Story: My Diary
Author: J.E.A.R.K.Potter
Rating: R
Disclaimer: I own the plot...
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Entry 80
12-10-97

Dear Diary,
I've neglected you for a few days, for that I am sorry... I really didn't mean to, it's just that I seem to have a lot going on... Minus the fact that while I'm writing this, I'm on a pretty good buzz from the weed that Ron, Ginny, and I found... In which Harry, Draco, Greg (Harry's friend), Dudley, and Goyle all stole it from us...'(Eeriest!! My damn mashed potatoes are cold!!! Grr... I want my potatoes!! They are cold!! Waa!!!!!

Oh my Merlin, Diary, I am so sorry that I wrote that after I got done smoking three bowls of weed... I'm so sorry!!! I'm betting that you want to know what's happened over the past few days of me not writing, right?

12-7-97
There was a dance held for some of the Hogwarts students (Draco and Harry weren't there). Ginny and I got ready in Hannah's dorm, which was really cool. We had a blast at the dance...Ginny called Draco on my cell phone since we're in Hogsmeade's. He and Harry were at Lupin's and they said that they wanted to pick us up to go and get
stoned. I also learned that day that Harry might want to get back together with me... They didn't pick us up, though. Lupin wouldn't let them. We didn't get to see him (Harry) that night or Draco because they ended up staying at Goyle's house...

12-8-97
I learned that Padma's NOT to have contact with any of us because of this whole STEPS program she's on for her whole little... incident. It's suppose to turn her into a 'good' girl... Yeah right! Also, Ron and Parvati started going back out. Padma feels really left out...

12-9-97
Harry and Draco were butt holes!! They didn't show up so we (Ginny and I) could have fun!! :'(I got all dressed up for NOTHING! Merlin damn fuckers...

That leaves me with today... With nothing at all really happening. Tonight, Draco and Harry really ARE supposed to come!! We might be going into London to eat dinner then back to Lupin's... You don't think it's going to matter that I'm on my period, do you?
--Sighs--

I don't know if I've told you this before, but my family thinks that I have half of a bypolonare disorder. I sort of have to agree with them, since I was out of it for most of the day today. Look at what I found in my notebook!! These people are what I actually call my personalities...

(Kodi) Why are you doing this, Doom?

(Doom) If someone else is doing it, no one will notice that Hermione is!!

(Jaz) so u r sayin u wanna KILL us?!?!

(Doom) Well duh!!!

(Kodi) But... Why? There is no reason! We have a nice life the moment!

(Shilah) We don't have Harry...

(Doom) SHILAH!

(Shilah) Oops... I'll shut up...

(Doom) That's a good idea. Now...Reason for want to kill Hermione, easy! If you haven't noticed, life's not easy. Why not just take our life now so we won't have to deal with the future?

(Jaz) but Doom its not coo that u r wantin 2 do this 2 us we wanna c goin on in our life bc its alot easier 2 just... live ya no! if ya think bout it y want 2 kill urself sum of us wanna c tomorrow??

(Shilah) I want to see Harry...

(Doom) SHILAH!

(Kodi) SHILAH!

(Jaz) SHI!

(Shilah) No!... Harry... Harry... I'm going with Doom if Harry got killed...

(Kodi) Good goblets, Shilah! All you THINK about is Harry... Why don't you focus on the fact that Doom wants to KILL us?!?!

(Shilah) Cause I miss Harry...

(Jaz) go figure u no this is probably ds smart we r gonna c Kodi

(Kodi) Yes, it is! I want to live, unlike Doom! --rolls eyes--

(Doom) Well let's just ask all 6 of us which one they want! I, Domince, go for death. So one out of six for death! What about you, Shilah?

(Shilah) I... I...Is Harry dead, too?

(Kodi) No, he's not.

(Shilah) Then I'm alive!

(Doom) --rolls eyes-- We know Kodi is for life, Jaz?

(Jaz) life all da way man!

(Doom) Fine. Dani?

(Dani) I'm whatever u r for, Doom.

(Doom) --smiles-- Good. So that 2/6 vs. 3/6. What about you, Leo?

(Leo) Although after ... Bloody bumps! No, I want to live!

(Jaz) u lose Doom so 4 get it!

(Shilah) Harry?

(Jaz) ya Harry u I & da rest r gonna b alive 4 a while no

(Shilah) Harry!! I miss him...

(Doom) You all are hopeless! Shilah, why didn't you go with me?

(Shilah) Because Harry's alive I want Harry.

(Doom) Shilah, you know he doesn't like you! Look at our poems...

(Shilah) You got a point...

(Jaz) dunt listen 2 him Shi

(Kody) Babe, don't listen to that asshole! Harry does too like you! Think of what might happen...

That's what I found in my notebook. Don't you find that a tad bit... Stage?

Sorry about having to go like that. Ron suggested the best idea to me. Take Dad's Blazer. Go get Harry. Have me act like I do around Ginny and them (saying, "Harry looks so hot!" or "Merlin... I wish that he were mine again. He's so fine!") 'without' Harry seeing or hearing... In other words, just casually slip it in when Harry is supposedly not listening to us... Hehehe... I'll write back with what happens!!

DAMN HARRY! He's not there!!!!!! This is totally not fair!!! Eh, Ron got a new broom out of the deal (which he stole). We went into Burlington to try and find Draco's car (which he got from Narcissa who actually only gave him money...) but Ron ended up getting a new racing broom. Pretty cool if you ask me! Now, I need to go... I've got to get
to sleep, plus I think Mum is waking up to go to work. If they find out that we took the blazer, Ron, Ginny, George and I? We'll all be DEAD!!!

Sorry. I wanted to add in one more thing before I head to bed... In Parvati's things, she found this old letter that I wrote to JUSTIN back when I was going out with him!! I totally forgot about this fucking thing until she reminded me about it!! Give me a second and I'll find it again to write it out in here...

Justin
Hey. How are you? I'm tired... Just wrote letters to my little sister, Ginny, and my big brother, Ron. Fred approves of us dating!! Yeah, but he doesn't approve of Ginny and Brandon (sorry, but I can't remember who the hell he is!!). Parvati is telling EVERYONE about how "cute" we were at Three Broomsticks (I went there with him??)! It's funny, actually. Hey, I'm sorry I'm so quiet... It seems every time I like someone, I'm always as quiet as a mouse, if I think of someone like a brother, and I never shut up... Literally. Really, I think it's because I don't want to make a fool in front of the person I like and if it's in
front of someone like a brother, I could care less. Anyways, I need to go. Talk to you soon!
Love always,
Hermione

Sorry now that I read that, that's just gross. Why did I say 'love'??? I never loved him!!! Dumbass!!! I miss Harry....
-Hermione