To my anonymous reviewer who told to write a long-term romance fic about Sai and Rave I have to say it would be nice, and I would love to. Yet it's kind of up to you my readers if I should. I need to know if this is a suicide thing I'm getting into or not. Don't worry if I do I'll put in every other couple I usually write. Oh, and just incase your wondering my OCs aren't me. I would get in fights with Yzak probably but I don't really care what I look like unlike Rave was and if I had to say who I am more like it would be Saya. Saya looks nothing like I want to and she's sorter than I am. But that's just to clear it up and I'm really sorry if my OCs seems like mary-sues! I try not to and well I had a pairing of Dearka and Miriallia so now it's Yzak and Saya's. Now there won't be too much romance since all of these are during war and as you can see in my other stories Yzak and Saya aren't that close. They're friends, but not and you'll get a deeper thing on what Saya feels for Yzak even though he doesn't see her in that way.

Doctor Kiba

((Story like all it is in first person with Saya as our main girl…sorry I don't kill her))

MIA, the only thing that ran through my head since they told me the he was that and there was little chance for him to come back. My best friend is missing and I don't know if he's ever coming back. He may not seem like a good friend to me, but I really don't know anyone. So, here I am sitting at a table next to Miriallia and Lacus who are chatting with Cagalli about things. Athrun is talking with Kira and there is no one for me to talk to. I'm happy for Athrun and Cagalli, but it feels so empty with out Yzak there to either tick me off or look at me like I'm an idiot. Yeah feel the love, but that's our little ritual. We've never been that nice to each other I mean the first time we met we got into a fight.

"So, Saya have you heard anything from your father?" Lacus asked me.

My father was a general over Yzak and Dearka's ranking, so that's how we knew of his MIA. Shaking my head to signal that I haven't heard anything from my father Lacus sighed. It seemed that she was about the only one who knew of my feelings for Yzak. Not saying I like him it's just a stupid crush that will leave me soon at least I hope it will. Looking at Miriallia I can see the small amount of sadness etched onto her features. She and Dearka love each other so it must be so hard to be with out him. Yzak and I are only friends, well friends who call each other names and insult each other on one level or another. When I close my eyes I can picture him smirking at me in victory from one of our battles that seem to occur often. Yzak Jule a friend to a female natural was something he didn't pride at all, but did I care no, not at all. Even though our friendship was only known by the group I was with now and it was fine with me.

"Hey, Saya why do you look so sad?" Kira asked me.

"Oh, no reason I was just contemplating things," I murmured looking at my hands.

Feeling a hand on my shoulder I looked up to see Lacus looking at me sadly. I knew she was probably thinking about how I was acting so unlike my spunky self, but I can have off days right? I thought so. The sympathy in her eyes made me feel like they all thought I was weak. I knew I wasn't but the way the look it made me feel like the runt of the litter that everyone feels so sorry for before it's put down. I hated feeling like that, so I stood up looking at them with the best fake smiled I could force out.

"I have to go. I'll see you guys tomorrow," I bowed my head before I left the table.

Cagalli called for me to stay, as did Athrun. They didn't want me there at least not in this state I was in. Turning around I told them I was sorry but I really needed to leave. What I actually needed was to get these feelings for Yzak out of my head. He didn't love or even like me that much, and I think I don't like him that way either. Yet, I'm not that sure of it any more.

((At Saya's apartment))

As I sit on the bed I can't seem to get my mind of my musings about my feelings for Yzak. Which is ticking me off. I guess Yzak can piss me off even when he's not here. I know I might sound like I'm confused or something, but I am. Plain and simple I have no idea about my feelings for one man I'm not like those girls who like more than one boy. I'm more reserved then some of the girls around my apartment. They practically through themselves at him and I usually make fun of him. Then he starts making fun of me because men don't hit on me. Miriallia and Dearka pointed out once because the guys always think I'm dating Yzak and well Yzak looks really tough with that scar.

"Hey late nighters this is one of the best stations in the world right? Okay now lets play some oldies!" the disc jockey announced.

