Disclaimer: I don't own anything except Natalie Torres and Chantal Abermua.

A/N: I'm sooo sorry I haven't written for a minute. I've been thinking about making a sequel to this story. When I'm done writing this story I'm going to make a sequel that is going to be about their lives (Harry and Natalie) after all of this happened. Trust me it's going to be a much lighter mood than this fic. Well I'm gonna stop boring you with my talk. On to the story…Enjoy!

The Letter

You might have thought that since I had all that drama with Natalie that I completely forgot Voldemort. If you thought that then your right. When Natalie left me I forgot all about Voldemort and couldn't think of anything else but Natalie kind of like what I do now. All I can think about is

Is Natalie safe?

Is Natalie happy?

That kind of stuff. I look down at her sleeping figure and wonder what I would do if I lost her.

"I would probably die"

Natalie looks like a sleeping beauty. Her dark curly hair was scattered all over her pillow and her face was golden and flawless. She's just so pretty. Not even pretty, beautiful is more like it. I can't imagine losing her. Imagine what one single letter could do to make Natalie gone from my life forever?…

I still feel like if this is just a dream. A dream that I'll wake up from very soon. Natalie isn't gone forever because when I wake up she'll be next to me sleeping and will still love me.

I sound crazy don't I? I know I do. I've done crazy stuff for Natalie. And crazy stuff has happened to me because of Natalie.

I've been depressed ever since I came back from vacation which made me lose my two best friends Ron and Hermione.

Ron isn't the type that can take all of this stuff. He hadn't tried to hold onto the friendship like Hermione did. Hermione tried to talk to me. Hermione tried to use all those psychological ways to get me to say what was wrong with me. She never did get me to say anything if that's what your wondering. I mean I didn't lose them forever, Hermione still smiles at me when I pass by her in the hallways and Ron sometimes smiles when I see him, but it's not the same. Now more than ever I need a friend that will listen to my problems. I need a friend who won't judge me by what I did to Natalie.

I need Hermione.

I know Hermione will listen so that's why I sent her a letter during a Potions class. We both are going to the astronomy tower (which is always alone) and I'm gonna have to tell her about my problems. I feel like if I keep them in any longer I'm gonna explode. Hermione's going to have to give me some advice. That's what friends do right?

"Harry?"

I look up to see a pretty girl with bushy brown hair.

Finally she's here. I've been waiting for her. We agreed that we would meet at 10 in the astronomy tower because I want to be alone with her. I don't want anybody interrupting us.

"Hi Hermione"

She smiles at me and we start walking through the astronomy tower looking for a classroom.

"Which classroom should we go in Harry?"

"I don't really care"

She looked at me with what looked like a sympathetic look and then walked into an empty classroom. I followed her inside.

She sat down on a couch and I sat on a desk. We stayed in silence for a while until Hermione said,

"So Harry, what did you want to talk about?"

I was looking at my feet for the whole time we've been here. I couldn't look at her face. It was too embarrassing.

"Umm…"

She looked at me expectantly. I wanted to tell her and I feel bad that I haven't told her or Ron, but it just feels really strange talking to her about this kind of stuff.

"Harry?"

It felt to weird. I can't say anything.

"Harry are you going to say anything or should I leave?"

I finally looked at her. She looked at me for a long time. She just kept staring at me. I kept staring at her until she finally gave up and sighed,

"Fine"

Hermione got her backpack and started walking out the door. I can't let her leave. I need someone to talk to and I just can't talk to myself.

"Wait Hermione, I'll talk!"

Hermione turned around and sighed again. She dropped her backpack on the floor on the door and came over to me. Instead of sitting on the couch she sat on the desk next to me.

"Okay I'm here to listen"

I looked up at her for the first time this night and she seemed very ready. Almost like if she was already prepared to hear the worst. I bet she thinks it's something about Voldemort.

"Hermione, what do you think I'm going to say?"

She seemed confused at first then said,

"Truthfully I think your going to talk about You-Kno-…Voldemort, I guess your going to talk about a dream you had?"

I knew it. For the first time in ages I laughed. Not a big laugh just a small laugh, not that anything was particularly funny.

"What's so funny?"

I looked at her and she looked so confused.

"Hermione do you think I would ever cheat on a girl?"

Hermione looked at me with the strangest face. Her eyebrows were raised and she just looked confused.

"Why?"

