Harry's Pain

Rating; R, angst/romance

Summary; Harry is abused by the Durslys in the summer after his fifth year.
What will happen to him, and will anyone save him?

Spoilers; All books but especially OoTF

Disclaimer; Own none, except people who you have never heard of in the
book.

Warning: abuse, rape, some sex (later in story), if you don't like don't read.

Pairing: Harry/Ginny ???/???, ???/???

A/N: Dream, flash back, (") "..." -Quote from the book. I quoted it you can't kill me: )

Ch 1 - Bad B-day

(") "Come on you can do better then that!" Sirius yelled laughing at Bellatrix's.

A second jet of light hit him, squarely on the chest. The laughter had not quite died from his face, but his eyes were widened in shock. Sirius started to fail back, back into the veil of no return.

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..." (")

End of dream

"No!!" muttered Harry Potter into his pillow. Harry Potter was socked in a cold sweat and he had just woke up from having another nightmare about his godfather, Sirius.

Harry quickly recovered and from it and sat up listing. If he woke the Durslys then his Uncle, Uncle Vernon would surely start hitting again. He had woke them up almost every night, either from his nightmares about Sirius, or he would go back to the graveyard where he saw Credric die. He sometimes had seen them at the same time.

He glanced at the clock it read 4:30 AM. He quickly started to strain his ears to hear if the Durslys had heard him. After about 3 minuets or so he guessed and really, really hoped they hadn't heard him.

' I'm glade they didn't hear me.' Harry thought. Harry started to get up and he felt a pain shot up through his ankle. 'It must be broke.' he thought. When he finally got his balance he walked or more so limped to his mirror.

He had looked into it and what he saw looked nothing like him. His hair was more unruly then usually and it was matted down with blood. His shirt was like 5 sizes to big, it was also stained with blood. His pants had blood that was from his shirt when the blood would drip from it. His face was brushed; he had one black eye, which was swollen, from earlier that day. He had a huge gash on his right arm

' No one should have to go throw this.' he thought. ' What did I do to deceived this? Oh ya right, I now why I'm a freak to all, especially by my own relatives.' He thought to himself. He remembered like every thing like it was just yesterday.

Flash Back

As soon as Harry got into the Dursleys car, Uncle Vernon started yelling at him.

" How dare you have those freaks talk to me? If anyone saw them talking to us I will kill you. You will right to them saying that your happy and treating you good." Vernon yelled as he pulled into the drive of number 4 Private Drive.

Vernon pushed him into the house as soon as the door was closed behind him; Vernon started to hit him in the stomach, face, anywhere he could.

That was the start of the worst summer of his life.

End of Flash back

Everyday he would nit him and even Dudley would get in to it and start punching him. Some days it would be even worse when his uncle would come home drunk. And when Dudley got into it he, Vernon, would say, " That's my boy just like his old man."

Just then the door to Harry's room flue open. Harry jumped as he heard the door hit the wall. 'Oh great I didn't even hear him coming. Well pretend you didn't do anything.'

" What the devil is going on in here boy?!" Vernon yelled his purple beat-fat-ass face you could see even in the pitch-black room with no light.

" So... so.... Sorry I was having a..." SPLAT. Harry never finished his sentence before his uncle hit him on his face, and Harry spun to the floor.

" You now better then to walk your Aunt and me when we're sleeping." Vernon yelled and started to hit him again. His aunt was standing in the doorway watching with and evil grin on her face. She turned and walked back to her room.

" That's what you get for waking us up you freak!" Vernon yelled. With that said, he left the room and leaving a very bloody Harry lying on the floor.

" What am I going to do?" Was the last thing Harry said before everything went black, and all this happened on his 16 birthday.

TBC

A/N: Ok so what do you think? I want to now if I should write more. I really want to and prob. Will any way so review please? And if any of you read lilyangle21's Harry's pain and have her e-mail could you give it to me cause I really want to know what happens in hers and these are to diff. stories. Thanks.