Yaki ni Naru (To Become Desperate)
By Angelis Raye Kamura
Chapter 2: Kicho na mottomo (most precious and beloved)
Sakusha ni memo:
Hey... I was reading over that last chapter and I realized how good it was... then I looked at the speeling issues.... I was tired and that kinda stuff... so yeah. Sorry it's taking me so long to update... sniff GOMEN NASAI!! I've finally gotten the full version of RakuenFanatic and Groovy Blue. I also have Risa and Risa's image song now and I have Caged Bird and another song by the same singer as the guy that sings the openning theme! Natsu No Yoru No Yume is THE greatest song. I aslo have gotten 3 of the drama cd tracks.... One of which is ALL Satoshi-sama!! I took a couple personallity quiz's online... it said that I was Saoshi once, then it said I was... Dark?!?! Yeah, I guess you can see how different that is.... People see me drawing Satoshi-sama and ask if that's acctually myself... I yell at them of course, but inside, I'm like 'Right on!! That means I'll just have to dye my hair now!!' in terms of cosplay.
Enough of my ramblings! On with chapter 2!!!!!
Satoshi no kenkai
He'd saved me from killing myself... I owe my life to the boy I secretly desire and love. I can't get that out of my head. It seems as if fate hates me and is trying to punish me for the things that I hold precious; just because I'm not exactly how I'm ment to be... I feel cheated some times.
But then, that thing I hold most precious reminds me how much better I have it now than I used to. I love his personality and the way he expresses his emotions; so ...timeless and happy. I wish I could be more like that. Then he says that I'm fine the way I am and that I shouldn't wish to be like anyone but myself. I respect what he says, and will follow his advise.
Dressed in my almost all white atire, I started looking for the boy my thoughts revolved around. I spotted him almost immeaditly, and walked to where he was.
"Daisuke!" I directed. "Daisuke!!"
He looked up at me... the look in his eyes was not what I had expected it to be. His eyes were full of tears, and as soon as he saw mw, he started to cry aloud.
"Daisuke? Are you all right? What's wrong?" I let my hands do what they will. "Onegai... tell me what's wrong... I'm here to help you... my darling-" I was too absorbed in what I was saying and said the wrong thing.
AN: 'Kimi' is what guys usually say to another when saying 'you';'anata' meaning 'you, my darling'. Satoshi-sama said the latter.
I also realized that shouldn't have let my hands move upon their own will, because now I was stroking Daisuke's with my right hand, fingers intertwined in his hair and my left, genlty caressing his cheek. I should have controlled my actions and watched what I was saying! All this thinking, contemplating, and the dream I had added up was proably what was causing me to be like this. My face was only centimeters away from his, and I could feel his breath on my skin. Bowing to the weight of this raising feeling inside of me, I no longer was able to control the actions of my own body. I closed the space between us and our lips touched, ignighting a fire within me.
Daisuke no kenkai
I thought I was dreaming... Satoshi was kissing me... finally. The look in his eyes was so different than ever before; it'd been so... so longing for a touch -- my touch. I wanted to scream it felt so good, but then that would break our kiss. I let my hands slide up Satoshi's back, up to his silky hair that spilled all over his shoulders now. I let his tounge slide into my mouth, wanting to forget what had happened to me just moments before.
After about two minute, we broke away for air. I noticed I had messed up Satoshi's hair pretty well. I blushed as he tended to it.
"Gomen," I said.
"A simple 'sorry' isn't going to cut it," I thought he was serious, then I saw the corner of his mouth twitch. He started to laugh, then I started to laugh and in seconds, we were back to our normal sevles. "Back to serious... I love you, Daisuke," he finished as soon as I calmed down.
"Finally!" I said, wrapping my arms around him tightly. I felt his warm hands slide up under my shirt and toughing the skin there and started to caress it gently. "Very sensual today, are we? E, Satoshi??" I said smothly, my own voice as seductive as Dark's. He chuckled, then went to kiss me again. About a minute into the kiss, we were interupted by someone very unsuspected.
"Oh, my GOD! Daisuke...?"
Tsuzukeru Ni Imasu
Guess, just GUESS who it is!! If you guess right in your review, then I'll give a virtual hug!! gins Yes, dear ol' Ang-kun will give you a hug!! I'll also have Krad or Dark give you a hug if you guess if it's a postive or negative reaction that this person has. Please specify who!! You only have to get one, you don't have to get the first right to get the second!
