A/N: okay, here it is after much frantic/demanding/murderus email/replies. Here's the 5th chapter.

"Olga has been action strange" Helga said to herself as she sat in her room that night writing a new song, "She's been… I dunno, it seems like she doing all the things I don't want her too, more than usual anyway". Helga sighed, and got back to writing her song.

I made this bed
I choose to lie in it
Live with my regrets
Sleep with what I said
Could this be the end?
Am I standing on the edge
Of everything I wanted now

I was afraid
I was afraid

Maybe I'm just scared
To face the things I fear
It's easier to walk away from everything

Separate my soul
With all the things we shared
I'm fallin' to pieces now
Say a prayer for me
When you go to bed
I'm in need of your faith now

I was afraid

Maybe I'm just scared
To face the things I fear
It's easier to walk away from everything

If we could just reset
And live in happiness
Instead of our regrets
We'd salvage everything
We don't have to walk away

Pray for me now
I'm in need of faith
Pray for me now
I'm in need

Maybe I'm just scared
To face the things I fear
It's easier to walk away from everything

If we could just reset
And live in happiness
Instead of our regrets
We'd salvage everything

Maybe I'm just scared
To face the things I fear
It's easier to walk away from everything
Walk away from everything
Walk away from everything

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© copyright 2004 Good Charlotte

Epic/Daylight)

That song was not mine. (please don't sue Epic/Daylight) It's a Good Charlotte song and therefore I had no part in its writing. Go beg Benji for autographs. Anyway just a peek into my life: I'm hurt, I sprained my ankle, twisted my knee, scraped my arm up (thru a long sleeve shirt and a thick hoodie), and pulled my lower back out whack skateboarding last night…in the dark…on a 5 stair handrail. Actually that wasn't very stupid compared to some other things I've done. Anyway I'm up a 4:30 AM for you guys/gals, my readers. (stupid health people! who says a 13 year old needs 8 hours of… falls on keyboard and starts to snore) So I hope you like it I'm posting 3 chapter's today.