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Natalie II
You have no idea how nervous I was when I was in front of Natalie's house. At that time I wanted to bury myself instead of looking at Natalie face to face knowing what I did to her. I'm looking at her now and I know that I wouldn't ever be able to stand losing her. It's a rather absurd thought as I've said before. Although I know that you wouldn't want to know what happened I'm going to tell you anyway…
Oh dear God please help me! What should I do? Should I knock? What am I asking for? Of course I should!
I know that you must think I'm an idiot here standing in front of Natalie's door rambling to myself. I want to be six feet under right now!
It took all my courage, but I did it.
I rang the doorbell.
There was no answer.
I rang the doorbell again.
No answer.
I was getting kind of panicky.
What if she's not home?
I rang the doorbell once more not really expecting an answer.
I was about to turn around and just sit on her porch until she gets home when I hear footsteps coming from inside her house. Those footsteps are definitely coming to answer the door.
Well of course they are! What else would they be doing?
I started to get that feeling when you go down a really high roller coaster in my stomach.
I hate that feeling.
I wanted to run and I was about to when I hear the knob of the door click and behind the door comes a sad but beautiful girl.
It was Natalie!
The only thing ruining the moment of finally seeing Natalie after a few months of not seeing her is the fact that I feel terrible of what I did and mostly because of how she looked. She had a different look.
She still had the same long hair (starts out straight then ends in curls) she still has the same body, flawless skin etc. It was just the way her eyes looked.
When she looked up at me when she answered the doorbell her eyes were full of sadness.
When she looked up at me though her eyes turned from sadness to surprise.
"Harry?"
Yup, she still had the same Latin accent.
"Hi"
Wow. The only thing that I could say to her was "hi?"
"Harry it really is you!"
Natalie threw her arms around me. I missed that feeling. The feeling of joy the feeling of completeness because as corny as it might sound when I was at Hogwarts I felt kind of empty.
"I've missed you so much Natalie"
I put my arms around her as well. I started to gently brush her hair with my fingers.
"I've missed you too"
Her voice cracked up by the time she said "you too"
She was crying.
I let her go to see she was crying. And she was crying hard to.
"Oh God Harry I'm so sorry you have to see me like this, like a big mess"
She started to cry even more,
"It's just that-… It's just that-…"
I closed the door after me and led Natalie and me to her living room and we both sat at her couch.
I let Natalie cry on my shoulder as a memory that seemed so far ago came back to me…
Flashback
"Porque, Porque, Porque?"
Natalie was throwing things off her dresser letting them fall and break.
She was yelling at this point. She went to her closet and started to throw the clothes off their hangers into her room making a mess all the while saying or should I say screaming,
"Porque?"
I wanted her to stop, but I knew she couldn't hear me, see me, or touch me. Regardless I tried to hug her but my arms just went straight through her body and touched in the middle of her body…
End Flashback
Oh shit!
The article, the yelling, muggle family was killed…
NO, it can't be.
I mean I thought it could have been her but I never thought it actually was her.
"What happened Natalie?"
I was still trying to calm Natalie down. She was now starting to calm down a little and said,
"They left me"
She said that in a barely audible voice, but either way I heard it. When she said that she just burst into tears again.
"They left me, They left me!"
Natalie came out of my grip on her and stood up from the couch.
I'm guessing she was heading upstairs, but she never made it there because just as she was about to get to the staircase she fell on her knees and started to cry even harder.
"Porque me dejaron, Porque?"
She was still on her knees and crying harder than you can ever even try to imagine.
As if on reflex I went immediately to her side and tried to pick her up from her knees but she wouldn't let me.
"Leave me alone Harry, please!"
"NO I won't leave you alone until you tell me what happened!"
I know that most people would say that what I'm doing by not leaving her alone and giving her some space is bad but I care for her to much to just leave her alone.
"They left me forever"
She said this in a whisper.
"Who left you?"
"They did"
I know knew who left her forever.
"Who?"