By Angelis Raye Kamura
Chapter 2: Kicho na mottomo (most precious and beloved)
Sakusha ni memo:
Hey... I was reading over that last chapter and I realized how good it was... then I looked at the speeling issues.... I was tired and that kinda stuff... so yeah. Sorry it's taking me so long to update... sniff GOMEN NASAI!! I've finally gotten the full version of RakuenFanatic and Groovy Blue. I also have Risa and Risa's image song now and I have Caged Bird and another song by the same singer as the guy that sings the openning theme! Natsu No Yoru No Yume is THE greatest song. I aslo have gotten 3 of the drama cd tracks.... One of which is ALL Satoshi-sama!! I took a couple personallity quiz's online... it said that I was Saoshi once, then it said I was... Dark?!?! Yeah, I guess you can see how different that is.... People see me drawing Satoshi-sama and ask if that's acctually myself... I yell at them of course, but inside, I'm like 'Right on!! That means I'll just have to dye my hair now!!' in terms of cosplay.
Enough of my ramblings! On with chapter 2!!!!!
Satoshi no kenkai
He'd saved me from killing myself... I owe my life to the boy I secretly desire and love. I can't get that out of my head. It seems as if fate hates me and is trying to punish me for the things that I hold precious; just because I'm not exactly how I'm ment to be... I feel cheated some times.
But then, that thing I hold most precious reminds me how much better I have it now than I used to. I love his personality and the way he expresses his emotions; so ...timeless and happy. I wish I could be more like that. Then he says that I'm fine the way I am and that I shouldn't wish to be like anyone but myself. I respect what he says, and will follow his advise.
Dressed in my almost all white atire, I started looking for the boy my thoughts revolved around. I spotted him almost immeaditly, and walked to where he was.
"Daisuke!" I directed. "Daisuke!!"
He looked up at me... the look in his eyes was not what I had expected it to be. His eyes were full of tears, and as soon as he saw mw, he started to cry aloud.
"Daisuke? Are you all right? What's wrong?" I let my hands do what they will. "Onegai... tell me what's wrong... I'm here to help you... my darling-" I was too absorbed in what I was saying and said the wrong thing.
AN: 'Kimi' is what guys usually say to another when saying 'you';'anata' meaning 'you, my darling'. Satoshi-sama said the latter.
I also realized that shouldn't have let my hands move upon their own will, because now I was stroking Daisuke's with my right hand, fingers intertwined in his hair and my left, genlty caressing his cheek. I should have controlled my actions and watched what I was saying! All this thinking, contemplating, and the dream I had added up was proably what was causing me to be like this. My face was only centimeters away from his, and I could feel his breath on my skin. Bowing to the weight of this raising feeling inside of me, I no longer was able to control the actions of my own body. I closed the space between us and our lips touched, ignighting a fire within me.
Daisuke no kenkai
I thought I was dreaming... Satoshi was kissing me... finally. The look in his eyes was so different than ever before; it'd been so... so longing for a touch -- my touch. I wanted to scream it felt so good, but then that would break our kiss. I let my hands slide up Satoshi's back, up to his silky hair that spilled all over his shoulders now. I let his tounge slide into my mouth, wanting to forget what had happened to me just moments before.
After about two minute, we broke away for air. I noticed I had messed up Satoshi's hair pretty well. I blushed as he tended to it.
"Gomen," I said.
"A simple 'sorry' isn't going to cut it," I thought he was serious, then I saw the corner of his mouth twitch. He started to laugh, then I started to laugh and in seconds, we were back to our normal sevles. "Back to serious... I love you, Daisuke," he finished as soon as I calmed down.
"Finally!" I said, wrapping my arms around him tightly. I felt his warm hands slide up under my shirt and toughing the skin there and started to caress it gently. "Very sensual today, are we? E, Satoshi??" I said smothly, my own voice as seductive as Dark's. He chuckled, then went to kiss me again. About a minute into the kiss, we were interupted by someone very unsuspected.
"Oh, my GOD! Daisuke...?"
Tsuzukeru Ni Imasu
Guess, just GUESS who it is!! If you guess right in your review, then I'll give a virtual hug!! gins Yes, dear ol' Ang-kun will give you a hug!! I'll also have Krad or Dark give you a hug if you guess if it's a postive or negative reaction that this person has. Please specify who!! You only have to get one, you don't have to get the first right to get the second!
