A/N: Yes, yes. I know that some people are pissed off that Julia is dead. But don't worry, just wait till near the end. I promise you, she'll be back.. If she's not, I'll never hear the end of it from Julia, will I.. Sigh.. Anyways, here comes chapter 14. Remember, chapter 15 is kind of an inter-mission from the story..
I've decided to make Chapter 14 on Raven's point of view about Julia's death.. So let's begin, shall we?
Chapter 14: Bloody Murder
Raven's POV
I stared at Alexis for quite some time before gazing down at the spot where the dedicated Julia was. I began to feel tears down my cheeks. She was a good person. She came back for us instead of running away forever... Why did I doubt her..
Now she's gone..
I wonder how the Titans will feel. I know most will be happy, they would not have experienced this thing, the thing I never had wanted to experience in my whole life. To see someone I love, murder someone I was just beginning to like.
Julia had a whole life infront of her, and Alexis took it away. Julia was her sister, how could she do something like this. How would her other sister feel when she becomes conscious. I doubt that she would care either way..
"Now it's your turn," I heard Alexis say. I felt my eyes widen. My turn for what. No, I didn't want to die. No, at least not yet.. It wasn't fair, I felt myself think as I began to take steps back. I wasn't going to allow this to happen to me, I wasn't going to die this way...
I have imagined my death all my life. I wanted something sweet, someone painless.. I knew if I was to choose the easy way out, suicide, I'd rather take pills instead of something else, like slit my wrists or shoot my head off.
Alexis made her way closer to me, I felt myself shiver. It had suddenly become cold. From what.. That's when I realized as I gazed around, snow had become to fall.. White snowflakes decorated my robe, the ground, and on everyone else.
"No," I heard myself say as Alexis got closer
with my every thought. I'd never escape, I should just let her murder
me.. Murder me like Julia. I knew it would hurt, I had heard the
blood-chilling scream that Julia let out as the flames connected
towards her body..
Now it was my turn..
"But why?" Came the soft voice of Alexis, I heard as I realized she had pushed me up against the nearby wall, keeping me pinned so I could not escape. I felt her hot breath on my neck. Here? Out of all places, here? What was she doing.
"I promise I'll join you soon," I heard her say, rubbing herself against me. I closed my eyes tight, biting my bottom lip to not say anything. "After I finish your friends, I promise I'll join you in hell.." She whispered, smothering the words as she rubbed her lips against my cheek.
Was I going to hell? I wasn't sure, but all I knew, that it was likely possible. To love the person of the same-sex, wasn't it a sin? She had sinned many times in her life, and now they were coming back. She should have known they would catch up to her one day..
I felt her lips brush against mine as I pushed myself back harder into the wall. I wished it was dark out, I could escape into the shadows. Alexis knew my weakness, and now she could do whatever she wished to me.. I couldn't stop her..
I felt tears run down my cheek, I felt pain throughout my body as the cool brick somehow burned through my clothes and into my skin. I flinched when I felt her lips on my neck. What would happen if the Titans were to see this..
I would be ruined..
I'd never be a Titan again...
I'd be left all alone,
Like when I was a little girl...
A/N: Okay, okay.. No throwing stuff at me, but I'm making chapter 16 the inter-mission.. Chapter 15 is going to be Raven's past.. Yes, I know.. it's going to be different than all of you all know. Keep reading though!
If you read, please review! And please, no flames!
Ja
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Konnichi Wa
