Here with me

This came about one night while I was listening to Sarah Brightman. That weekend my friend drove me nuts allowing me to watch Hellsing. I decided to go looking for fan fics found a few I liked decided to write my own. And here it is based off of two different Sara Brightman songs. Here with me(originally Dido's) and He doesn't see me. But of course don't own Nothing hellsingy so love ya. Review

"Damn the damned rules."

A female voice cursed. She stood within a jail cell staring up out the window into the beautiful dark blue sky alit by the moons pale glow. The woman was dressed in her usual tan business suit. She crossed one arm under her breast as the other sat against it holding up a cigar to her mouth. She was lucky they allowed her the small pleasure of cigars. Today was her last day within the cell. She would be allowed out to go back to her business. She had been stuck there six months for crimes Hellsing did not do.

"You sacrifice it all...for nothing."

A too familiar voice mocked from the shadows. The woman closed her eyes and took a drag on her cigar. She knew all to well who the voice belonged to and was in no mood to deal with the owner. She opened her eyes once more to continue staring out the window. It was almost time to leave.

"I am in no mood to compare philosophies with the likes of you."

The woman breathed. She placed the cigar back within her mouth and turned to looked at the cell door. The voice called back again in the same taunting voice she hated.

"Oh but I am. Tell me master, Sir Integra Windgates Hellsing why do you bother with such petty fools such as the Queen? All they do is reap from your doings and live in heaven as you yourself rot here in this hell hole."

"Alucard I have told you once and I shall tell you no more. Leave my presence now!"

Sir Integra raised her voice to Alucard, her faithful servant, pet vampire. Alucard tipped his hat and bowed.

"As my master wishes."

And with that he sunk into the shadows to be gone from her sight. Integra took the last drag upon her cigar as the door opened. She sighed out deeply and made her way out.

The Hellsing building was almost done with all its repairs. The fights it had endured had taken a lot from it. Integra walked into her familiar office and to her imprisonment, her desk. She sat behind it almost ready to kill as she stared at the stack of papers before her. She had a six month break from al the work of being the leader of the Hellsing organization, and now it was her timeless end to return to that regular work.

She shifted in her seat as she began to read over papers Walter had placed on her table. She looked at a few then read a few. Soon her eyes began to grow weary of all the reading. She turned slightly to the side drawer and pulled out a silver sleek cigar holder. She pulled one out and reached back into the drawer for a lighter.

Before she could find one a light flashed in front of her. She looked up at the holder. She could see the memorable orange shades under a big red hat. The same toothy grin plastered upon his pale face with his un-ruling hair scattered everywhere as always. Integra placed her cigar to the light then pulled back. With a gloved hand she grabbed the cigar and allowed smoke to slowly emerge from her barely parted lips. The room was a dull white with two big windows. One just before the desk the other on the far right wall directly across from the doorway. Integra looked at that window then returned her gaze to Alucard.

"What is it Alucard."

Her icy tone would send shivers down anyone's spine but not her pet. Not Alucard. Alucard allowed the toothy grin to get bigger as he turned the lighter off and placed it within the inside pocket of his jacket.

"I have just come in to wish you a good night, since this is your first night home, again."

Alucard said as he sat down in the chair before her desk. She took a long drag on her cigar and blew out as her glasses settled with an eerie gleam from the moon outside the open curtain window. She raised a brow then placed the cigar within the ashtray.

"Well then, bid it." Integra said leaning foreword lacing her fingers. "Or was their something more you wanted to add?"

So she caught on did she? Smart woman. Very smart. Alucard allowed himself to think. He leaned back allowing his leg to sit on the knee of his other. He placed both arms on the arm rest and he stared at his master. She had deep beautiful icy blue eyes and wonderful platinum blond hair. Her looks where fair and her cross was necktie tightly wrapped around her neck.

Ah, her neck. The one thing Alucard could only wish to bite. To taste that sweet Hellsing blood coursing threw her veins to enter his. How sweet it tasted. Oh he still remembered when he was awoken by her wondrous blood spilling across his face as her young arm was pierced with a bullet. He had saved her that night, and been her protector ever since. Yes, her protector until he, himself was freed from her. That was all he was. A protector bound by powerful alchemy from the family name Hellsing.

