I am
Not strong
I am
Perpetually weak
But, I
Keep going
I…
Have to…
To make it all up to you…
I never asked to feel the way I do
But it is inevitable
I fought you
And now must pay a price…
I miss you…
And now,
I have found something just as
Important
To fight for
I will never give up
Just like you
I will always admire you
Will you be proud of me?
I smile
All the time
Yet I
Truly smile
When I see him
Does he notice?
Does he care?
I hope so.
