Orginally posted on SD-1, 23.09.2003

Title: Starving, Pt.1 in the Different series.
by: Crimson snow (Dru, Kasha1)
Disclaimer: I own squat. Except maybe the storyline. Everything owned by JJ and touchstone TV, bad robot, etc.
Summary: Syd's heartbroken and that leads to some changes. Violent changes.
Rating: Light R (like in almost in the end of the fic but just to be sure.)
'Ship: S/Sa and a little S/V heartbreak
Author's note: This is kinda new, I guess, nobody I've seen has written this kinda fic. Maybe, I don't know. I've changed my pen-name from kasha1 (Dru) to crimson-snow. You see, my real name means snow (actually it means island of snow or something like that but I'll just use the snow part.) and well, I read vamp fics and watch vamp flicks. I think it makes sense. And red's my fav. color.
Lyrics: 'Hit The Floor' by Linkin Park from the CD 'Meteora'


--There are just too many Times that people Have tried to look inside of me--

"I'm getting married. I'm gonna marry Alice." Vaughn tells Syd, after they had talked about her counter-mission for a SD-6 mission she was going on tomorrow.

"Well, that's great! I'll bet you'll be very happy together." Syd says, in a bitter tone of voice.

"Syd..." Vaughn starts to speak again but Syd just walks away, out of the warehouse.

--wondering what I think of you and I protect you out of courtesy Too many times that I've Held on when I needed to push away--

When she gets home, she feels like she has to get away for a while.

To be alone.

So, she goes out for a walk even though it's ink-black outside.

She's so deep in thought, that she doesn't notice she's been followed and she's totally surprised when she's attacked.


CHAPTER.1

--afraid to say what was on my mind Afraid to say what I need to say Too many...--

The next morning she wakes up in a un-familiar house.

It seems quite big , at least the bedroom she was in was big.

She lay in a four poster bed under black silk sheets.

Everything was black and red silk.

She gets up from the bed and finds herself in a red silk nightie.

And also dying for something to eat.

When she opens the first door she sees walks into a beautiful bathroom.

The next one was a really large walk-in closet.

Full of nice clothes.

Silk, Satin, Cotton and Leather.

The door next to the closet was the door to the hallway.

Her stomach was now demanding food.

She wanders around the house for a while.

Then she's surprised by a voice behind her.

"Hungry? You've been asleep for quite some time. I just went out for some food." Said the female voice, and when Syd turned around she saw a thin, quite pale, woman with long dark brown hair.

The woman smiled at Sydney.

"Starving. Where am I ?" Syd asked the woman, as she followed her down a corridor.

The woman opened a door and on the floor lay three guys.

"Go ahead. Pick one." The woman told Syd.

"What do you mean? Pick one?" Syd asked, but deep inside she knew what the woman meant.

Syd walked up to the brunette that had green eyes.

"Good choice. Why pick one?" The woman asked, as she picked up the red-haired, gray-eyed guy who looked terrified.

Syd picks up the brunette and slipped on her game face without even knowing it and sinks her brand-new fangs in his (neck) artery.

The guy was probably no older than 22.

Too bad.

But as soon as the blood flowed into her mouth she was lost to goodness and innocence.

Not that she had been that innocent before but at least she had, had a fighting chance.

When she was finished with the first one, she looked at the other woman to see if it was okay if she took the blonde, blue eyed one.

"You're starving, right ? Go ahead." She told Syd and she wasn't hesitating at all.

This was her now and she loved it.


Innocence, once lost, can never be regained. - Lucifer morningstar, season of mists. (Don't know where I read that)
TBC... To Crimzon red

Please, R&R! Crimson Snow, Iceland