"My parents"
At this point Natalie stopped crying. Instead she had an expressionless face as well as her tone of voice.
"What happened to them?"
Natalie started to sob but nevertheless told me the whole story.
She told me how one day she went to her tutors house for her daily lesson. She stayed there for four hours.
"I knew something had happened because when he was teaching me I felt something…I felt like if something bad was going to happen"
She kept on telling me that when she was walking home she saw police and ambulance cars on her driveway. She went inside in a hurry and frantically asked what had happened. A police asked her who she was and she responding. They didn't believe her because her and her family didn't look alike at all.
She quickly took out her adoption papers and showed them to the police. Once he was sure that she was their daughter he told her everything.
That a young lady had called them saying that she heard loud screams coming from her neighbors house.
"The police told me that when they came here they asked the lady to testify further, she said that she saw when the couple came in with a young lady about twenty years old. They came in and then a few minutes later she saw that there was a person standing in the doorway. He took out a stick and then a flash of light came out. The door blew off and he went in. Then all she heard were their screams and then nothing…"
Natalie's eyes started to water but she didn't cry.
"They told me that, that story isn't very likely to be true but it's the only story they have"
Natalie started to bat her eyelashes. She was trying to make the tears stay back. It wasn't working.
"Natalie why do you keep yourself from crying? Just cry and let it all out. You just did it a while ago"
She looked at me so helplessly. I didn't know what to say. I no know what people go through when I tell them that my parents died.
"I can't cry Harry, I have to be strong. I can't go on crying all the time."
It was obvious to me that Natalie hadn't gone through a pain like this ever before.
She convinced herself that if she stayed strong that the pain would go away and she was completely wrong.
"Natalie, the pain won't go away if you don't cry. It's the complete opposite. If you don't let it all out then you'll never let the pain out and when you want to cry I'll give you a shoulder to lean on."
Again she looked at me helplessly. I wish so bad that I could do something for her. I wish that I could lessen the pain for her. If only I could take some of the pain away from her just so that she wouldn't be like this anymore.
"Harry, I'll show you your room"
I knew she didn't want to talk about it and I wasn't about to argue with Natalie especially at a time like this…
She showed me to my room and left without any good-bye. I didn't blame her. She just lost her parents and whatever she has to do to get rid of the pain is fine with me.
I wish I had something to do right now. I want to take my mind off of everything that's just happened to Natalie. She's extremely sad and you can tell by a look at her eyes.
My clothes were already here because we (me and Natalie) had already made plans for me to stay here during Christmas vacation. So I just sat here and waited for Natalie to came back to me…
Later that day
I was still waiting for Natalie. Natalie is my complete heart. She takes up the most space out of everyone I know. I love her to much to know she's sad because her happiness is as important to me as my happiness or even more important. You have no idea what it's like to love someone. To love someone truly.
It feels like if your floating when your with them and when your not with them your condemned in "an eternity in hell".
When you kiss them it feels like if nothing else matters to you.
When you hug them it feels like if you never want to let go.
When their sad you want to cry.
When their happy you want to jump in joy.
It might sound corny but it's true. That's what it feels to love someone truly and you'll know what I talking about soon if right now your not feeling it for someone special.
The door burst open and their was Natalie standing there her eyes watering. She busted into tears and came to me. I went and hugged her hugging me back. She know was crying like never before. She crying for real now.
"Oh God Harry I haven't cried in so long. I just can't believe it. I can't believe they died!"
Natalie was telling me how the only time she's cried ever since her parents died was when the news that her parent died sunk into her. She told me that she started crying a while ago because she remembered when her parents used to tell her stories when she was young. She also told me that this is the first time she's really letting it out.
"Thank you Harry, I love you so much"
"Anything for you love, I love you too, you have no idea how much I love you"
I kissed her through her tears. I missed her kisses so much. The tears falling from her face didn't bother me when we were kissing. It made me want to kiss her, to comfort her even more.
