Yes, it's fine dear." Kaede thought, "This poor child really needed a lot of rest."

---I don't know,
I really can't trust myself,
I really don't know,
and I really think I'm losing myself.--

Kagome quietly went into Kaede's room to get her things. She packed almost everything when she saw the shards. She thought about the times that they have spent together, and sometimes she wished she could forget all these things. She had everything ready, and she was going to leave at midnight so people can't see her.

Later this evening they all sat around the table eating

"I remember how, someone," said Kikyo looking at Inuyasha, "always were making a fuss about everything, but when it comes to food. He just sits there and eats."

"Kikyo," Inuyasha growled playfully, "what did you mean about me and food?"

"Nothing," she said giggling.

Kagome watched them flirt endlessly, but she just couldn't eat so all she did was push her food around.

"Kagome? KA-GO-ME!" someone shouted out her name.

"Humm? Ah? Who what?" Kagome asked.

"I said," said Inuyasha, "are you okay? Your mind keeps on flying away, and you're not eating anything!"

"I'm just not that hungry," said Kagome.

"Feh, whatever," said Inuyasha as his attention turned back to Kikoyo.

Miroku sensed something wrong, so he whispered to Sango, "Is lady Kagome okay?"

"I'll tell you later," said Sango whispering back, then she felt something going at her bottom and grabbed it. She turned red and, SLAP. Leaving a red and angry handprint on Miroku's face.

The dinner ended smoothly, and everyone was getting ready for bed. Kagome heard Kaede's signal and she slowly crept out.

"There you go child, and relax yourself there, okay child?" asked Kaede.

"Yes, thanks you Kaede," said Kagome, as she hugged the old lady.

"Hey, don't forget about me!" said Sango.

"How can I ever for you, Sango?" said Kagome while giving her a hug.

"Bye, I'll go to the well now, bye!" said Kagome while she disappears into the woods.

She took one last glance and was about to jump into the well, until...

"Leaving? So unexpected of you, no wonder, you give up too easily." said a familiar voice.

"Kikyo!" Kagome gasped, "What are you doing here?"

"Humm, seeing you give up?" she answered. "Well, that's nice, now Inuyasha won't have anyone disturbing him from me. Humm...well, bye bye." With that, she pushed Kagome into the well, and she left.

She fell into time, and then after a flash she saw light. It was in the middle of the night but the bright beacon from the moon was on her. She slowly walked over towards her house, and opened the door. Surprisingly her mother was up, and she was reading the newspaper while having coffee.

"Kagome!?" said her mother, "oh, my sweet heart! You're back!" and she went over there and gave her a hug. Kagome hugged back. "You should go and take a bath, and don't worry leave your things here I'll unpack your things!" she gave Kagome a warm smile, but soon notice there was something wrong. "Kagome? Honey? What's wrong? Are you tired? After taking a bath, go straight to bed, then tell me what's going on tomorrow okay?" asked Her mother.

Kagome gave her a nod, and went to the bathroom. She filled the tub up and added the rose scents bubbles. She gently stirs it and took her cloths off and got in. "I haven't relaxed myself in such a long time..." she whispers to no one particular, "and I wonder what will Inuyasha do when he finds out I'm gone? Maybe it won't matter anymore, because he has Kikyo now."

She found her cherry shampoo, and began to wash her hair. She rinsed her hair and got out of the tub. She wrapped the towel around her and went out of the bathroom. She went to her drawer and put on her nightgown. She began slowly blow her hair, while she was doing that she was thinking, "Why do I love him that much?" After that she went towards her bed and feel asleep.

--You don't know,
how much I wanted to let you go.
You don't know,
how much I like you so.--

The birds chirped a warm welcoming melody, and the sun shone brightly. "Kagome? Kagome honey, time for breakfast." Came her mother's voice.

Kagome sat up and yawned, she walk towards her brush and brushed her hair. She decided to put on a baby blue t-shirt, and a soft pink dress. She walked down the stairs and said "Good morning, Grandfather, good morning, Sota, and good morning, Mother." They all smiled at her and went back to eating. She had a wonderful breakfast, and she was wondering how the others were doing.

