A/N: Hey! The Captain is MINE biatch!!!!!!! Here's another Sophilicous chapter- guaranteed to have a burst of Sophie in every bite! No artificial flavorings. This product has not been tested on animals.

Crazy Rory

I felt like dying. No wait let me try that again. I was dying. Other than the horrible trauma my heart has been through, my loser sister kicked my ass. This was not a Rory-licious day.

Ace hopped down the stairs with a shut of Wendy's door. He stopped on the staircase, as I looked at him, almost surprised. My eyes were puffy and my face was red from crying. He stared at me for a minute as my eyes filled with tears. He looked down for a minute then back at me.

"Ace..." I said in a shaky voice, just above a whisper. He looked down at the ground like the coward he was, and headed for the door.

"Ace." I called after him, although my voice wasn't very loud. He stopped at the door, but only for a moment as his fingers fiddled impatiently on his right hand. Without a word he opened the door and sped off in his car.

What would I have said if he turned around? I'm not sure, but I wanted to say something. Maybe like, sorry for giving you a hard time with Wendy, or sorry for sleeping with your best friend, although he slept with my sister. I don't know, I just wanted to say something. I wanted to say I was sorry, I wanted everything to be fixed, I wanted to know why he kept me around when he was with Wendy.

After crying my eyes out for quite sometime, I sat at the kitchen table while Wendy soundlessly slept. Yeah, she can sleep, what has she got to worry about? She's got someone who loves her.

But I did get a chance to calm down and think rationally, for once. I knew that in my heart of hearts I loved Eyeball. Ace's words scratched me, if anything. But to hear heartbreaking things from Eyeball was enough to kill me.

I had to face that all I was to Ace was another trophy fuck. As bad as it hurt, I had to admit it to myself, that in this town, in my school, that's all I ever really was. I had loved Ace once, but that was ancient history. About three years ago. It just killed to know I wasn't good for anything else.

Ace didn't want me, okay, I didn't want him either, not a big deal right? Well, until he tells me all I'm good for is sex, and he loved Wendy. He REALLY loved Wendy. He was something else when he told me that. And inside a part of me died. And in it's place, a desire for something, or someone rather, that I couldn't have grew.

That was that. Ace was someone I couldn't have, which made him someone I wanted. But that's not how things work in the world, unfortunately. No, in this world, your geeky sister winds up with the coolest guy in Castle Rock, and you wind up screwing over the guy of your dreams. I hate this world. Who the hell decided on these things anyway? Because now that Wendy has nothing to worry about, she's got Ace, and I got shit!

Suddenly I got a craving, a craving for one of Eyeball's kisses. His kiss did something to me that Ace never could. Shivers tickled my spine, and every emotion in my body magnified. I tingled all over and felt faint. And I'll never be able to feel that again.

I had a cigarette on the porch and saw Eyeball's younger brother walk past.

"Hey," I called, my eyes puffy and my make-up smudged, as my hair poofed (did you know poofed is not a real word?) into a long knot.

"Hey..." He said awkwardly to me. I don't blame him, I never really talked to him much. He walked up the path and stood at the end of the porch, as I sat against the front door.

"Have you talked to your brother?" I asked, taking a drag of my cigarette.

"My brother and I don't talk... It's more of a yell..." Chris said with a quirked brow, and I chuckled a little, but not much.

"Is that a no?"

"Nah, I did talk to him... sorta... he wasn't really in a talkative mood. But I'm sure you know all about that, don't you?" He said smugly. His blue eyes glistened a deep ocean blue.

"That's probably my fault." I mumbled shamefully.

"It is." Chris reassured me, with a glare in his eyes.

"Is he okay?"

"He's kinda crummy, I mean, you squashed him like a bug." Chris said thoughtlessly.

"Maybe I should go over there." I said getting up.

"I don't think that's the best idea. Besides you look like dog vomit."

"Thank you." I said, with a sour look on my face.

"Trust me, don't go over there. The only thing you'll wind up with is a black eye..." Chris called over his shoulder as he left me by myself.

At least he was honest. I bet I did look like shit, and I have no doubt that Eyeball would hesitate to hit me.

I just wish I could hear his voice. I want his arms around me. I just want to tell him how sorry I am and that I love him, and that I'd do anything for him to take me back.

Just thinking about how I'd never get that, started me on my crying expedition again. My head swelled with pain and I went inside and rummaged through the medicine cabinet as Wendy came into the kitchen silently. I could tell she was watching me.

"What?" I said, my nose stuffed and my vision blurry.

"You look like hell..." She said. I gave her a sour look.

"Thank you."

"Rors..."

"Listen Wendy... you won... okay? You won. You got the guy, and I got shit... happy now?" I snapped.

A/N: Sorry that took long to post... PLEASE REVIEW! Update soon Louie Girl!