Chapter 6 : Dreams of pain for beginning

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Last time

Inuyasha thought about what Miroku had just said. "I've never seen one at the village either. The only one I've ever seen was that whimpy wolf's." Inuyasha looked down and back at Miroku. "Maybe it was Kouga?"

Miroku shook his head. "I doubt that Inuyasha. Why would he try to kill Kagome?"

Inuyasha looked at the fire. "If he ever does try to hurt Kagome. I swear that he will never EVER touch Kagome again."

Miroku stood and walked over to his sleeping bag and slipped himself in it. "Maybe someone created it and wanted to kill us...because if you think about it the tornado only came after us." With that said Miroku fell fast asleep.

Inuyasha walked over to Kagome and stared at her like he always did. He brushed her bangs out of her face, and he kissed her forehead. Kagome...I hope that whoever is out to get you, will die...at my hands. I remember Kikyou saying that she will kill you...but I won't let her take you way from me. Inuyasha lifted Kagome up and hugged her tightly to his body. Never.


On with the story

The sun hit Inuyasha with a bright welcoming light. He stirred from his tree and opened his eyes squinting a bit from the bright light. He sat on the branch looking down at the camp site. He noticed the only one that wasn't up was Kagome. That's odd...she's always the first one up.

He jumped down from his tree and landed softly on the ground. He walked towards the fire glimpsing at Kagome from the corner of his eye and sat down on the ground.

"Konnichi-wa Inuyasha." Sango greeted handing him a bowl of Ramen.

Inuyasha took the bowl without saying a word and stuffed it down his throat.

Miroku and Sango were eating eggs (I don't know if they made that back then but w/e) with beacon and potatoes from Kagome's time.

Inuyasha looked back at Kagome and was getting a bit worried about her deep slumber.

Sango noticed Inuyasha looking at Kagome. "Don't worry Inuyasha. Kagome's probably tired from yesterday. She went through a lot. Maybe something hit her in the tornado and she didn't notice."

Inuyasha looked back at Sango and continued eating acting as if he hadn't heard a word that came out of her mouth. He let the warm liquid run down his throat into his stomach. He hoped that Kagome was fine and nothing had happened to her while she was in that tornado.

Sango sighed and looked at Kagome.I hope your alright Kagome. You usually never sleep that much. Sango stood up with her bowl in her hands. "Miroku will you come with me to wash my stuff?"

Miroku looked up at Sango and a smile grew on his face. "With pleasure."

Sango grunted at Miroku and glared at him. "Don't you DARE touch me Omae wakaru no?"

Miroku's head drooped and nodded. "Wakatta, Lady Sango..."

Sango walked to her bag and took her Hiraikotsu. "Ikimashou!"

Sango and Miroku both walked away leaving Inuyasha and Kagome alone. Kaede had gone with Shippo and Kilala to go get some herbs for Kagome's wound.

Inuyasha looked at Kagome and put down his Ramen on the ground. He walked over to the sleeping Kagome. He lifted her up slightly so that he could hold her."Kagome...please wake up." Inuyasha looked at her and noticed her lips moving slightly.

Kagome started to mumble and stirring in her sleep. "Iie...Kikyou...I...don't kill..."

Inuyasha listened carefully to her words. "Kill who?" He whispered to himself.

Kagome suddenly started the shake and throw her arms everywhere. Inuyasha held her tighter to himself so that she wouldn't hurt herself. Tears starting falling out of her closed eyes. "DON'T RAPE ME!"

Kagome's eyes suddenly opened wide in fear. Tears were falling out of her eyes freely, causing a red stain on her cheeks. Inuyasha held her tight against his body. Kagome instantly knew that she was in Inuyasha's arms and sobbed on his shoulder. "I snif don't want snif to snif get raped...Inu snif yasha..."

Inuyasha ran his fingers in her hair. He whispered soothing words in her ear to calm her down a bit. He smelled her hair which smelled like peaches. Her scent ran in his blood letting it sink inside of him.

Inuyasha pulled back and looked into her stained face. Kagome couldn't face him. She hated it when he saw her cry. She felt so weak from this...she was so opened with her emotions and hated it. She knew what Inuyasha was going to ask in...3...2...1...