----The Past---

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHE WENT BACK?" yelled an angry hanyou, "AND SHE DIDN'T EVEN TELL ME!"

"Inuyasha," said Sango, "She just needed to go back and do her things."

"Then how come all of you know that she's gone?" asked Inuyasah, "and why am I the only on that doesn't know?"

"Inuyasah," said Kikyo smoothly, "Kagome just went back there to do the things she needed to do in her time. You don't have to make such a fuss out of it," She walked over to Inuyasha slowly and pulled him into an embraced and whispered, "or is it that I am no longer important to you?" she stared into his goldenly eyes.

As if Inuyasha was caught into her spell he stopped and looked into her eyes, "no, you are everything to me, and you are the most important thing to me too. I never want to lose you again," as he returned her embrace. "It's just I feel weird without Kagome, and I don't know this feeling." Inuyasha thought silently to himself.

--Why did you go?

So suddenly?
So unexpectedly?
Why did you go?--

---The Present---

"Kagome dear, can you tell me what happened?" asked her mother.

"I...I..." Kagome sobbed into her pillow, "I'm so tired, I want to move on, but I can't."

"Kagome, is it Inuyasha?" her mother asked her as she patted her daughter's head.

"Yess...I...why can't I let him go? I don't want to love him..."

"Kagome, sweet heart, let me tell you a story. Okay?" asked her mother. Kagome nodded.

"Once there was this girl. She really loved this boy, and luckily this boy returned her feelings. At least that was what she thought, but until one day a new student came. Strangely this new student looked so much like her, and what makes it even stranger was that this new student seems to know this boy. This boy smiled and welcome this new student, and she found out they were in the same school until last year that this boy needed to move. She also found out that they were boyfriends and girlfriends." Her mother stopped and took a breath,

"But even know that she knew they were ex-boyfriends and ex-girlfriends. She stilled worried about them. Every time when the three of them go out for a move, for dinner, to just hang out. They would forget about her existence, and she kept telling herself it was beucase they were having too much fun. But one day she heard them talking in the class room after school,

she said, "Oh, I'm sorry, I think I am in love with you again."

The boy said, "I think I am in love with you again too."

She said, "but what about your girlfriend?"

The boy said, "she was only a replacement, she never meant anything to me. She was like you that was why I went out with her."

"They then hugged and kissed, the girl saw them and cried, she ran straight home. Her heart was broken. The next day she came to school the boy went up to her and said "Sorry, but I need to tell you thatI..." the girl cut him off by saying "Yes, I know, I saw you two yesterday. I understand it doesn't matter to me." So every time she saw them together she will feel her heart in pain. She was lost and alone, and no one knew except for this other boy, he was her ex-boyfriend's friend."

"He seems to be the only one that noticed that she was in so much pain. He made sure she ate her lunch, and watched over her. To make sure she doesn't do anything stupid. Every time when this boy is around her she felt herself relax. Day by day she began to feel okay around her ex-boyfriend with his girlfriend. One day the boy told her, "I really like you, please would you be my girlfriend?" the girl said yes, and they were totally in love. Sometimes the four of them would go on a double date, then late she married the boy, and after awhile she had a daughter and she found out she was pregnant again. Those were the happiest times in her life, but unfortunately fate didn't like that. So fate took the boy away from her."

"She wanted to end her life, to leave this world, but her friends cheered her, and what made her hold on was her daughter and her unborn baby. She couldn't leave them alone, so she held on and lived through, and even know she still misses the boy a lot but she knows that he will forever live inside her heart." With that her mother finish the story.

"The girl was you, mother, am I right?" asked Kagome.

"Yes, the girl was I, Kagome. There was a time when I felt that way, but I then meet your father. He helped me move on from my old crush, and when he left, you and Sota helped me hold on to my life." said Her mother.

"So, one day you will move or maybe he will take you back again. Kagome, promise me no matter what happens you will never give up!" said her mother, "Promise me you will never let go that easily okay?"

"Yes...mother..." she said...

Everyday she spent her life easily, doing easy chores and mostly relaxing herself. The day before going back, she decided to do some major changes. She walks down the busy streets with her friends when they,

"Kagome, come on let's go in that hair solon! I know that they can make your hair into a dazzling one!" said one of her friends.

