Yaki ni Naru (To Become Desperate)

By Angelis Raye Kamura

Chapter 3: Seijitsusa (Sincerely/Truthfully)

Sakusha ni memo:

Hey there! I promise that this chapter is going to be longer than the others! If it�s not,
then you can hire Krad to kill me! I�m going to remain in Satoshi-sama�s point of View (aka. kenkai). I guess that it�ll be easier for me. I dunno....

Hugs from me and Dark AND Krad to Kloudy Rainfall (I think that's how you spell it) and to the others of whom I cannot remember.... (I'm sorry! I have EXTREMELY horrible memory problems and the such....)

Meh... I read too much, and I need to type more. Actually, the reason I haven't updated in so long is because of this new website that I'm building. Plus, this is going to have REAL YAOI in it... so watch out. HINT that�s why the rating went up.

Satoshi no Kenkai

�Satoshi-kun...?� breathed Riku. �Why...? Why did you...?�

I was confused just as much as anyone else would be as to what was happening; was Riku just surprised or was she angry...?

"I can't believe that you two were actually-- UGHHHH!! To think that I've kiss BOTH of you!!" Risa remarked.

We were both astonished; why was Risa upset?! She usually LOVED watching two boys kiss, or hug, or the such... a lot of girls did in fact. So why was she acting like this...?

"Ne, Harada-san... what are you doing here?" I asked, my hands still gently caressing Daisuke's lower back and hips.

I felt rage build up inside of me... I never felt like that except when Krad had... That was impossible! I couldn�t be becoming more like that... that bastard! What he did to Daisuke was unforgivable!

But... Krad did have a more sensitive side to him that he had refused to show... it had only slipped out when he'd started to talk about Dark that one time.... His true nature under all those cover-ups... it was truly... more like what I WANTED to become, I realised. I accepted that fact that both me and Daisuke were most likely becoming more like Krad and Dark, respectively after I finished adding in all the other things that hinted at it.

"I was following, Riku," Risa replied.

"I was going after Niwa-kun to apologise, but it looks like he's found ANOTHER person to go to instead."

The two girls started to go off, when Daisuke suddenly laughed heartily. "Fine! Do that Harada-san!! I know that you'll start to regret that you ever did that to me!" Daisuke looked back to me, a look on his face reminding me painfully of what I had just accepted in my mind.

"Let's say we went to school, and just ditch.... Just today, Sato-chan...?" He purposely used this newly founded knowledge to try to coax me. "Plus, then we can finish what we started...." He grinned as he lead me away to my car.

Apartment; Satoshi�s

I laughed at the joke that Daisuke just finished as I opened the door to my apartment. I looked around, then set our stuff down and started to make tea, when I was interrupted by a very needy red-head.

"Hello," he grinned when I looked at him. He had his arms wrapped around my waist and his head set on my shoulder, in a very sensual way. Daisuke nestled his nose into my hair ... damn that felt so good, and gently kissed my neck. I finally felt that I could not hold myself back any longer.

Quickly, I turned off the stove and turned around to kiss the boy on the lips. I let my tongue slid into his mouth, my hand steadily trying to lift his shirt off. His skin felt like silk under my touch, his mouth tasted like mint tea, and his hair smelled like strawberries..... Invariably, the boy also started to unbutton my light jacket and tug off my black shirt.

WARNING: Here is the long, involved YAOI scene, in which is my first EVER attempt at WRITING this..... Satoshi is reminiscing about something about Krad and Dark�s past relationship as well. BEWARE!!!!

By the time we fell into the lone bed in the room, we both had our shirts thrown onto the floor and Daisuke was now trying to take off my slacks. When we broke for air, he was breathing heavily, moaning slightly as our lips met again.

His moan sent off triggers in my mind. I remembered vaguely that when Dark and Krad had actually had sex that one time in this apartment -- in this bed -- Dark�s moan had been that same, low pitched whine. Why I remembered... Krad had made an undertaking to ruin my innocence. The only methods I knew came from Krad�s only advise to me and his thoughts about Dark, and how he would get back at the said kaitoh. I was partially grateful for the limited knowledge Krad gave me, but glad I knew no more.