We were kissing for a long time. She stopped kissing me and then put her head on my chest and let the tears fall again. I sat her down on my bed and I sat down next to her. I hugged her and comforted her as she was crying and telling me all the good times she had with her parents and how much she missed them. She was telling me how after her sister Maria Luisa found out that their parents died she left for Colombia with her fiancé. She didn't want to stay in England it brought back to many bad memories.
As for Natalie her uncle who lives in England and is a general of an army allowed her to live by herself. He gave her money for the house, food and any other things needed. She was alone most of the time and she never had the chance to tell other people how sad she was. She never had a shoulder to lean on.
"I'm sorry that your visit had to end up like this Harry. I ruined your vacation"
"No Natalie, don't ever say that. I want to be with you and I don't care if were not going out as long as I'm with you"
She smiled faintly at me and then gave me a light peck on the lips. I kissed her back with more passion this time. I laid her down on the bed and started kissing her even more. She kissed me back with the same passion that I kissed her with.
I started to feel her sides. She was just so beautiful. Her hands were in my already messed up hair and she started to mess it up even more.
We had been kissing for a really long time with more passion than you can ever imagine. I was feeling her sides the entire time and her hand had gone up my shirt feeling my stomach. I started to take off her shirt. I did it carefully incase she didn't want me to do that.
She let me take off her shirt. I took it off and started to feel her stomach. She was getting Goosebumps.
The kisses were becoming more passionate with every second.
The kisses were becoming so passionate that I even started to take off her pants. I was trying to take them off when she said,
"Wait"
"What's wrong?"
I was hoping that she didn't think that I was too forward with what I was doing.
"I'm to young to do this"
"If you don't want to do it then that's fine I can wait until you are"
"It's not that I don't want to do it, it's just that I'm to young"
I wasn't disappointed. I just felt bad. I was being to forward wasn't I?
"I want to do it as long as I know something"
"What is it?"
"Do you love me?"
"Of course I do"
"No I mean do you love me truly. I mean after we do this you won't leave me like a dirty towel. I mean that after we do this you'll still love me. Please just tell me now if all you want from me is my body and I'll accept it but your not getting anything from me"
"Natalie I love you more than you can ever imagine. Your more than just a gorgeous face on a gorgeous body. You are the women that I love and that I will always love"
"I love you too so much than you can ever imagine"
I went on kissing her and then I took off her pants. I then took off my clothes. I was kissing her once more. She looked so beautiful you have no idea how gorgeous she looked.
"For the last time are sure you want to do this Natalie?"
"I'm sure"
"I love you"
"I love you too"
We continued kissing until we got into action.
Her face was scrunched in pain when I entered her.
"Do you want me to stop!"
She looked like if she was in pain.
"No, but just go slow on me, this is my first time"
Natalie looked so much more attractive when she said that she was a virgin. I wanted someone pure and I got it.
Later that night
I had a wonderful time with Natalie. I just slept with the one women I love.
The only problem is that I feel like if I've done this before. It feels sort of familiar…
Oh God…
Chantal!
Chantal! Oh shit!
I completely forgot about her. What the hell am I supposed to say to Natalie about Chantal?
"Harry?"
I looked down at my beautiful Natalie.
"Yes, love?"
"What's wrong, you seem worried"
Oh God.
"Nothing's wrong, I'm better than ever"
She smiled at me and then said,
"Harry I have something to ask you"
"Yeah what's up?"
"Do you think I'm easy?"
"Easy?"
"Yeah, like do you think we did this to fast? Do you think that I let this happen to fast?"
"Natalie I could never think that about you, why do you ask?"
"Well because I'm only 16"
"And I'm only 17"
She smiled at me and gave me a peck on the lips.
"I love you Natalie"
"I love you Harry"
Okay I'm done. I'm still not feeling well at all, but I thought I should give you guys this just in case I don't write for another two days or so. I think this one was pretty long. Okay remember to review. You might even get a chapter sooner than expected if you do.
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