"Yeah, you've been looking gloomy these days, so let's go in!" Before she could protest her friends pushed her in.

"Welcome to Madame Lomchi's Hair Solon, is there anything I can help you girls with?" asked a beautiful women in a elegant Chinese traditional dress.

"Our friend here needs to change her hair style, and...hummm... and maybe the color too." said her friend.

"Well, right this way," as this elegant lady lead them to a chair and a sofa. "You two can sit there with her and she will have her magic done soon, and you are lucky, Madame Lomchi is going to be your service today." She said with a Chinese accent. Then she went away, but not long afterwards a women who was even beautifier than the other one came out. She was dress in a dark purple robe, when she saw the girls she said,

"Bon jour, my darlings, so you must be the girl that needed some magic! Well, hummm, let's see...you're hair...humm..yes...the color...let's...see...let's make it dark brown... humm... you're hair is uneven so I'll give it a trim...and...oh yes, we'll add a bit curls to the end... hummm...so what do you think of it, my petite?" asked Madame Lomchi.

"Yeah, it's okay." said Kagome, for she wasn't in a mood of arguing.

---After 1 hour---

"Oh my goodness! Kagome, you look so cute!" said her friends. Kagome now has dark brown hair, and her hair is no longer to her waist but just a bit longer then her shoulder and with curls at the end.

"It's one of my little magic I can perform on such a cute little girl," said Madame Lomchi, "don't forget to tell your friends if they need a little magic. Madame Lomchi's magicis always there!"

"Thank you so much,"said Kagome for she could hardly believe it was her, she paid the money and left with her friends.

Then when they came across an ear-piercing store, her friend then started again.

"Come on, Kagome! You're like the only on that doesn't have your ears pierced! So...lets get it done." Sometimes Kagome wonders how did she make friends with these kinds of people, but then she got her ears pierced.

That night, she started to back her bag, clothes, shampoo, soap, sleeping bag, easy heating foods…etc. She wondered if Inuyasha missed her, and if he will ever love her. She had everything ready and drifted off sleeping.

---The Morning---

The morning can too quickly for Kagome, and she didn't want to get up. She knows that she has to, but she didn't wanted to disappoint the old lady. She put on a nice white t-shirt, a pair of jeans, and a pair of butterfly earrings.

She went down for breakfast and decided, well, since she's finally going back she should bring some food from this world for them. She started cooking and packed a lot of food, took her things, and finally bid her family good bye.

She walked slowly towards the well, and jumped in. Finally a bright light came over, she came out of the well, and walked towards Kaede's village. When she got there she saw people hanging up decorations, preparing food, setting tables, and it looked like if they were preparing for a fest.

"What is going on here?" Kagome asked a near by little girl.

The little girl smiled brightly at her and said, "The pretty Miko and the mean Inuyasha are getting married tonight!"

"Tonight?"Kagome gasped.

"Yep! Tonight, they say they were going to wait for a person call Kagome, but the pretty miko, Kikyo wanted to marry at full moon, so they are going to get married tonight!" said the little girl, "and I'm going to be one of the girls that are going to throw flowers!" with a proud look on her face.

Kagome gave the little girl a weak smile and said, "here, can you give this to Inuyasha, Sango, and Miroku for me?" the little girl looked at her questionably, "tell them, Kagome gives them her best wishes but she needs to leave."

"You're Kagome? Why aren't you coming to the wedding?" asked the little girl.

"Because I have things to do, and good luck with being the flower throwing girl, I bet you will look very pretty!" said Kagome weakly trying to do her best avoiding that question, and somehow it worked because the little stop asking her and smiled then said,

"I will! Thank you! I will give them this!" she said running off.

--Finally you're gone,

and now I must move on.

I'm leaving so good-bye,

so you don't have to lie.--

She ran into the forest with everything she had with her, and she just couldn't believe what was happening. Her tears started to fall again. She just kept running and she went deeper and deeper into the forest, she didn't stop until she bumped into something, when she looked up she gasped, "Sesshomaru!"

LMC: Giggles I'm leaving you like that. Don't you all wonder what might Sesshomaru do, and how would Inuyasha react? Well, please review!