After a little more effort, we were both stripped of our clothes, and the smaller boy under me was burring his face into my hair. I concluded that from now on, during our little �endeavours�, that I should pull my hair into a ponytail and keep it like that during the whole thing. Trying to remember exactly how Krad had advised me, before I let myself enter Daisuke�s body, I wanted to make sure that this was what he truly wanted.

�Daisuke...� I implored. �Daisuke, are you sure that you want to do this...? I mean... if we do go through with this you�ll--�

He place his finger on my lips. �I know, and I�m positive I want to go through with this... I love you, Sato-chan,� He kissed me deeply as I continued.

There�s the end of the yaoi scene.... You can started reading again.

Morning

The buzzer went off as usual, but unlike other times there was a warm, defenceless, naked body resting next to my own to wake up to. Before, I had only dreamed of this occasion,
but now it was reality that I had finally admitted my feelings and ultimately got my wish of waking up next to Daisuke on a dazzling Saturday morning. After I reached to turn the alarm off, I looked back to the smaller boy and I was astonished how he could sleep though such an alarm of that kind. But I beamed all the same, still contented with just the thought of waking up next to such a handsome boy.

Was it just me, or did Daisuke�s hair get darker over night? I picked up and examined my own, waist-length hair -- mine had gotten just a touch lighter, and more golden in colour. I smirked... so my assumption was true... the two of us were actually becoming more like the souls that used to be enclosed in our bodies.

I thought about that a little more... About the time I was considered an adult -- 21 years old -- I would probably resemble Krad more than ever. My hair would reach about to my ankles by then, and at the rate my hair was getting lighter, it would defiantly be that golden colour that Krad�s was. Even my attitude was becoming more like Krad�s in ways that I had never dreamed I would come to appreciate. Things that not very many people saw in Krad... things that he tried to hide... things that only Dark could reveal.

My thoughts were interrupted as the sleeping body next to mine, cuddle into my touch and was intertwining itself in my own. I liked this feeling... a feeling of warmth and contentment... and pleasure. I wanted this moment to go on forever, but I knew that it wouldn�t last... there were Daisuke�s parents and relatives and friends that were also allowed to have a say on what was happening in our lives. I didn�t want any of this comfort to end... to vanish. It just CAN�T! I sighed.

Ironically, it was the tiniest sound that awakened the sleeping boy.

�Ohayou, Sato-chan,� He greeted sleepily. He leaned closer to me and gently kissed my lips. He wrapped his arms around my body, not wanting to move from his place on the bed and from his proximity to my warm body. �How about we go another round...? Hmmm, Sato-chan? I really liked it last night, and it IS Saturday, so it�s not like we have school or anything....� Daisuke snuggled even closer to me.

I gave in. �Fine, all right....� I sighed again. �Just let me--�

Before I could get a chance to get a hair tie, the red heard bombarded me with a kiss on the lips, allowing his tongue to explore the wet cavern of my mouth.

Before we got any further, the phone rang, unexpectedly. We ignored it the first time, but after the second and third time, Daisuke advised that I answer the phone, so that the person would stop calling.

�Moshi, moshi.� I said into the telephone. �This is Hiwatari Satoshi speaking.�

�Ohayou, Hiwatari-kun! May I speak with Dai-chan for a second?� Niwa Emiko-san asked politely.

I handed the phone to the annoyed Daisuke, and sat on the bed next to him.

Omnipresent POV

�Oi, Dai-chan!� Emiko said cheerfully.

�Okaa-saaan.... Nan de?� Mommm.... What is it? Daisuke responded.

�Dai-chan...� she said, suddenly serious. �Did you get dumped by Riku Harada?�

�Hai...�

�You started talking to Hiwatari-san and ended up kissing, right?�

�Haaii...�

�You dragged him to his apartment ditched school. He started to get you comfortable,
then started to have sex with him, didn�t you?�

�How�d you-?�

�You were about to again when I called, yes?�

�I still don�t understand how you know these things...� Daisuke sighed.

�Dai-chan... I called to conGRADULATE you!!�

�NA... NANI?!?!?�

Tsuzukeru Ni Imasu...

Hahah! Finally! EXACTLY 1500 words in the story itself!!! It�s a world record for me!! YAY!!! R & R please!! I bet that you never expected that to happen in the story, did you?!?!? HAHAH!
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