Sounds of Nothing

Chapter 1: Addiction to pain

WARRNING: THIS IS THE ONLY WARNING YOU WILL GET! THIS STORY WILL CONTAIN DRUG USE, SUICIDE ATEMPT, CUTTING, AND SELF ABUSE! YOU HAVE BEEN WARRNED!

Well on that note, this is a very angst type story, with Inu/Kag fluff. I think Im gunna have a Character profile... that sounds good. the word in the profiles "here" will be the ayssulm AKA the crazy house.

Name: Inuyasha Adunai
Age: 20
Sex: Male
Race: 1/2 Inu Youkai, 1/2 Human
Hair: Silver
Eyes: Golden amber
Why he is "here": Suiced attempt, drug abuse, cutting, and some mild insainity

Name: Kagome Higurashi
Age: 19
Sex: female
Race: Human
Hair: Black
Eyes: blue
Why she is" here": Druge abuse, cutting, self abuse and suicide attempt

There are the prfiles! Sango and Miroku arin't in them for a reason! It'll be explaned later.

Chapter 1: Sweet sadness

A 20 year old, dark brown haired girl, walked down the plain white halls, looking for room 666.

The boy she was going to get, Inuyasha, had a class where he meet other people with the same kind of problems as he did. As he had told her, he had done cutting, planned a few suicides, and had gone crazy a few times. He was also a stoner.

She came to the room and knocked on the door three times, and opened it when she heard his muffled, 'come in'.

"Inuyasha, you have your conections class today." She said sweetly, brushing some hair out of her face.

"I know Sango, who do I get to pester today?" He asked bluntly, rolling off his bed.

"Her name is Kagome...I think. She went through a lot of the same stuff you did. I think you might like her." She helped him make his bed.

"Oh, so she watched her Father get murdered, and she saw her mother raped and killed. And her brother and just about anyone else around her treated her like shit?" He arched an eyebrow at Sango.

"Yes, every thing but her brother. Her brother comited suicide a year ago." She smiled lightly at him.

"Huh, wish my brother would hang himself. That be nice." He cheered up at the thought of the imaginary suicide of his older brother.

"You shouldn't say such things, I miss my little brother. Now watch what you say around her, very emotional girl. I think she's your age too." Sango lead him out of his room and into the dull and plain hall ways.

"What table?" He asked, looking at all the crazys around him talking.

"Number 23. Kagome Higurashi, be nice." She patted him on his head, mindful of his dog like ears.

"What ever woman. Don't you need to be some where? Namely being groped that dip-shit Miroku? No babys Sango!" Inuyasha yelled, getting a look from people at near by tables.

"Inuyasha, do you want to go to solitary?" Sango gave him the 'I'm not kidding' look.

"Bye!" He edged away slowly, not wanting to go to the naughty room.

He made his way slowly over to table number 23.

The first thing he saw was black hair, cascading down and around sad and empty blue eyes. They captured him for a moment, like there was more to this shell of a girl. He took his seat across from her and gazed in to her blue eyes that thretened to swallow him up. She returned his gaze, her blue looking into his molten amber ones, they glowed with hatred, fear, sadness and the dark rings under his eyes made the hate, fear and sadness even more luring.

The hatred in his eyes made her eyes weld up with tears, which sliped silently down her cheeks.

"Whoa! Why you cryin'?" He took his calloused hand and brushed the salty liquid away from her skin.

She saw his cuts, and grabed his hand and studied it. Some of the scars were deep, some shallow, but none the less, they travled from the palm of his hand, down his wrist, up his muscular arm, and dissapeared under-neath the sleave of his red cotton shirt.

"Why do you cut your self? You hurt your self. Why?" Her eyes gazed back into his golden ones, hers were so sad and empty.

"I cut myself because it makes the pain go away. Yes I hurt my self, thats why it's called, self abuse. Why? My life is a living nightmare." He stared at her wrists, which were covered in scars.

"Whats your story? You cut your self too." He brushed his hand over her wrist, making her yelp slightly.

"I cut myself 'cause it dulls my needs of the sweet temptation to take deaths kiss. I have my reasons." She blinked her blue orbs, her silver eye shadow catching his eye.

"You like the color silver? It looks pretty on your eyes." He stared at it for a moment, then tore his gaze from her.

"Yes. Your hair is silver. It looks pretty with your eyes." She reach out to touch a silvery lock but he flinch when she did so.

"Did I hurt you?" She pulled away when he flinched.

"No. I just don't liked being touched." He said bluntly.

"Do I know your name?" She put her hands under the table.

"It's Inuyasha, and your Kagome right?"

"Right. So, why are you here?" Her voice trembled slightly.

"Well every one says I'm crazy, I don't remember anything though, I guess I killed a few people. Uhh, Tried suicide sevral times. I'm a stoner, and as you already know, Self abuse and cutting. You?" His voice didn't change once as he spoke, monotone the whole time.

"I've tried suicide, self abuse and cutting, and I'm a pot-head as every ones calls me." She giggled lightly, earning a smile from Inuyasha.

"You should laugh more often. You look pretty when you do." He blushed as the words came out of his mouth.

"Thank you. You should smile more, you look so kawii when you do." She giggled again.

"Keh." was his only response.

"So, what room are you in?" She said while drawing small patterns on the table.

"666, you?"

"673, I guess I'm right across the hall from you."

"I guess so. Do you have any family?" as soon as the words left his mouth he bitch slaped himself mentaly.

"Nope, My daddy was in a gang, he quit and they killed him in front of our house. My mommy was rapped and then killed. My gandpa died of old age. And my baby brother..." She started to choke on the sobs that racked her body. "..He hung himself in his room about a year ago." She let the tears fall down her face while sobing into her hand.

Inuyasha started to freak out. He jumped out of his chair and ran around the table to comfort the crying girl.

"Shhh, it's okay, the same stuff happened to me to. It's okay, I know how you feel." He whispered into her ear softly, and pulled her into his arms.

"It's okay Kag, shhh, don't cry, your gunna' make me cry." He burried his face into her ebony hair and held back the tears that came to him from the thought of his mother.

Flashback

A seven year old Inuyasha walked into the door and up the stairs from his first day of 1st grade. He trotted up the stairs into his mother's room to tell her what a great day he had.

He pushed back the carmel colored door of his mother's room to see her gaged and tied, with a strange man thrusting in and out of her, cackling madly.

Tears streamed down her cream colored cheeks,her screams un-noticed by the black haired man.

Inuaysha roared, his demon side take control of his small form, And lunged out at the man, sinking his fangs into his arm.

The man quit what he was doing, stood up, and held a gun to Inuyasha's head.

"Shoo boy. Before I shoot you." He waved the gun up and down.

"NO! GET AWAY FROM MY MOMMY!" He lunged out again, raised his small hand, wielding his sharp claws.

The man mearly slaped Inuyasha away, slaming the small boy agains't the wall.

"I didn't want to kill her, but you have left me no choice." Her placed the gun at Inuyasha's mother's head. The trigger clicked, and a deafing crack sounded as the bullet plunged into the woman's head, killing her instantly. After that, every thing went black.

A choked sob ecaped the hanyou, making him tighten his grip on the crying girl.

"I'm sorry, momma' I'm so sorry." Were the last words hewimpered before Kagome's lips brushed against his in a way he had never felt before.

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Well I'm outta ideas. semi-cliffy...Uhhh, thats all for now, gunna surf the net, ttyl! over and out, SlapAdam91