"Don't you ever wonder what it would be like, to be dead?"

Alucard asked,

"Not another of your speeches Alucard, spare me. I have and will always say no to your offers. Now leave me be. I have work to attend to. And so do you. I have sent Seras to go explore a supposed Vampire club who have been dragging in humans to slaughter."

Integra said as she picked up another paper. Alucard smiled and stood up. He bowed bade his master a good night and went to investigate the scene. Integra reached for her cigar again and returned to it while continuing to read the paper. Her glasses slowly began to drift from the spot upon the bridge of her nose. She pushed it up while holding the cigar. She reached for the next paper. It was an envelope. She looked at it. She pulled out the inside letter and began to read to herself.

Integra's eyes grew with anger as she read it. Her men were slaughtered, her house crumbled and her life imprisoned for six months for what? For protecting the queen. Now as she read this notice from her, her blood boiled. Oh how she wished Alucard were around to tease him with her hot blood. She threw the paper across her desk and sat up. She was done for the night. Tomorrow she would have very long day.

"Lady Hellsing, I know we have given you time enough but now it is time that you settle down. What shall you do when you become of the age which you cannot get up or move any longer? What will become of your house lady? Who will care and run it while you are gone?"

A man said as he leaned back in the chair. Integra had been called to the knights of the round to talk with them and the queen. She allowed her anger to subside as she thought on what he said. Shadows lurked within the room enough that most of them where covered by the shadow while Integra sat within the light.

An heir is what they were after. Integra was mortal after all and would die leaving behind a child for them to manipulate and mold to become worse then what she was. To become their lap dog, to do their bidding, to be called upon to protect them and get nothing in return. Integra flinched at the thought of her child doing such a thing. Becoming such a thing. She would not allow that to happen. She looked at them with her cool, calm and collected face. Her anger well hid within her.

Integra disliked the idea of becoming pregnant. She despised it even. She waited as they walked amongst themselves momentarily. They all knew Integra was well into her age. She was twenty five and continued to grow older. She would need an heir soon enough for her to nurture to become someone like her and save their asses from the dark forces of vampires and freaks.

"You will be given one more week. If you can not find a man by then, then you shall go to the ball we are holding and meet a few men we think would interest you. Are you ready to except your path Integra Windgates Hellsing?"

It was now the queen who spoke to her. Integra gulped down her anger once more as she folded her hands within her lap.

"And if I can not find a man by myself nor at the ball then what is to be done."

"Then we shall choose. No matter what Integra you will leave with a husband."

The queen stated calm and clearly.

"That is truly unfair. I have been locked within the jail cell I have had no time to search for a man. I still have no time. I do not wish to marry nor do I wish to take on the burden of a child. You know well as I do that those men only want Hellsing not me."

Integra debated with the Round.

"This is not about you Integra. This was never about you. This is about Hellsing and that is all. Do you understand or must I make myself clearer?"

The queen asked. Integra felt the anger rush from her but she fought it back down. She nodded with a 'yes you majesty' and was allowed to leave. Once outside Integra stormed her way to her car. How could she be taken advantage like that? What did the queen mean not about her? She was Hellsing. If it wasn't for her commanding her men, allowing them to die, the queen would have long been dead and Britain burned to the ground and ruled by vampires or creatures of the night. This did include her. She was the one to be married. She was the one who would sacrifice an ear for that damned queen.

Walter opened the door for Integra as she sat down within the car. She crossed her arms and legs as she sat there looking out the window. Oh how she felt she would burst with anger. She reached within her pocket of her suit and drew out from it the silver case. She grabbed a cigar and allowed herself to take a puff. Oh sweet release of tension the cigar brought her. Oh how great it felt. She closed her eyes and allowed herself to relax. She would marry and she would have children. She would raise a fine heir all for the queen. All for the queen.

Short chapter no? My boredom after watching and reading Hellsing. Ohhh but it gets more intriguing. Dunno still bored. Alrighty then later. Chapter too...in progress.

Spike