"Just answer me please Hermione"

I could tell she was thinking.

"Hermione tonight I'm going to tell you some stuff I haven't told anyone not even Ron so you have to be honest with everything you tell me, do you think you could do that?"

"Yes of course Harry"

"You have to promise to be completely honest even if you think it will offend me okay?"

"Yes Harry I would never lie to you"

"Good, now answer me do you think I could ever cheat on a girl?"

Without a moments pause Hermione said,

"No"

That was very funny. At least to me it was. I thought that I would never cheat on a girl either.

"Harry, I don't think you would cheat on a girl, but no offense, you're a guy and guys do some crazy things; As the saying goes 'Looks are deceiving', why do you ask, by the way?"

"Because I committed"

"You cheated on somebody?"

Instead of answering her I just gave her a look. The look that says yeah-I-cheated-and-I-regret-it-so-much.

"You cheated on whom?"

"You don't know her"

"Just tell me anyway"

"Her name is Natalie Torres"

"Torres, is she Latin?"

"Yeah"

"Oh"

This felt more like an interview than a time when a friend is supposed to give you advice.

"Who did you cheat with?"

"Chantal Abermua"

"That bloody girl? Harry how could you?"

"Stop your making me feel more guilty than I already do, if that's possible"

"Is that why you've been looking depressed these past months?"

"Yeah"

"Is it that bad?"

"You don't want to know"

"Well I'm here to listen"

I looked at her. She was giving me a sincere look so I told her. I told her everything from the time I met Natalie to the time we kissed (that was awkward). I told her when I met her parents (I skipped that night me and Natalie did you know what). It felt good to go back and remember old times when Natalie and me were together and happy. I know it was a pretty short time when we were happy. Only two months and all I could think about is her. I realized that it wasn't the old 'love at first sight' crap. It was very great dislike at first sight (because I didn't hate her I just thought she was kind of annoying) then it turned to like for her and I just went straight into loving her. It's strange.

I started telling her about the good times when I had to (it was inevitable) tell her about that night with Chantal and everything after that. I started to realized that my life became a real living hell after that night. I became living breathing agony. I told Hermione when I went to Natalie's house and what happened there. I didn't want to get into detail about Natalie's parents dieing because that's not the point of this conversation, but Hermione was getting into detail. I spent some time telling her that then I told her about the night when Natalie said she never wanted to see me again. It was very depressing telling her all of this but I need her advice really bad.

"And then I choked Chantal"

I was telling her about the time I started to choke Chantal. I felt really bad and I still do because now Chantal won't even turn to look at me anymore. So much for the big love she felt for me.

"You choked her?"

"Yeah"

Hermione was looking at me like if I was lying. Her face was full of disbelief.

"Why didn't you tell me before?"

"Because I thought that this was just a dream, I thought Natalie would come back to me, but she's not coming back and if I don't see her I think I'm gonna explode"

Hermione was looking at me with a look of sympathy.

"What do you think I should do, I mean I love that girl so much that I think I'll die if she doesn't come back to me"

"Harry you don't love her"

That has got to be the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard. Of course I love her. I can't live without her. She is literally the air I breath.

"What are you talking about of course I love her"

"No you don't and she doesn't love you either"

Wow that really hurt, but I think Hermione's crazy. Natalie still loves me she's just hurt because of what I did to her right now I mean Natalie can't leave me forever. I love her to much to just let her go like that.

"Hermione she loves me she's just hurt right now but she's going to come back to me, she has to"

"Harry what's going on between you and Natalie is not love"

"Why do you say that?"

"Because it's true"

"Why?"

Hermione sighed and said,

"Harry, you and Natalie only knew each other for two months before you came to school and then you saw her two weeks after"

"Hermione I've never felt like that for anybody else, I know that what I felt…what I feel is love"

I was being sincere. I've never felt like this about another girl and I've never been more sure in my life that I love somebody.

"Harry you might have maybe loved her once, but not anymore"

"What are you talking about Hermione, I love her know more than ever"

"Harry trust me you don't love her you are obsessed over her"

"Of course I'm obsessed over her, I love her for Christ sakes"

"No Harry, you don't understand you really don't love her your obsessed over her"

"Your crazy"

"No Harry, like I said before you might have loved her once but not anymore your obsessed over her Harry and you need to stop thinking about her before you do something deadly to get her back"

"I would never do something like that"

"You almost killed Chantal over that girl Harry"

"So Chantal's still alive"

"Harry that doesn't matter, but you tried to kill her"

"Whatever Hermione all I know is that I love her and if what I feel for he isn't love then I don't know what love is"

"Harry love is something pure that I know you don't feel for her anymore, I mean sure you can get depressed when you lose the person you love but you've gotten deadly and that is when the love stops and obsession comes in and I'm pretty sure when it was that you stopped loving her and started obsessing over her"

"When?"

