What would it be like to loose the person closest to you? Wake up and suddenly they're gone.
I don't want to loose you!
You're the only one that understands me, the only one who knows everything
Please don't ever leave me!
I fall to the floor, I try to stay strong but I can't hold it in choked sobs can be heard, I feel a hand on my back and turn around and cry into the open arms.
I hear people's comments, why do such a thing? Why leave so abruptly? It was just the other day that you're lips were or mine confessing your love for me.
You were so sad here so depressed, you wanted to go on, even though you loved me it was killing you inside, in the end I couldn't even help you. No one could save you.
No more smiles, no more puppy energy, no more overspending on our budget, no more lap to cry in, no more understanding smiles, no more love in my life.
I opened myself up and look what happened, I can't let anyone else in I can't do it again. The pain when I found out,
" Ohayo Tatsumi-san," I say as I pass by on the way to my desk.
"Kurosaki-kun." You say it with a nod and go on doing what you're doing, something seems amiss. Wakaba is oddly quiet and Terazuma isn't flying off the handle.
"Where's Tsuzuki?" Everyone looks up in surprise. "You don't know?" Wakaba asks eyes wide open in shock.
"No, where is he?"
"Kurosaki-kun, we though he would have told you but it seems he has left you in the dark. I'm sorry to tell you but Tsuzuki was released from his position as a Shinigami if he chose he could move on and he decided too."
"No...he can't have! Not without telling me!"
Wakaba starts to cry softly and the Hokkaido twins do their best to comfort her. I knew it was going to happen eventually but...he didn't tell me no hug, no kiss goodbye, no nothing.
We cuddled last night though you seemed a bit more clingy then usual and then when I fell asleep you took me to bed.
I woke up and you were gone.
I can't replace you.
I won't replace you.
I'm never going to love anyone again.
Never.
