Story: My Diary
Author: J.E.A.R.K.Potter (Jackie)
Rating: R
Disclaimer: I own the plot.

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Thanks to my reviewers!! Erin from J.E.A.R.K.Potter, BubblyBubbles365, Lilli, Miranda G. Potter, NightDreamer13, and missradcliffe. Thanks,
ya'll!!

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Entry 67
11-24-97

Dear Diary,

Listen to what I found of Ginny's...

Merlin why do I hate her so much? Is it because she's a slut or because she goes after every guy I like? Well, that doesn't matter. I should just let her have him or just grab the gun or get a knife to end my life. So she would have no one in her way. So she could sleep with another yet have the one I love. I bet she doesn't know I go and hurt myself when she talks about him. I mean, she just goes and tells the world about their affair! P.S. She must be proud.

The reason I know that's about me is because my name is axed out under the p.s. I might be going to stay in Fred and George's place with Fred, George, and Ron since it's really close to the school...

Do you know how upset I was after I found that? I'm about ready to start crying! I don't talk like that about Ginny, yet she talks about me like that? Oh hell no!! That pisses me off! I'm really tempted to just... Just give up our fucking friendship!!
-Hermione

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Entry 68
11-25-97

Dear Diary,

Well, Padma and Ron might be getting back together. I'm not to tell Parvati, though. It's because Parvati told Padma she'd disown her as a sister if she got back together with Ron. I swear I will NOT let anything go on between Ron and I this time. I was such a horrible friend for letter it go on before, you know...

In my leg, I now have the letter H carved into it. I was talking to Luna as I cut it with a knife. She said I was in a freaky mood. I think it's because I was feeling almost drunk from cutting. It was actually fun!! Can you believe that? I got hurt my Grace and Ron for it, though. They saw it... Grace punched me in the leg and Ron kept smacking right where it is. I just hope Harry doesn't find out... That also reminds me Harry hasn't gotten my letter yet from Ron thank Merlin!!

I'm in progress with talking to Harry. It's become really awkward talking to him. It's like... He's not the Harry I once knew, so I can barely talk to him. This afternoon at lunch, Harry actually said hi to me when he left! No one else besides me!! Merlin, I sound pathetic, don't I?

Last night, I had a dream. It was really weird... All right. I was dating Harry again. Then I was dating this one guy, I have no clue who the hell he was. I think in my dream I called him something like Malik or something weird like that. So, in other words, I was two timing Harry like I think he did to me. Only thing with it was, though, I didn't even like Malik like that. I just hung out with him and snogged him. All that time, Harry and I were getting closer to each other. It seemed all Harry wanted to do was spend time with me. Does this ring a bell to you? It sounds a lot like I did when I was with Harry... Well, I had to go back to the USA for something. I can't remember what it was... I broke up with the Malik guy before I did. I was going to tell Harry, but when I did... He clung on to me like there was no ending. He even started crying because he didn't want me to go!! Do you know how much I wish that was true? I don't think he cares about me at all... That dream probably would have gone on, but Mc Gonagall woke me up for classes (I over slept).
-Hermione

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Entry 69
11-26-97

Dear Diary,

All of the prefects had to do this community service project around the school. We were forced to cut down trees (small ones) that were growing around the grounds. All the prefects were either people I hate or people I don't know. I did make a new friend, though, named Kristi. She's pretty cool (minus the fact that she once asked Harry out!). She's in the... 6th year I think? Eh, somewhere around there.

Oh!!! Draco Malfoy got transferred to Gryffindor!! No one knows why... Not even Draco would tell us. He's got the same schedule as Harry, so we barely see him, either.

Tonight Padma's older sister, Staci (I've mentioned her before I think), came and hung out with us at school. Draco and her got together. I think it's pretty cool, you know... Ginny was jealous since she likes Draco. I was sad because Ron had Padma and Draco had Staci. Ginny was crying, plus I'm still sort of pissed at her, and there was no one else here, besides Colin Creevy would was going on about nothing to no one, really. Why couldn't Harry have been here? Because he was off getting Dudley into trouble, I do believe... --sighs-- I miss Harry.
-Hermione

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(A/n-- I know, these are short. I've just gotten great reviews, so I wanted to hurry up with these. With the dates, now... Usually I put them back to when they were set and one month ahead of what they actually were suppose to be... Here's what's going on, though Christmas coming up not next month like it is here in the story for me. Christmas is a depressing time for both Hermione and me, because that's when my father and Hermione's Papa died. Plus, Christmas is the day before Harry asked Hermione back out and Bret asked me out again. So, we got a problem there... I can't really write ahead of time for this. Therefore, dates are changing from the time. I've just been going in order, really, for some part lately. Anyways... Please review!! It doesn't take that long to click the little button below and say, "I hate your story" or "I love your story"... You know, something along them lines!! Bye, ya'll!!
--Jackie)