(A/N ok I apologise if I have tackled this situation wrong, if you are against topics like this I understand, but this is just the way I want this story to go. Apologies again. But I am not changing it. Also on the Things to know chapter, its obviously something to do with the fact that I am using a British computer and in the states different buttons and marks are different things, also its not supposed to be Lana….you…..its supposed to be you rather than Lana, will change it all later.)

Mia sat down with an old school book, that's she had changed into her journal for the day, there was no way Michael was having her journal for longer than a day, he might read too much.

"Maybe Michael will see that I understand some of what is happening, but him in the A crowd, Lilly too? This is mad. Maybe Lilly is too someone I never knew, maybe Lilly needs to know about Kenny and the baby. Only one way to find out tomorrow morning."

Mia went to sleep and dreamt of Lana and Michael, together, Mia woke up crying. When she wiped her eyes she looked at the time, 5am. Mia tossed and turned for 2 hours trying to sleep but all she could think about was Michael, Lana and Lilly, this wasn't good, Mia got up, got dressed and was walking up Hill Street, she decided, she couldn't contain anymore, it was 8am when she got to her 'friends' house.

'Knock knock' Mia knocked, and waited, there was no answer, Mia knocked again, and there was no answer. She turned the door handle to see if it was open, and it was open. As she walked into the door there we party cups everywhere, there was what looked like a boy asleep on the sofa. As Mia walked through the apartment, she looked in through the kitchen which was a state, As she walked on further into the apartment, she got to Lilly's and Michaels door's Lilly's was closed, so was Michaels, Mia knocked at Michaels door, but there was no answer, she knocked again, still no answer, so she opened the door, walking up to his bed she saw her journal, she picked up the journal and heard a creek in the closet. Mia slowly walked over to the closet, picking up a baseball bat along the way. She swung the door open and there he was. He was unconscious. Michael was there with the blade in his hands, his arms bleeding everywhere

"Michael, oh my god." Mia grabbed a shirt, ripped it in half and half on each arms, wrapping it tightly to his arms, she ran and grabbed the phone, dialling 911.

Mia ran back into Michael and tried waking him up, she shook him tightly.

"Michael not now, please. Please, I need you; I know you need me, please." All these words were bursting out of her mouth mid sob, Mia was hurting so much.

"LILLY!" Mia screamed, "LILLY" no reply. "Ok", she jumped up out of Michaels room, and burst straight into Lilly's what she saw she did not want to see, Lilly had he body half out of her bed with which she was sharing with Josh. "Lilly wake up now" no response again. Mia walked over to her friend whom was fast asleep, slapped her on her leg, "Wake up get dressed, Michael and I need you, NOW!" Mia ran out of her room so her friend could get dressed, running straight back into Michael's room, falling down to her feet she wrapped her arms tightly around Michael, crying tears of deep sorrow, for her love.

Lilly came running into the room. "Mia, MICHAEL! Oh my god what's happened?"

"Lilly please, go outside there is an ambulance on its way, please go get them show them up" Lilly was panic staring down at her brother, rubbing the eyeliner across her face. "Michael" she sobbed and ran out of the room straight through the hall and down the stairs, Mia heard every step. Mia kept shaking him, slapping his face, screaming at him. Nothing was working, but Mia wouldn't give up. She continued shaking him, smacking him, anything to wake him up or get something from him.

Mia persisted.

Lilly came running through the hall with the paramedics, whom ran to Mia and Michaels side.

"What's his name?" One of the paramedics spoke calmly.

"Michael Moscovitz." Mia spat out his name and cried even more.

"Ok thanks! Then the paramedics started doing what they do best, one ran to get the stretcher. Michael was carried out onto a busy street where he was rushed to hospital, leaving Mia weeping huddled up in the closet.