"The day you thought you would lose her forever, you started obsessing over the fact that she would leave you and know your obsessed with her"

It's kind of a hard concept to understand. I mean me not love Natalie? I love her with all my heart, but could it be true? Could I really be obsessed over her and not in love with her?

"That's ridiculous"

"No it's not and you know it's true Harry"

I looked straight into her eyes and I knew then and there. It was true. I was obsessed over Natalie and there's nothing I could do about it. I mean I can't just stop 'loving' her overnight. I 'love' her to much.

There was an extremely long silence in which I sat contemplating everything Hermione just told me and she was just sitting there suddenly finding her black shoes very interesting.

"Well Harry, I know that what I told you wasn't what you wanted to hear, but as your friend I had to tell you the truth, but I have to go so bye Harry"

I didn't respond. I couldn't if I tried. I'm still trying to contemplate what she told me and it was a sudden hit. Like if suddenly you were hit with a baseball bat (and hard) on your head.

Hermione started to walk away. When she was at the door she stopped to pick up her backpack and then she just stood there until she turned back to me.

"Oh and Harry for the record if you think your going to want to keep Ron as your friend this year you better cut this shit out, whatever's happening to you, and try to save him as your friend because I'm telling you your losing him as a friend"

That was the first time I've heard Hermione curse without saying it out of anger. I could tell she was serious. I knew she was doing all of this for my own good. I knew that she wanted me to "cut this shit out" because she doesn't want me to get hurt.

I stayed sitting on the desk for a while when Hermione walked back in the classroom and told me

"Oh and Harry don't try to get advice from anybody else because the advice I just gave you is the best advice you could get and besides everybody else is going to tell you the same thing I'm about to tell you: Cut this shit out before you hurt yourself and anybody else, please"

I never looked up at her. She sighed obviously giving up and walked away.

"Uh, Hermione?"

Hermione suddenly turned around with tears in her eyes.

"Thanks for your advice and I'm sorry if I'm not the same Harry as before"

"Just please Harry hurry up and get better because I want the old Harry back"

"I'm not sure if that's going to happen anytime soon Hermione, but I just wish you could understand"

Hermione let the tear drop. She came running from the door dropping her backpack on the floor again and she hugged me tight.

"Oh Harry what did that Natalie girl do to you?"

"I don't know Hermione, I just don't know"

I hugged her back tight and she let go of me getting her stuff from the floor and this time actually leaving.

"I don't know if I'll ever be the same Harry again Hermione and I'm sorry"

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The Next Morning

I don't know exactly how I got back to bed last night. I guess I just let my sorrow lead me to my room. It's amazing this is the first night in months that I actually have slept for a full night. I guess I just drowned in my sorrow.

It was a beautiful morning (you know those typical movie mornings with the birds singing a beautiful song and the wind making the leaves on the trees rustle a little etc.) but long ago has the mornings become hell for me. Without Natalie here with me nothings beautiful anymore.

It was Saturday so nobody was up yet and I found no reason to be the first one up. As a matter of fact I found that there was no reason to get up at all. I have no friends anymore and nobody from Gryffindor talks to me anymore because nobody wants to hang out with a depressed jerk like me, so instead of getting up I just laid back down and went to sleep for the rest of the day without any interruptions. Just a peaceful sleep so that I can lay here and drown in my own misery. The only thing is that I can't go back to sleep. I have this terrible feeling in my gut. It feels like if something bad is going to happen. Even my scar is telling me that something bad is going to happen. It's been ages since my scar has burned, but it's not like it hurts anymore, I have a bigger scar in my heart that hurts so much more.

"It's probably nothing"

And with that thought well placed in my mind I fell back to sleep for the entire day.

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Later that day (At night)

I slept for I don't know how many hours. Maybe ten maybe twelve I don't know and frankly I don't care. I just wish I was still sleepy enough to go back to sleep. I don't want to get up for anything.

