Story: My Diary
Author: J.E.A.R.K.Potter (Jackie)
Rating: R
Disclaimer: I'm making a huge disclaimer that will go on the end of the story, okay? Till then, I own the plot.
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(A/n-- Hey. If I don't update as much, I'm sorry. Last night, I was in a car accident. I'll have that entry coming up don't worry... Okay? Love ya'll!!! --Jackie)
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Entry 81
12-11-97
Dear Diary,

Well that was... Odd. Ron had Dean Thomas (he's now in Slytherin) down for a while. They came into the common room while I was still in my pajamas! I'm sort of doing laundry... It's always weird seeing an ex boyfriend, you know!

I don't want to take the blazer any more, but I want to get Harry back... I miss him so much! It hurts when I'm thinking about him. It hurts worse when I look at my wrist or my stomach, but it just burns my heart to see my leg with the H (which I'm re-doing to be deeper) carved into it.

Parvati is doing well (Sorry, I'm a grammar freak! I just changed that from good to well). We saw her and talked to her over the phone. She thought Ron was going to break up with her because Padma feels left out. Ron talked to me about both of them. He said that he wishes they could understand that he loves both of them and that he doesn't want to choose between he two. In a way, I understand that. They are both my best friends and I want to see both of them happy. Both are happy with Ron, though. We know there will be a time that he will be forced to make a decision, but we're teenagers! I also understand their point of view, though, because of how I want Harry. I want Harry all to myself.

I'm sorry but Ginny is starting to royally piss me off... AGAIN! You know how I am over Harry's shirt... That's MY shirt! He gave it to me, not them!

Want to know what Ron just told me? When Dean was here, he was going to try and get me back. That's just... No! These are my thoughts: Harry, Harry, oh, and HARRY! You know that that is like, the only thing that goes through my mind. Evidentially, so does Ron. He's the one who told Dean he couldn't get me because all I ever think about it Harry.

On Merlin's grave! Sorry, Ginny is pissing me off... A lot! I'm in a bad mood. A really bad mood that's making me be a bitch. I'm only sort of being nice to Ron, because he's trying to calm me down. Ginny's a different story. She knows how pissed I get when she says shit like, "Fine! I'll just go up to Harry's where I'm not hated!" Diary... --shakes head-- Never mind. Earlier Ginny got pissed at me. She said I was flirting with Dean! Let's ask Ron if he thinks I was... He said I wasn't. So ha, BITCH! Ginny said, "I don't get how you flirt with Dean, flirt with Ron, then say you love Harry." I wish that she'd get it that Ron is just one of my friends!! NOTHING MORE! Why does everyone have to bring up my mistake, Diary? I wish that they'd get it that having been diagnosed with half of a bypolarnary disorder is sort of what causes me to do stuff like that!! It's as if I have no control over how I feel!!!!!! Why... Why... Why...

I'm back. I went off crying there. Eh, who cares? I can't wait till all of this is over. I mean, Ginny and I fighting, Parvati and Padma's fighting... All of that sort of things, you know. Maybe then everyone can be at least somewhat happy!

I shouldn't be saying this, but YES! Ginny is leaving!

Ron's sort of cleaning up one of the deserted rooms (which is a pit), I think I might want my room down here when there's a bed and stereo system... Nah. This can just be a place for us all to hang out.

Oh my... Remember that song that I said, "I was the one who gave you your first kiss. Girl, remember cause I said, "Put your lips like this." "? That was just on the radio. --Sighs-- Now I'm even sadder.

Fucking a... She didn't leave! This totally sucks!

Haha! Ron doesn't know how to wash clothes the muggle way! It's so simple!

I'm going to go for a bit. I think I'm going to start crying... Again. I want to cut so badly!!

I'm back again. That was so... Weird! At home, a semi carrying cows sort of got stuck in a ditch right by the Burrow! A lot of us got to go home for the night... Right?

We were allowed to be out past our curfew without the police really caring. So... Ron wanted to get new brooms. I agreed because we were going to get Harry to flirt with me... Who could have guessed that he was already planning on doing so? LoL...

So, we went to Lupin's to get Harry. It was hilarious! He was sleeping in the nude (I know you're thinking what I was thinking!), right? What was funny was getting him out of bed. Ron kept shining a flashlight in on him and he was flipping us off. At one point he started to get on his pants... Then, Ron shined the light in on him again but Harry was trying to sleep! Damn asshole! LoL, So, he got up and got on his shirt. That whole time I was resisting the urge not to laugh. Again, he tried to go to sleep. So, Ron mooned him a few times. Harry must have not liked that because he turned on his bedroom light which blinded all three of us! Harry laughed and shut off the light to find his two socks. He blinded us a few more times.

To get to Harry's place, we rode brooms to get there. You know how I got home? I had to sprint! I was out of air (I'm out of shape, totally) plus I was sneezing from pollen getting into my nose.

When we were all at my house, we waited for the semi to actually get moved out (took them two fucking hours!) then I crawled into Mum and Dad's room to get the blazer keys... They woke up! Luckily I had the cover of playing with the cats because all the cats were in there.

All of them had to go. We planned on trying again, but I fell asleep because Ginny and I got confused with what the other one said. Oh, Diary, I'm so scared! Lupin found out Harry had snuck out! If Harry gets into a lot of trouble... I'll report back tomorrow to tell you how he's doing. Night...
-Hermione
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(A/n-- I wrote this entry back on November 21st, 2004 (I think!!!) okay?)
(A/n-- I think I'm going to have to squeeze a week into a day because Christmas is a fucking 14 days away (from when I wrote these entries) and in real life it's... 35 days. So, two weeks in story compared to almost 4. Let's figure this out... 3 days stuffed into about 1 day in the story, okay? This diary is going to go till the end of the school year (about 6-7 more months). If after that, ya'll want a My Diary 2, I'll have to ask you then. Oh yeah, after Christmas the days will actually go along with the journal, month, too, minus the year, though I'm trying to remember what else I wanted to say... OH! I have to sort of change Hermione's b-day to February 24th because... Yeah. It'll be pretty odd if I write about my birthday in here... So remember that I have to switch Herm's b-day in here. SHIT! I have to switch Harry's and Ron's, too! To get Bret and Tommy's b-days in here... Ya'll know this is an A/U fic, so yeah... Harry's new birthday is January 13th and Ron's is January 15th, okay? Yeah..-Jackie)