Story: My Diary
Author: J.E.A.R.K.Potter (Jackie)
Rating: R
Disclaimer: I own the plot.

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Entry 70
11-28-97
Dear Diary,

I'm stuck writing with the light of a candle. Voldemort attacked. He didn't go for Harry or anything, he just went with setting tornadoes of around the school. I was scared out of my mind!! I was with Ron, Fred, and George when everything hit. We were right by one of the tornadoes, actually.

After everything calmed down, we went and found Ginny. She is okay. After that I made sure Padmé was fine, she was besides the fact that she was terrified. Ginny, George, and I went to check on Harry. Voldemort's tornadoes didn't even hit the area that he was in!! He wanted to ask me something but he called me Cho and Lavender. Finally he got my name right but then he forgot what he wanted to ask me. That idiot... Complete idiot!

Now I'm sitting in a room with Fred. Voldemort's left signs that he might attack with more tornadoes again. We don't know, though. Fred is leaving soon. George, Ron, and Ginny all went back to the tunnels. I wanted to stay with Padmé, so Fred stayed behind with me.

Earlier today before the attack, Luna was suppose to tell me who she fancies because I went 24 hours without saying Harry's name. Now with the owls all too scared to fly, no one's receiving owls. It's not fair! I want to know whom Luna fancies!

I wonder what...

WE HAVE LIGHT AGAIN! OWLS ARE WORKING! Oh thank Merlin himself!!!

This reminds me, though. Earlier my parents were here having talk with Dumbledore. About what, I do not know. They brought Lyn and Dawn. Well, I was wearing a skirt because I totally forgot about my leg, right? Luckily only Lyn saw it. She said this to me, "Hermy, you're like my big sister. I know that you love Harry but you shouldn't carve his
first letter into your leg." That is what came out of a five-year-old's bloody mouth! Do you know how guilty that made me feel? Very, very guilty... She promised she wouldn't tell, though, especially not Dawn. If Dawn or Harry knew about my leg...

I'm talking to Padma via the Internet now. She wants to fix up my room at home to look cool. I'll tell you if we ever get around to it, all right?

I can't believe Harry called me Cho and Lavender! I wonder what he wanted...
-Hermione

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Entry 71
11-29-97

Dear Diary,

Great. This is all just fucking great! Ginny found you, read you... On Merlin's fucking grave!!! Where the hell is my knife... WHERE IS IT? I'm really, really pissed... Lately that's all I am, isn't it? Why am I like this? I don't want to be... I just want my knife. Seriously!
-Hermione

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Entry 72
11-30-97

Dear Diary,
I'm so bored! All I'm doing is sitting in Snape's class being bored out of my mind! My leg hurts like a human's neck as a vampire latches onto it. Hold on. I got to take a test. I'll be back in a while.

Okay. I'm back. Now I'm in Flitwick's class pretending that I'm taking notes. --Rolls eyes-- What I wanted to tell you were at breakfast this morning, Harry was there. All of the seats were really full (okay, so there were a few empty...) but there was nowhere Ginny and I could sit together. So... Ginny sat by a little 5th year because Harry wasn't letting any one sit right by him. What I did was pick up his bag, move it, and then I jumped into the seat. I hadn't changed into my robes yet, so I was in a skirt, which I forgot that I was wearing. Let's just say that Draco talked to Harry and said that he got a good view of my knickers! He also was saying things like, "Come on, mate! Let your girlfriend sit by you!" Merlin is he lucky that I didn't yell, "He's NOT my boyfriend!" Usually, I do yell at people when they say that. Ron's heard me do that around a thousand times as has Ginny and Mum. I have to go for a bit. When I write more, I'll tell you what Padma did to herself.

Again, I'm back. Padma cut herself. You know how I have my H on my leg? Padma had planned on doing an R on her leg around the same size as mine. It's not the same size as mine nor is it just the R While mine is about two inches, her's is three and a half. While mine is just the H her's is RONALD! I'm not mad at her. I think Ron is, though. He kept saying throughout Sprout's class how he plans to kill her for that and the hickeys on his neck.

There's really nothing going on. I'm sitting at lunch and all I can think about is Harry. This is so crazy! Diary, I shouldn't miss him this much. I saw him earlier! Right now, though, I barely ate anything because I just miss him so much that I've lost my appetite!

Sorry. I had to go quickly there. Lunch ended. I've got wonderful watching the time skills, don't I? Oh my Merlin! Where the bloody hell is Harry? I mean I know he wasn't at lunch but that was because he has classes. No one has classes at suppertime. Where the
bloody hell is Harry?

Okay. Dudley just told me that Harry went up to the dorms earlier today because he was stoned off his ass. He did look pretty ripped out of his mind this morning at breakfast...

I'm going to go head up to the dorms to get some sleep. I'm rather tired... Plus, I want to lay in bed and cry because I miss Harry so bloody much!!
-Hermione