Still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss, it's gettin' better baby
No one can better this...
Still holdin' on, you're still the one
First time our eyes met, same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger, wanna love ya longer
You still turn the fire on...
So if you're feelin' lonely don't
You're the only one I ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should
Please forgive me, I know not what I do...
...i can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me this pain I'm going through...
...if I need ya like I do
Please believe me every word I say is true...
...our best times are together...
...touch, still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough...
Still holdin' on, still number one
I remember the smell of your skin...everything
...all your moves...you, yeah!
...the nights ya know I still do...
...one thing I'm sure of is the way we make love
And one thing I depend on is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'...
...never leave me I don't know what I'd do...

I shook my head that was almost how I was feeling except for the kissing and things like that. I knew I would probably apologize to him like that too if I saw him after I confessed my feelings. That would be if I actually liked him that is. Oh, who am I fooling of course I like Yzak! I've liked him since he and I actually seemed to become friends. I really need to get some sleep or something because I can't be thinking straight.

Standing up I make my way to the bathroom to brush my teeth and clean my face. As I do that my cell phone rings, and since I never miss a call I dive for that bad boy. Grabbing the small device I flip it open and place it my ear.

"Yo, talk to me," I greet.

"Saya?" my father's voice comes from the phone.

"What is it daddy?" I ask him thinking maybe he found something out about Yzak.

"We found where Yzak Jule's gundam is, and we found him and he's," right there it was cut off.

Glaring down at my phone I chuck it against the wall. Why wouldn't they tell me where my friend was! Sometimes I hate technology! Sighing I lay down in my bed and growl silently. Yzak was either dead or alive which one I didn't know. I want to know, but it seems like the lovely thing we call technology didn't want me to. As I turned the radio off other things ran through my mind. What if Yzak liked me? Lying back in bed I closed my eyes and started to drift in to the abyss.

Around three in the morning there was a loud knock on the door. Who in the seven hells would be up this late? My sleepy mind tried to supply and answer, but I couldn't find an answer for it. Stumbling to the front door my body felt heavy and I couldn't lift the fog from my mind. As I opened the door my eyes widened considerably. There in my doorway stood a tired and hassled looking Yzak. His jacket was unbuttoned and hanging loose at his sides, one sleeve was pushed up as the other hung down, and his hair was a mess!

"You look like crap," the illiterate part of my brain spoke first.

"So do you. What did you do sleep in a trashcan natural?" he shot back.

As soon I the fog lifted I hugged him and punched him on the shoulder. Yzak's eyes widen as I did that. I didn't usually hug him or even hit him even when we fought or when he tried to comfort me when another guy hurt me. He would usually call me a stupid natural and then something in his eyes would soften for a second and they went back to his normal cold as steel.

"I don't sleep in a trashcan, Yzak," I mumbled.

"You could have fooled me, and why did you hit me? Not that it hurt," he asked.

I almost laughed at how defensive he was. He would never tell me if anything hurt him putting up the whole coordinators never get hurt that much act. He couldn't go with the coordinators never get hurt because his scar says otherwise. Yzak was always trying to act so strong and things like that.

"I hit you because you worried me! If you died then I wouldn't have a coordinator to bother," I pouted.

"You would find some other coordinator to bother easily, and you know it," he tapped on my forehead with his pointer finger.

"No, I wouldn't!" I argued.

Shaking his head Yzak walked inside of my apartment. He did this so many times it was almost like my apartment was his house and not mine. He even had a spare toothbrush here! Following him inside my house I growled when he laid down in my bed. Oh the nerve of him. He couldn't just make me sleep on the couch! Never would I let him sleep on my bed when I was forced to sleep on the couch! Walking over to my bed I grabbed his leg and tugged on it. Yzak gave me a cold glare and braced himself for another tug by me, and I did just what he thought I would I pulled on his leg as hard as I could. This resulted in my landing on my butt looking up at Yzak's feet, and then to top it off he laughed at me! Oh, he was going to get it!

Standing up I made my way to the bed. Yzak was a little too busy laughing at me to notice what I was going to do, so he was surprised when I landed on him. With a loud oof Yzak glared at me, but from his glare turned a smirk.

"I didn't know you wanted in bed with me that much natural," he teased.

My face was hot as I punched his arm not getting off of him. He was so self-centered! Thinking every woman wanted him! I was going to let him have it when he started to laugh causing me to move up and down on his stomach.

