Yes, I am back again! This chapter is real short, but this is only Part One. Hope you enjoy it!
Disclaimer: I know it's obvious, I do not own Inuyasha. No duh . . .
Warning: Might be considered an OOC Sesshoumaru.
Will You Forget Me? Chapter Six: Confession Of The Past
"We are almost there," Sesshoumaru said, in a monotone voice. "My home is not too far."
Kagome walked calmly, a few steps behind Sesshoumaru. Jaken and An-Un closed the march, far behind as always. Kagome, taking advantage of the situation, decided to open a conversation.
"So, Sesshoumaru," she started, "if I may call you that?" She saw him nod, and knowing she got his attention, continued. "How long have you been lord of this kingdom?"
"Two-hundred years ago, "Sesshoumaru's voice drifted away and Kagome made an effort to catch up to him, to listen more closely, "my father died in the battle against Takemaru, leaving two orphans and a human wench behind. I am sure you remember him and S'ounga. I, of course, being the pureblood heir and first born, inherited the western lands. I was nothing back then. Perhaps a little under your age in human years when I came to the throne. One-hundred years old in demon years, fifteen in human. It was . . . difficult. Both humans and demons were expecting things from me. I was thirsty for power, and being in control was what I loved most. Years went by, and one day one of Father's counsels brought Inuyasha to me."
I was cruel to him." He paused and for a spilt second, Kagome could see the pain and the regret the taiyoukai felt in his amber pools. "I took out all my fury on him. In my eyes, he was the reason my father was dead. I guess I forgot my father was HIS father also. I am afraid I forgot he was my brother. As soon as he was old enough, he ran away." He sighed. "I did not follow him, nor did I send anyone to look for him. I let him go out on his own and eventually he fell in love and got himself into that deal with Naraku. I never saw him again until I came in search for Father's tomb. I was still as power hungry as ever, and I came in look for Tessusaiga." He smiled in a melancholic way and gripped Tenseiga. "Father had left me Tenseiga. He asked me if I had anything or anyone I wanted to protect. And back then, I did not. So, when Inuyasha got Tessusaiga I was upset."
I felt like Father had left everything to him, without even knowing him. I had been there by his side and had gotten nothing. It was not until much later I realized all I had; a kingdom to look after and my kin. My kith and kin . . ."
"Oh, Sesshoumaru . . ." Kagome whispered out when she saw his eyes water. But this was only for a moment, before his usual façade overshadowed his face. "We are here, Kagome. Welcome to the Western Lands." Kagome looked forward. There were green, grassy meadows everywhere. She could also see the various villages that spread as far as the eye could see. "It's beautiful." Kagome said. "I can see why you are so proud of these lands. I have only heard good things about the ruler of the Western Lands." She looked up and felt her breath hitched in her throat when he locked eyes with her.
"I suppose." He said curtly and walked off again. Kagome almost sighed as she followed suit. There is so much I'll never understand about Inuyasha and Sesshoumaru. So much pain in both their pasts . . . both ambitious demons who didn't learn how to push their differences aside and fight together. I am sure there is more than meets the eye about those two. Like the time we fought that demon clan. Kouga and the wolf tribe came and helped us, but we won thanks to Inuyasha and Sesshoumaru. They just talk big about hating each other.
"Lord Sesshoumaru." Two demon soldiers bowed respectfully. "Your advisors are in the 4th floor study, waiting your orders. Security is also set and ready for the arrival of the lords and deities." Sesshoumaru nodded and began climbing up the white marble stairs. As he did so, a few demons approached him and asked for his approval in different situations. Kagome stood still in the entrance, not knowing where to go. As if he had read her mind, Sesshoumaru turned around and faced her. "Rin will be with you soon, along with her nanny. She will tell you what to do. I shall see you later on tonight." Kagome bowed. "Arigato, Lord Sesshoumaru." He nodded and left through an elaborate shoji screen.
"Kagome- sama!" Rin called. Kagome smiled and bent down to hug the child. "Konnichiwa, Rin- chan. How are you?" Rin smiled. "Rin- chan is fine, Kagome- sama! Rin- chan brought her nanny." Kagome looked up. She was a cat demon, with long black hair gathered in a low ponytail and red cat-like eyes. She was good-looking for a demon her age. Kagome gave a short bow of her head. "My name is-"
"Kagome." The neko- youkai finished. "Little Rin talks about you all the time. It's a pleasure to finally meet you, Kagome- sama. I am Taka. Lord Sesshoumaru has assigned me to look after your stay. Please, follow me." Rin was taken away by another elderly cat youkai. Rin smiled and waved goodbye.
They walked down a long corridor that led through another pair of stairs. Down another corridor, then to the right until they reached another wing. "This extension of the castle was made my Lord Sesshoumaru. It is the guest wing, for trustworthy people. Lord Sesshoumaru's quarters are above these. Other lords and their ladies, along with their respective servants and counselors sleep on the other side of the castle. I am surprised that he has placed you here. You are the only human to ever sleep in this wing." Kagome looked surprised. "Here is your room."
It was very spacious, with a huge mattress and beautifully carved armoires and desks. There were two huge glass windows with a view to the ocean. "My things . . ." Kagome started. "Jaken will bring them to me. For now, make yourself comfortable until the tailor gets here." Taka said and turned around to leave. "Tailor?" Kagome asked. "Yes. Lord Sesshoumaru ordered a fitting for new kimonos for you. Is there anything else you need?" Taka asked, smiling. "No, I'm fine. Arigato, Taka- sama."
When Kagome heard the door close, she sighed. She unloaded all her weapons and sat on the windowsill looking out the ocean. She leaned her head back and closed her eyes. Where are you now? Are you with Kikyo somewhere, loving her and hating me? Has she finally put up with you enough and taken you to Hell? Are you looking for new ways to hurt me, Inuyasha? There was a knock on the door and Kagome was pulled away from her brooding thoughts.
"Yes?" she called out softly. The door opened, revealing a lizard youkai. "Ah, you are as beautiful as the servants were commenting you were. Please, Lady Kagome if you could step over here so I can fit you . . ." Kagome smiled. "Yes, of course. Could you tell me what's going on? I heard something about the arrival of the lords." The demon began jotting down her measures. "Oh yes. It is the annual date for the Royal Counsel of Japan. All the lords and priests oh high rank join and discuss solutions for problems of the different compounds of villages. This year, it is Lord Sesshoumaru's turn to host the event."
Kagome smiled. "I see. When does it all start?" "Today, Miss Kagome. Well, I'm done here. Taka-sama will be here soon enough. It's been a pleasure meeting you." Kagome smiled. "The pleasure was mine, but I'm afraid I didn't get your name." "Saamaru, Lady Kagome." With a bow, he left the room and Kagome felt lonely again.
Cliffy! But we will know soon enough what will happen! Reviews equal more updates, so get reviewing!
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