I try to go back to sleep, but it's not working so I just give up and go to take a shower. My scar hasn't stop hurting (the one on my forehead) and it's starting to concern me a little bit because when my scar hurts usually that means there's trouble and I do still have that feeling in my gut. It feels like something really bad is going to happen. Luckily I didn't have any dreams.

Before I knew it I had taken a shower and I was out with a white shirt and dark blue jeans my hair wet from being in the shower. I'm sitting in my dormitory on my bed just looking at everything in the room. On my left is Ron's bed messy as ever and on my right is Neville's bed also messy Downstairs I can hear music being played loudly. Obviously they were having a party, but I don't know why and as surprising as ever I don't care. Probably one of the Weasley twins decided it would be a good idea to have a party for no reason.

I'm just sitting there like always thinking about Natalie when I hear a loud screech come from the dormitory window. I was walking to open the window and as soon as I opened the window I just walked away thinking that nobody would send a letter to me unless it was from…Natalie!

I went to the window again and the owl was just sitting there staring at me with red eyes. This bird was a very strange bird. I've never seen one like it. It was a very big bird so that immediately took away the option that it was an owl and it had fierce red eyes. The entire bird was black with long black wings and it had a very smooth exterior. On it's leg there was a piece of parchment rolled up neatly tied up by a blood red ribbon. I took the parchment away quickly from its leg. If you were here you would see how terrifying this bird looked. As soon as I took the letter off its legs it made a very loud screeching noise, spread out it's long black majestic wings and flew off into the night.

I spend sometime looking at the bird until it was completely out of my sight. After it was gone I turned back to my bed and threw the letter on my bed. I don't really care what anybody has to say to me. I mean with the look of that bird it's probably one of Dumbledore's letters. I knew it couldn't be Natalie, I mean how could I be so stupid as to think Natalie would send me a letter. First of all Natalie hates me right now and second of all Natalie doesn't even know I'm a wizard.

I just laid back down on my bed just staring at the ceiling when curiosity got the better of me and I started to reach out to the letter.

"Who would write to me anyway?"

I was reaching out for the letter when suddenly I got a huge pain in my scar. It was burning literally like hell. I stopped reaching for the letter and held my scar for a good minute until a good portion of the pain went away (although it still burned a little). I sat for awhile get over the pain when I went to reach for the letter again and once again I got a pain on my forehead although not as strong. This time my hand was just about to grab the letter when the huge pain came back. I started screaming and I let my hand drop over the letter. The pain suddenly stopped and this time it was all gone. Instead of being in my room I was in the middle of a bunch of lights. It was like being mixed up in nothingness. It felt like if I was floating. I looked down at my hand and realized I was still holding the letter. I stared at the letter and then at my surroundings. I started to realize that-

Suddenly the colors were gone and I was standing in the middle of nowhere. It seemed like if I was standing at the threshold of a forest only I know that this isn't the forbidden forest. I now realized that the letter I was holding was probably a portkey (A/N: I don't know if that's the word for the thing that transports you so please tell me if I got it wrong)

I was extremely confused. Why would anyone send me a portkey?

I finally decided to open the letter. This would probably tell me why I'm here. I opened it and the first thing I saw was very neat script in blood red ink color. It read:

To: Mr. Harry J. Potter

Hello Mr. Potter. Right now your probably wondering why you're here. Well I can tell you I just can't tell you on this card. So what I'm going to do is play a little game with you. All you have to do is go into the forest and get past the dementors. Now I know your probably going to try and get out of here, but I need you here with me because we need to settle our little problem at once so here's the deal, you come to me and get past the dementors and I let your little Natalie live for the moment. If you don't arrive in and hour your little Natalie is mine. So hurry up because the game starts now!

Sincerely,

Tom Riddle

P.S Oh and don't worry you'll find me

Holy shit! NO, NO, NO!

This can't be! Voldemort can't have Natalie! He can't hurt her! NO,NO, NO!

I started to run in the forest. I started to speed up. I hadn't run into any dementors yet, but it's not like I care. I can't feel any more misery than I already do.

I started to run deeper into the forest and that's when I started to feel that misery a little more than before which meant that there were dementors near. I started to run even deeper into the forest until I couldn't feel my legs anymore yet I still kept running. The leaves on the trees around me were rustling with the wind giving the whole place an eerie feeling. Suddenly I felt my misery getting more and more. Although I have a lot of sadness in my life at the moment right now I feel suicidal. Dementors.

