Story: My Diary
Author: J.E.A.R.K.Potter
Rating: R
Disclaimer: I own the plot.

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Thanks to my reviewers!! Lilli, Erin from J.E.A.R.K.Potter, BubblyBubbles365, Miranda G. Potter, Lunalovegood, and Nightdreamer13. Thanks, ya'll!!

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Entry 63
11-23-97

Dear Diary,

Thank the heavens I'm not pregnant!! Now I have to deal with the
bloody... That's the wrong word to use with the curse.
I'm going to go. I think I'm going to take a nap. Toodles.
-Hermione

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Entry 64
11-23-97

Dear Diary,

Oh my god am I ever scared! I've never been so bloody scared in my entire life (besides about my feelings)!!!!! I gave Ron a letter to give to Harry. Why? Padma talked me into it. I felt like Miss Confident but now... Oh my Merlin I'm so fucking scared!!!!! Here, listen to the letter...

Harry-
Why did I hear from Ron that when you broke up with me ages ago that you broke up with me because everyone seemed to know I'd let you fuck me if you asked? Earlier he told me that you broke up with me because I didn't put out enough!! I'd really like to know which it was. Also, are you a virgin or are you not? Ron said that you were on the dance night. Yet you always tell people you're not. I actually heard from him that as
soon as you fuck Cho you're ditching her. Is that what you planned to do to me? If so, why the hell did you tell me you loved me so many times? Have you told Cho that you love her? What about Lavender or any of the other chicks? Sorry... I was a bit angry there... Why are you avoiding me? Is it because you know what happened between Ron and me? I noticed you did talk to him about it but not me... If that's why you're avoiding
me, I'm sorry. You're NOT going to get this letter like you accidentally got my other one. Wait!! Is that why you're avoiding me? Cause you know now how I really feel? Good goblets I ask too many questions for a letter you're never going to get...
Love Always and Forever,
Hermione

Do you see why I'm so bloody scared?
-Hermione

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Entry 65
11-24-97

Dear Diary,

Padma and I skipped school. Yeah, we did!! Before Flinch could catch us, we walked to Hogsmeade's and spent some time there. Then, you know what we did? We walked to Diagon Alley!! Well, almost did. My mum found us and brought us there. She was pissed that we were skipping school. Well, I know I can get off with something and Mum will cover for me. I'll be in some trouble of course because I didn't tell, but Padma? We don't
think she's going to be able to cover for herself!! --Sighs--

Padma, last night, made a Ron box. She keeps a box of all of her memories of her past loves, right? Ron has his own box and it's almost full! We're on the same page with missing the guys. Last night, I heard Padma crying in her sleep.

Luna's not in a good mood, for some reason, she's comparing herself to Peter Pettigrew. She's nothing like him!! She'd never betray any of us like Peter betrayed James!! I hope she gets to feel better soon... I'm glad that she's coming to me with her problems because that's what I do to her.

I hope that Parvati's not angry that Padma and I skipped school!

Got to go. Toodles!
-Hermione

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Entry 66
11-24-97

Dear Diary,

Listen to this poem that I wrote...

Her Angel-

There in a corner the sorrowed girl lies
Her heart not knowing any truth
All she remembers is being told "I love you"
Looking out the window to the moon so full and round
She wants her angel to come back down to save her from this horrid pain
In the eyes of another these see the beauty within that she hides
Though they know it is there she will never give into their begs
She wants her angel and only her angel
He is the one who could lift her out of this place and take her away
Only her angel

Oh! Here are some cute sayings...

1) First I liked you then I loved you now I'm afraid to lose you
2) He handed her 12 roses 11 real, one fake. He said, "I'll love you till the last one dies."
3) Now I lay down for my nightmares to begin I wish for one person to be here for me That person can't, though, because he's left my life
4) Forever alone in the darkness of my mind I'll lie down my life just to be in your arms one last time before I did die... Forever alone I'll be...
5) Darkness quickly steals the light that shined within her eyes she slowly swallows all her fear and sooths her mind with lies Well, all she wants and all she needs are reasons to survive a day in which the sun will take her artificial light...

Well, I got to go. Bye!
-Hermione

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