Story: My Diary
Author: J.E.A.R.K.Potter (Jackie)
Rating: R
Disclaimer: I own the plot, that's it. J.K. Rowling owns everything
else.
-----
Summary: Hermione's diary. Rated R for sexual matters, drugs, alcohol, and attempted suicide....
-----
(This is where our main story starts)
Entry 1-
7-14-96
Dear Diary-
Well, Harry and I are at the Weasley's Family Reunion. I still can't believe what happened last night... I swear, Ginny's friends (Well, actually mine too. I just made them last night.) Christine and Janelle, they both had it planned to get Harry and me together! I don't really like Harry, but I'm 15, and still haven't had a 'real' boyfriend.
I feel so left out compared to Ginny. She's already slept with tons of guys for her age! I shouldn't be thinking this way, I know.
Anyways, with Harry, Harry, Ginny, Ron, Christine, Janelle, and I all played Truth-or-Dare. Everything was going great, till Janelle HAD to ask Harry if I liked him, if he'd ask me out. He said yes! Of course, my thoughts went to how Harry and Cho, you know, my ENEMY these days, were going out. Wait... They still are! Remind me to tell Harry to break up with that bitch... Well, of course, a few more truths down the line; Janelle asked me if I liked Harry. I blushed! Of all the things I could have done... I don't really like Harry, remember that, but NO! Janelle said that meant yes, so she made Harry ask me out.
One thing I didn't expect was Ginny to get angry. She thought I'd betrayed her! I still don't see how I did, though. I just think Harry's hot... Ginny went crazy last night over it. Saying I wasn't her friend, Harry was a complete ass... Oh! Who could forget her throwing pillows at Harry when all of us tried to talk to her? Some friend SHE is... I still love her like my sister, you know, but it's not very fair to me. I know she likes Harry, diary, but... Oh who cares? I felt horrid for saying yes to him afterwards, but Harry said everything would be fine, and he hugged me to him as we lay down on the floor, holding hands and just talking.
So, that's how the night went on. A few times, Mr. Weasley came in to check on us, but luckily nothing was going on... Then. Some of our dares got a little crazy. I've never been the one to grab a guy or anything; I'm just the calm settle one. Evidentially, that's not the way the game is played!
What I liked best about the entire night was when we got to go to sleep. Ginny and her cousin, Payten, slept down on the floor (opposite side of Harry and me). Ron, Christine, and Janelle all slept on the bed. I found out earlier today that Christine isn't even related to any of the Weasley's. She's actually Lupin's cousin (don't ask why she was at a Weasley's get together)! Ron and Christine are going out, found that out, too. Odd ways, you know...
Last night was the first night I've ever slept in the arms of anyone that I was sexually involved with. It was really cozy! We slept on one of Christine's pillows and her stuffed dog. Well... Yeah. I've been having horrible nightmares, since I was six, and that very, very time... I was safe! Can you believe that? No nightmares for me! I still can't believe it... It's a miracle. I need to go.
-Hermione
-----
(A/N- so, what do you think of My Diary so far? Please leave a review or flame!! -Jackie)