I turned around and saw seven dementors behind me just floating. I started to hear an older woman screaming, then I heard a younger girl screaming then crying. I started to hear a mix of voices. I couldn't take it anymore. It's to many voices. My guilt started to go up several notches until I literally wanted to take my wand bring it to my heart and mutter those fatal curses. I couldn't take it anymore. I started to feel dizzy and then everything started to go blurry. I started to see everything in black until I passed out and all I saw was black nothingness.

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I feel hard floor on my back.

I open my eyes slowly to see myself laying on hard stone floor staring at a stone ceiling. I got up feeling still a little dizzy. I got up slowly and as soon as I got up I heard a young female voice scream,

"HARRY HELP ME!"

The voice was angelic yet it had a very rare accent. I turned around and saw the most horrible sight ever seen.

I turned around to see Natalie tied on the wall by metal handcuffs. Her hands were tied above her head and her legs were spread apart a little each ankle tied by a metal handcuff. Next to her was a big stone chair and sitting in it was the most disgusting creature I've ever seen.

In the chair was a man with pale white skin (the creatures skin was as white as paper), blood red eyes and its body was very skinny. It had absolutely no meat it was just pure bones. His face was very snakelike. All in all it was the most disgusting creature I've ever seen. Around the creature in the chair was many people (around twenty) people in black robes all with their hoods up.

I immediately knew who it was. Voldemort.

"Mr. Potter, you finally awoke, lucky you, I was about to take you as dead and kill your little girlfriend over here"

"LET HER GO VOLDEMORT!"

"And here I thought you forgot who I was, well I don't think I'll let her go, I think she should know why she's here"

"LET HER GO!"

"Tell her Harry why is she here?"

"VOLDEMORT LET HER GO RIGHT NOW, SHE HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS"

I lost all self control. I wanted to kill Voldemort. Natalie had nothing to do with our problems.

"Harry do you want to know how I know about your little girlfriend?"

"VOLDEMORT!"

"Malfoy, Goyle hold him before he loses all control, our fight shouldn't start just yet"

"Yes master"

The two hooded creatures came towards me. I started to back away. They started to come closer and I took out my wand and pointed it at them. I was going to mutter one of the Unforgivable's when suddenly my wand was knocked out of my hand. I looked straight ahead and Voldemort's wand was out.

"I can't let you kill one of my people, Potter"

I went to go for my wand when Malfoy and Goyle took a hold of me. I started to fight but to no avail. They had a strong hold on me.

"NO, PLEASE DON'T HURT HIM!"

I heard Natalie scream this.

"SHUT HER UP CRABBE!"

Crabbe went up to Natalie and gave her a slap on the face.

"DON'T TOUCH HER!"

I started to fight harder but again to no avail. They had a strong hold on me.

"Potter shut up and listen, These past months I've been spying on you and Torres and I knew the perfect way to get at you was through her"

He started to point to the very frightened Natalie. Natalie was staring at my wand over on the other side of the room. She had tears in her eyes.

"That's why I tried to kill her, but unfortunately her parents got in the way and they had to die"

Natalie looked over at Voldemort and started to let fresh new tears come out.

"SHUT HER UP!"

"NO DON'T TOUCH HER, Natalie please stop crying!"

I didn't want Natalie to get hurt and I knew the only way to get her to be safe was to make her be quiet.

"Anyway Potter I was spying on her when you left her and then I saw her when you left her again and I saw how depressed she was-"

He took a moment to laugh.

"-and then I waited a few months and here she is"

He started to laugh again.

I looked over at Natalie and she was crying severely. I looked at her well for the first time in a months. She looked so beautiful but the only thing was her stomach. Her stomach was a little bigger than normal only it wasn't fat.

"Could Natalie actually be-…pregnant?"

"Well Potter are you ready for the final battle?"

I don't know if I'm ready or not, it's all happening to soon.

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A/N: Guess what the next chapter is going to be? THE LAST CHAPTER! Yay! This is the chapter everybody's been waiting for, but like I said in my above authors note I'm thinking about making a sequel to this story called: Mis Dos Tesoros (My Two Treasures) Please tell me when you review (you know the drill you will review LOL) if you want a sequel and trust me the sequel -if there's a sequel- will have a MUCH lighter mood than this one. Well look for the next chapter. THE LAST CHAPTER FINALLY! LOL

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