"What did you dream about?"

Kagome sighed and closed her eyes, pictures of her nightmare flashing through her mind. The pain inficted on her was nothing she would be able to bear if it came true. She saw Inuyasha's face and the pain written on it. She didn't want to cause him this pain...his eyes had glowed red and the purple streaks were showing on his face.

She re-opened her eyes to meet Inuyasha's. "Can I tell you later? When I'm ready. I want to know what the dream means first before I say anything to worry you. Alright?"

Inuyasha looked at Kagome some more and in the end nodded. "Hai...but your going to tell understood?"

Kagome threw him a smile and nodded. "Hai...I will."

Kagome yawned and streatched her arms above her head. She again hugged Inuyasha. He returned the hug not being able to let her go. I'm so glad that we became this close Kagome. I just wish I was able to tell you my feelings. But if I do will you reject me? Will you love me back?

They stayed in their embrance while neither of them talked just enjoying being held in each others arm. They both wanted to tell them their deep feelings towards each other but couldn't bring themselves to do it.

Kagome let go of Inuyasha and looked at the jewel that was around her neck. She slipped it off, took Inuyasha's hand and gave it to him. Inuyasha looked at the jewel and back at Kagome. "I don't want this."

Kagome shook her head and looked at Inuyasha. "Don't you want to become a demon?"

Inuyasha stood up and streached out his hand to help Kagome up. She looked at his hand and took it. He lifted her up. "Go on my back." Inuyasha told her crouching down.

Kagome looked down at herself and noticed she was still in her pyjama's. "Um...Inuyasha...can I get changed first?"

Inuyasha stood up strait and turned to look at Kagome. He noticed her still in her pyjama's. "Sure...go ahead I'll wait."


A couple of minutes later....

Kagome was on his back. "Where are we going?"

Inuyasha ran off from the camp site and he didn't answer her question and kept running, dodging all the trees in his way. After 5 minutes of running Inuyasha stopped, slowed down and came to a stop.

Kagome hopped off his back and looked around. "Where are we?"

Inuyasha walked towards a broken hut. "This is Kaede's village."

Kagome quickly covered her mouth with her hand. Her eyes were wide in shock. "This? This is the village?"

Inuyasha looked back at Kagome and walked towards her. He held her hands in his own. "Are you ok?"

Kagome nodded slowly. "I hope that none of the villagers are dead..."

Inuyasha let go of her hands. He crouched down and Kagome climbed on. Kagome noticed that he was running towards the well. Why is he running towards the well? Does he want me to go back home and never be able to come back?

Inuyasha stopped infront of the well. Kagome jumped off his back and walked towards it touching the rim. Inuyasha went and sat on the edge. After Kagome's inspection she sat down on the ground infront of Inuyasha. She was too worried that if she sat on the rim she would loose her balance and she would fall through and never come back.

"Inuyasha why are we here?"

Inuyasha took the jewel out of his haori and held it in his clawed hand. "I told you that I didn't want to become a full fleged demon anymore, so now I'm going to use the jewel for something else."

Kagome stood up. She whiped her skirt from the dirt and looked at Inuyasha. She knew that he was serious about this. "You mean...you really don't want to become a demon anymore?"

Inuyasha nodded slightly.

Happiness soared through Kagome's body but she didn't show it. Kagome closed her eyes and hugged herself. She felt like she was flying. He's gonna remain the way he is! He's not transforming. I love him so much! I just wouldn't be able to live without him. Kagome re-opened her eyes to find Inuyasha standing in front of her. She unwrapped her arms from her waist to find that Inuyasha had wrapped his arms around her waist. He held her close to him, to his heart.

"I'm going to use the jewel for you Kagome." He whispered in her ear.

Kagome put her hand's on his top haori (his chest). "Nani! What do you mean?"

Inuyasha kissed her forehead. "You have to help me make my decision."

Kagome put her hands behind his head and ran her fingers through his silver hair. "Well tell me what you want to do with it first."

Inuyasha looked at Kagome. "I want you to be honest with your decision alright?"

Kagome nodded slowly. "Hai...now stop studdering and tell me what you want me to decide."

