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It was Saturday so they didn't have school. Aya slept in along with Jung-Woo. After a night of crying she was worn out. Aya was awakened by a yell from Jung-Woo's room. She bolted out of bed and ran to his room and slammed the door open.

"What's wrong!" she yelled.

Jung-Woo looked at her with tired eyes. They were red due to lack of sleep.

"W-What do you mean by that?" he asked sleepily.

"You had a nightmare didn't you?" she asked.

Jung-Woo nodded and she sighed. She didn't yell at him, she had no right to since she woke him up earlier that night. I guess in a sense she thought she deserved it.

'Well might as well get ready since I'm up,' she thought trudging to her room.

She grabbed two towels and walked into the bathroom. She started the shower water and waited for it to get hot. Then she shed her night clothes and hopped in. The little droplets felt good on her delicate skin. Her face was a tiny mixture of pain. She touched her arm and could feel the bruise that she got from fighting Akuma at school. It was black and blue right now and the water touching her skin wasn't helping at all.

She washed her hair and just let the water wash away all her troubles and the impurities on her body. When it was done she turned it off and wrapped a towel around her body, then dried off her hair with the other one. She looked at herself in the mirror and scowled. Her eyes were tired and she wore a frown.

'So this is what I've become,' she thought to herself.

She growled and clenched her fists and hit the mirror with an open palm, making the glass cut into her hand. Her eyes widened when she realized what she did and got a bandage wrap from under the sink and began wrapping it around her hand. She made it go all the way up to her elbow. The blood was seeping through so she did an extra layer. She'd change her bandage later.

After she finished drying her hair and trying to stop the pain coming from her injured hand she walked into her room. She picked out a black pair of pants with a few chains and a black shirt. She put them on and continued drying her hair. She walked downstairs and began fixing breakfast.

"What's burning?" asked Jung-Woo as he came down stairs.

Aya then came out of the daze she was in and noticed that the pancakes were burning on the stove. Her eyes widened and she yelled out a squeak.

"Oh man," she said running to turn off the stove.

When she did she sighed and crouched low to the ground. She wrapped her arms around herself and hid her face behind her knees. She was a mess and he knew it. That's when Jung-Woo caught sight of the bloody bandage.

"Hey, what's wrong with your arm?" he asked.

"Nothing," she said in a muffled voice. Her spirits were unusually low today.

Jung-Woo looked at her with worry in his eyes. He was about to reach out for her when the door rang.

"COMING!" he yelled.

He cast one more look at Aya before going to the door. He opened it to find Yuko there. She was dressed casually, a pair of blue jeans and a white blouse. She looked at him.

"Can I help you?" he asked.

"Yeah, I'm here to see Aya," she said smiling warmly.

Jung-Woo let her in and walked to the kitchen. Aya was still on the floor, her hands covering the top of her head. Stifled sobs came from her small mouth.

"Aya are you ok? You're bleeding," she said.

She was afraid of what had happened. Worry was clear in her eyes. Her hands clenched into fists as she awaited the answer of her friend.

"I'm fine," she said in the same muffled voice she gave Jung-Woo.

"Come on you need to change those bandages, and you can tell me what happened when we go upstairs," she said grabbing her hand and dragged her upstairs.

"Tell me what happened," Yuko said rewrapping her arm.

"I don't know, I just looked at myself and snapped. I broke the mirror and cut my palm in the process," Aya said looking at the window as if it was the next best thing.

"You WHAT!"

"Don't snap at me! I told you I just snapped!"

Yuko remained silent. She continued to bandage it. The blood continued seeping through. Yuko pressed her finger to it to help the blood clot faster. It was doing no good, no good at all. They sat in silence and watched as it continued to bleed. Yuko unwrapped the bandage and grabbed a first aid kit from the bathroom.

She pulled out an alcohol pad and a stitching needle. She placed the alcohol pad on Aya's cut and heard her hiss. She ignored the pained cry and began to stitch her friends wound together. She got blood on her during the process but didn't care. When she was done she wrapped her hand up again until the bandage reached her elbow and cut it off and tied it.

"This stitch will help you out for a bit, later on I'll take them out," Yuko said finally.

"Thanks…" she said pulling her hand back.

Aya got up and walked back downstairs to see Jung-Woo watching anime on TV. He was laughing at some kid who got hit with a frying pan by his sister.

"I'm going out, can you find the restaurant alright?" asked Aya.

"Yeah, yeah," he said waving her off.

They both walked outside. Aya had a look of disdain on her face.

"What's wrong?" asked Yuko.

"Nothing you should be concerned about. I'm fine," said Aya.

"Look you may be our leader but you're human too you know. For once would you stop worrying about us and worry about yourself."

"I can't its not that easy. I have to worry about my gang's safety because of Akuma. If I don't then who will huh? I took the position of leader because I was ready to take all of the burdens and pressure. If I didn't what kind of leader would I be? I don't want others to worry about things that concern me."

"What ever you say boss-lady."

Yuko and Aya walked to the same meadow they were in last night. This time when they went down the set of stairs and took the door to the far left. It led to what looked like a conference room. Hiten and Rei were already there.

"So glad you could join us," said Rei.

"Shut up!" Aya yelled.

"Touchie touchie this morning are we," said Hiten.

"Hey, what happened to your arm?" asked Rei.

"Nothing, don't worry about it," Aya said holding her arm behind her back.

She walked to the head of the table and sat down.

They discussed the battle plans for Akuma and his gang. After an hour or two they finished. Aya went to the bathroom that was located at the very end of the hallway. She dug in her pocket and pulled out a knife. The knife gave off a glare as the bathroom light hit it.

The hilt was silver with a small snake writing up it. Its fangs were poised and ready to strike and its head was veered back in alert. The blade had her name in Egyptian hieroglyphics. She placed it at the tip of her wrist, where the vein was.

'I know I shouldn't be doing this but right now this is the only thing I can think of that will clear my mind and numb all my troubles away,' she thought.

She lightly dug into her skin ever so slowly just to get a feel of it. It hurt a lot. She winced and scrunched up her face. Then she removed it from her skin and saw the red crimson liquid leaving her body. She, then, unwrapped her bandage and began cutting into that arm. She'd just wrap it back up when she was done. After a few more cuts she wrapped up both arms up using the medical kit under the sink and walked out the bathroom.

"Aya you were in there for a long time, what happened?" asked Hiten.

She gave him a tired smile and ran up the staircase and went outside. When she was almost at the entrance to the park she saw Ga-Woon with another guy. He had short unruly silver hair and amber eyes. He was wearing a black shirt with blue pants.

"Hey Aya right?" he called out.

Aya nodded slowly. She felt dizzy. All that blood loss made her weak.

"Are you alright?" he asked.

She shook her head no and fainted.

"HEY!" Ga-Woon called out. That was the last she heard before feeling strong arms wrap around her small form.

'It's so warm…' she thought as her mind drifted away.