I am

Not strong

I am

Perpetually weak

But, I

Keep going

I…

Have to…

To make it all up to you…

I never asked to feel the way I do

But it is inevitable

I fought you

And now must pay a price…

I miss you…

And now,

I have found something just as

Important

To fight for

I will never give up

Just like you

I will always admire you

Will you be proud of me?

I smile

All the time

Yet I

Truly smile

When I see him

Does he notice?

Does he care?

I hope so.