Inuyasha inhaled deeply. "I want you to be able to see your family because I know how it feels not being able to see them and it hurts, so its either I wish that you could go throught the well forever...or that I make your life span longer so that in 500 years you'lll be able to see your family the way they are now."

Kagome stared at Inuyasha. Her emotions were going crazy and he could tell by her scent. She had no idea what do to, this was her life here but her life was at home also.

Inuyasha let go of Kagome and turned so that he was facing the well. "I knew that you would have this kind of reaction."

Kagome shook her head trying to shake what he just said out of her head. She walked towards Inuyasha and wrapped her small arms around his waist from the back. She rested her head on his shoulder. "This is a REALLY hard decision for me to make...I really want to see Mama, Sout, Jii-chan and Buyo right now...but I want to live a longer life with you guys. Is my mom going to be the same she is right now 500 years later?"

Inuyasha sighed and wrapped his arms around hers. "Hai...they all will be the same. And I know that it's a hard decision for you Kagome."

Kagome's head quickly jolted up quickly. She unwrapped her arms and felt Inuyasha let her go. She looked in the direction of the forest. "I sense someone coming. Their coming this way really fast."

Inuyasha looked towards his forest and sniffed the air. He growled deep in this throat. "Its that whimpy wolf."

The twister stopped and out came Kouga. Inuyasha, with instict, took out his transformed Tetsusaiga, ready to kill Kouga. "What do you want wolf boy?"

Kouga ignored Inuyasha's question and walked over to Kagome.

Kagome stepped back a bit but Kouga reached her faster then she had expected. Kouga took Kagome's hands in his and held them. "Kagome...will you finally leave this half breed and come with me since you finished your hunt for the jewel shards?"

Inuyasha walked up to Kouga and ripped him away from Kagome. He pushed her behind his back to protect her. Kagome started talking "Look Kouga I-"

"She's MINE!" Inuyasha yelled at the wolf.

Kagome's eyes went wide in shock. I'm his? Wait a minute did I hear propally? No way! Inuyasha would never say that to Kouga...he still loves...Kikyou...right?

Kouga didn't buy it for on second. "She's MY woman! Not yours! I told her my feelings WAY before you! If you did tell her your feelings yet! But you see you were two timing her with that dead woman Kikyou! I would never do something like that to someone I LOVE!"

Inuyasha growled deep in his throat.

"He's right."

Inuyasha turned and looked at Kagome who's bangs were covering her eyes. "He's right Inuyasha...You still love Kikyou...while Kouga is in love with me...maybe I should go with him."

Inuyasha's eyes went wide. "I-IIE! Your NOT going ANYWHERE with HIM! I...I forbid it!"

Kagome looked up at him with rage flashing in her usually calm eyes. "WHAT ARE YOU? MY DAD? I can make my OWN decision Inuyasha! You CAN'T tell me what to DO!"

Inuyasha was shocked. He didn't know what to say. He started studdering. "Wha-What about all of those kisses? Hug? They didn't mean anything to you?"

"Inuyasha..." Kagome whispered walking closer to him.

Inuyasha took a step back. "Did they mean anything to you? DID THEY?"

Kagome reached Inuyasha and wrapped her arms around his waist and hugged him.

Kouga just stood there anger filling him up, feeding him with every second passing.

"They meant everything to me Inuyasha...every single one of them."

Inuyasha dropped his Tetsusaiga on the groun and hugged Kagome back. "You mean it?"

Kagome smiled. "I really do."

Kouga had enough of this musshy stuff between his woman and the half breed. "GET THE FUCK OFF MY WOMAN!"

Kagome and Inuyasha let go of each other and looked at Kouga.

Next thing Inuyasha knew was that he ws on the ground holding his stomach in pain. Kagome rushed over to his side to help him up. Kouga saw this and grabbed her wrist before she reached Inyasha. "Let me go!"

Inuyasha heard Kagome's plea and he stood up holding his stomach in pain. He took hold of his Tetsusaiga and held it in a fighting position.

Kouga was holding Kagome around the waist close to his body, TOO close for Inuyasha. Inuyasha saw Kagome trying to get out of his tight grip. "Let Kagome go RIGHT NOW!"