"What's so funny?" I asked growling.

"Your face! You looked so shocked!" he laughed even more.

"We'll when you say things like that what do you expect!" I yelled at him.

Yzak didn't answer me he just laughed long and hard not even noticing my glare of death. Finally he stopped, but when he did he placed his hands on my hips and moved me to the other side of the bed. Laying down I turned on my side to look at him and he did the same to look at me.

"I hate you right now you know," I muttered before I yawned.

"I know now you get some sleep. You'll be no fun to piss off if you're tired," he whispered back.

Nodding my head I went into the abyss called dreams. My dreams were filled with chibi me and chibi Yzak beating the hell out of each other with mallets. It was probably the best dream I've ever had. When I woke up I was snuggling to something I shouldn't have because what ever it the thing was it was warm. Opening my eyes I saw a chest and looking up I saw Yzak's sleeping face. We had fallen asleep in the same bed together and when it dawned on me I yelped. That sound woke the tormentor I called my friend up.

"Did you try to seduce me?" he asked groggily.

"Yeah and it worked," I rolled my eyes.

His eyes went wide at what I said and he looked down at me. In my sleep I had clutched on to him and balled my fist up in his shirt, and in his sleep he had wrapped his arms around me pulling me in for body heat.

"You need body heat huh?" I asked implying something.

"I do not have a lover, and I've never slept in a bed with anyone before!" he growled.

"Oh, so I was your first time," I teased him some more.

"I'm warning you!" he growled.

Shrieking I tumbled out of bed just at Yzak grabbed on of my legs making me fall on my face. Did you know that hitting your head on the floor doesn't feel that great? Thought so because at that moment I had little stars in my sight.

"Now you will be punished," Yzak growled throwing me over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes.

I was a very loud sack of potatoes I will tell you that! As he walked through my house I was really sure my neighbors would be leaning on my door or their walls trying to hear our conversation. Where did Yzak take me? Oh just the kitchen, and what he did was stuff mashed potatoes down my shirt with a spatula! Grabbing a handful of the mash potatoes I rubbed it in his hair. Growling he grabbed my chocolate syrup and poured it in my hair. Thus I grabbed some squishy stuff and rubbed it all over his chest and jacket.

"You're making it harder on yourself!" he yelled at me.

"No, I'm not I making it harder for you!" I replied.

Grabbing some macaroni and cheese he threw it at my face. I couldn't believe he would do that! He was going to pay for that! Tackling him I grabbed what ever I could and threw it at him and he did the same to me. Yes everyone one in my building would think something other than what was happening happened here. By the time we were done my hair was a sticky mess and my outfit was ruined as was Yzak's. Grinning evilly at him I ran to the bathroom but just before I shut the door Yzak slipped in.

"No!" I yelled.

"What?" he asked knowing what I meant.

"You are not staying in this bathroom when I'm showering!" I yelled once more.

"Like I would look! I'll turn around, bit I' know you'll stay in there forever and lock the door so I can't get in when your done if I leave," he folded his arms over his chest.

"I hate you. Okay now turn around," I growled.

I knew he wasn't going to leave so I took my shower as quickly as I could. Wrapping a towel around me I ran out of the bathroom. As soon as I made it out my cell phone rang. Picking it up I flipped it open and glued it to my ear.

"Yes?" I asked.

"Sorry about being cut off baby girl, but I have to tell you we found Yzak and he's okay. Yet, he's going to your house so be careful!" that was all dear father said before he hung up.

Oh yes I hate technology so much. It will die after I kill the man in my shower. Yes, yes it will.

. How was that? A little more on the goofy side then my usual, but how was it? What Saya a mary-sue? Cause I hope she isn't. Oh well I'm going to give you a nice little poem for reading a story I bet most of you would rather not.

Everyone said it would be okay
But it wasn't was it?

He's gone and now there is no one
No one to hold you when you cry

If you listen close enough you'll hear it
His heart beating and it beats only for you

Just remember he'll only be in your heart
If you let him inside…

That was just off the top of my head now thank you and please, please, please review! I'm sorry no Dearka/Miriallia, but he hasn't come back when Yzak does so please be nice! If I actually write the Sai/Rave(OC) Then I'll put a bunch of that in there! I promise!