Story: My Diary
Author: J.E.A.R.K.Potter (Jackie)
Rating: R
Disclaimer: I own the plot.

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Thanks to my reviewers! Miranda G. Potter, Lilli, kari, Erin from J.E.A.R.K.Potter, Bubblybubbles365, and missradcliffe! Thanks, ya'll!!
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A/N -- I know that I'm losing one reviewer, Kari. She is the one who is Padma in my story. Even though she is not going to be able t get the reviews for her story, I'd like it if ya'll went and out her story. Its called "Padma's Secrets" her pen name is PadamPatil. Thanks, everyone.
--Jackie
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Entry 73
12-1-97

Dear Diary,

Padma is sooooo fucking lucky she's been getting away with this shit!! Okay, she's been staying at her house with her mum, right? Well, she DROVE the muggle car up here to Hogwarts to pick us up! It's awesome and all... I just hope that she doesn't get caught. She doesn't have her license, so yeah. If she gets caught, she's stuck in MUGGLE JAIL!!!

Padma also brought me the stuff for my room back at home. It's awesome! It's a blue/green flamed bed comforter, four lava lamps, the alarm/radio/cd player that I've needed for a long time. Then, she also brought me a dolphin poster! It's adorable!
Dolphins are, after all, my favourite animal!

Merlin... I miss Harry... Sorry. I'm sitting in Magical History and Miss Ferra is going on about something. I don't really know. I've already coloured on my binder that I carry
around...

I'm back. Sorry, class ended. Now I just get to sit here, in my wonderful dorm room, doing NOTHING! Mc Gonagall and I have been getting into a lot of fights today. I can't even remember what the bloody hell they were about... Hold on. My cell phone is ringing.

Okay. It's Padma. She wants to come get Ron, Harry, and me to go and get wasted off our arses. Should I agree? Bloody hell yes!! I'll write back later to tell you what happens.

I'm back. WOOHOO!!! I got an awesome buzz going on from Padma's wine coolers and Captain Morgan's. We tried to get Ron but when he threw rocks at his window, there was no answer. Damn asshole! We also tried to get Harry, but yeah... It didn't work. We...
Actually, Padma, knocked on the window. The damn prat went to sleep on us!! We were planning on having sex with both of them. I even had the condoms for it!! How we were going to do it, I do not know. I think I would get Harry in the back seat, and then Padma would get Ron in the front... Hmmm...
-Hermione
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Entry 74
12-2-97

Dear Diary,

I think I'm supposed to go and stay with Parvati. She wants me to come and be with her. I mean I sort of have been neglecting her, haven't I?

Sorry. I think this is going to be a night where I'm cut off a lot from writing in you. Everything is crazy being here at home! I can't go to with Parvati because I have no ride. I'm probably going to go to be with her when Mum goes to work in the morning.

Yeah. This is going to be a night that I write bits and pieces every time tonight. MINE sweatshirt! My Harry's sweatshirt! :)

This sucks! Harry has to go to training! He tried to get out of it but Lupin won't bend the rules for him. He really wanted to go and get wasted with Padma, Ginny, Ron, Staci, and
me. Poor Harry!

On Merlin's grave, Harry!! I wish he'd stop (so what if I don't) calling me asking me to go and get Ron so he can ask Ron to go to training with him. Ron can't, though. Mr. Weasley would never let him.

I'm sorry for this part, but Ginny will NOT shut up!!! Please, Diary, get her to shut up!!!

I finally gave into Harry. I went up to the park with Ginny to get Ron. We get there and

we see Harry running down the street to get Ron!! The idiot... Well, anyways, after we all
talked for a while, we just were standing there. Harry said, "I got to go." He acted like he was going to hug us good-bye but then he slapped our boobs and ran! He did the same to Ginny... --rolls eyes--

Oh my Merlin. Ron broke up with Padma because he wanted to fucking have fun with Ashley!!! The fucking goddamn asshole! I sooooo need to kill him.

I just got back from London. Padma is wasted off her ASS!!! She came and got us from the school, and then we went to Staci's house. Well, Staci and her friends wanted to hurt Ron because of what he did to Padma. When Staci took Padma that left Ron, Christine, Ginny and I in the basement. It was so stupid! On our way TO London (when Padma wasn't

wasted off her ass) she hit a deer! Change that, she KILLED a deer!!!

I need Harry. I really, really, REALLY miss him! My stomach hurts because I miss him so much..
-Hermione
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Entry 75
12-3-97

Dear Diary,

This is serious. Padma... Padma is in El Dora. El Dora is a muggle place called JUVI! Well, we don't KNOW if she's there... We'll know tomorrow, though. Mandi is supposed to tell me what is happening to Padma tomorrow.

Well, Padma was wasted off her ass, remember? Ron told her he'd drive her home. He did that... She wanted to park the car so she could go back over to Staci's then get Ron a ride back to Hogwarts. When Ron got out of the car, a police officer drove by.

Evidentially where they were, where weren't suppose to be. So, police started after her. She raced down the streets with her MUM'S car just remember that. By the time they caught her, she had ran over the spikes that flatten the tires, set the car on fire, and ran into a semi.

Ron's okay he made it over to Staci's without getting caught by the cops. He actually was trying to get the police off of Padma's case, but it didn't work.

Right now, we really don't know what's happening. We know that Padma's only got a scratch on her neck from where the window glass hit her a little bit (other than that, she's
fine). If her trial goes well tomorrow, she might only have to spend three years in El Dora. Parvati's friend, Tonya, had the same charges almost, though, when she was the same age as Padma. She had one year in El Dora and three years of probation.

I miss Padma so much. Diary, I promise on this day that I will not ever do something like this again. It's bad enough that we've been letting this go on for a while, now, but yeah...

Everyone is really torn up about this. Ron went to Parvati's last night and got back home this morning. Right now, I'm at Parvati's. We called Harry and told him what was going on. Then, Parvati and I were just talking to him regularly. He said that he felt unloved! Before my cell phone died, I was saying, "If he's unloved, I'd like to know where the fuck my heart's been!" I don't know if he heard me or not, because yeah... We weren't able to call him back. If he heard me, I wonder what he thinks... --sighs-- I'm going to go. I'm really worried about Padma.
-Hermione