Kouga held Kagome tighter. Kagome kept on hitting Kouga on the chest for her freedom. "You wish dog boy."

Kagome looked at Inuyasha and saw his eyes flash red.

Inuyasha was getting really fed up with this stubburn wolf. "I mean it! Let her go, fuck!"

Kagome's breath caught in her throat, she knew Inuyasha was going to transform if Kouga didn't let her go. Kagome looked at Kouga. "Kouga...please let me go. I don't want Inuyasha to transfrom...I don't want him to hurt you, so please let me go and come back later ok?" She whispered so that only he could hear her.

Kouga looked at Inuyasha and back at Kagome. He finally let her go and backed away. "Your lucky dog boy! But I will make Kagome my mate if it's the last thing I do!"

With that said Kouga whirled up a twister and ran off.

Kagome looked back and looked at Inuyasha. He looked back at her, their eyes meeting. When they made eye contact Kagome started walking away. Inuyasha just stared at her leave without stopping her.

Kagome arrived at the village and walked up to Kaede's old broken hut. Kagome looked at it and sat down at a base of the tree that's besid the hut and stared at the hut. All the momries we have here...Kagome brought her knees close to her chest and hid her face in them. He wants me to be his mate...he wants me in ways I don't even want to think about. He's going to rape me..IIE! I won't let him...but he's so much stronger than me...The best way for this to not happen is to go back home...but I can't leave...I love Inuyasha and...well he love's Kikyou! Tears were spilling out of her eyes down her cheek. "I can't let him do that to me."

"Don't cry Kagome."

Kagome looked up and saw Inuyasha kneeling infront of her.He took his hand and whipped her tears away. Kagome desperatly tried to smile but didn't suceed. Inuyasha's ears drooped from her sadness. She was so scared he knew, from the scent. "I don't want to get r-rapped. I need to go h-home."

Shock ran through his body. "You-you don't mean that do you?"

Kagome looked up at him. Her face was puffy and red from crying. "How else will I be able to-to protect myself?"

Inuyasha sat beside Kagome and put a comforting arm around her shoulders. She leanes on him and sobbed. "I'll protect you Kagome."

She tilted her head and looked at him. She whipped her eyes with the back of her hand. "Will you?"

Inuyasha cupped her cheek and rubbed his thumb of her soft skin. "Kagome...I'll always protect you. Your life come before mine always...You know I would do anything to keep you safe."

A grin found inself on Kagome's face. She stood up and streatched. Inuyasha also sood up and looked at the hut. "So much stuff is destroyed here. I wonder if any of the villagers are going to come back."

Kagome turned around and looked at the mountains where the orange glowing sun was setting. I'm glad that Inuyasha is here to protect me...otherwise I would've been dead a long time ago. Kagome sighed at the beautiful setting. They sky had a pink and blue glow to it and the birds were singing in the background.

Inuyasha turned around and looked at the setting sun and then at Kagome. He walked up to her from behind and wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her closer to his chest. He smelt her hair. Her scent once again intoxicating his every desire. Kagome leaned her back on his chest. She put her hands over his nad interwined their fingers. Inuyasha put his chin on the top her head.

The sun slowly dipped over the mountain and some sparkling stars could be seen.

"Blrr..."

Kagome let go of Inuyasha's hands and turned towards him.

"Was that your stomach?" Kagome giggled.

Inuyasha held his stomach. "Hai...Hey its not my fault I'm so damn hungry."

Inuyasha let her go. Kagome started walking in the direction they had come from before, she felt a hand holding hers and looked at Inuyasha.

"Be careful...it's dark out and I don't want anything to happen to you."

Inuyasha walked beside her and they went off back to the camp site. Kagome's happiness was beyond wilderment. I feel so right when I'm with him...like nothing bad can ever happen to me because he's here...protecting me...Always.


OH SHIT THIS WAS A LONG CHAPTER! I am sooooooooo damn surprised that I KATHERINE wrote this much! 9 damn pages! Well this chapter really deserves reviews. I thought it was cute except for Kouga but it was cute right? I tired hard to make this chapter worth while and now my damn hand hurts! Well Ja Ne! Kat. P.S R&R plz