Story: My Diary
Author: J.E.A.R.K.Potter (Jackie)
Rating: R
Disclaimer: I'm still making up the huge ass one, so till then, I own the plot.
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(A/n-- Remember that the characters are very OOC. OH! I also forgot last chapter mention the whole thing WONDERFUL REVIEWERS!!! I'm sorry...--Jackie)
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Thanks to the reviewers of... (ch. 9) slykill who is new, (ch. 24) Erin from J.E.A.R.K.Potter, Lilli, sugas love, Miranda G. Potter, then two new reviewers, Hocky-Gal-Sport12 and jEnA, then my karebear, Kari!! Thanks to ya'll!!! Now, for chapter 25... Erin from J.E.A.R.K.Potter, Lilli, Miranda G. Potter, BubblyBubbles365, and Kari!!! Thanks, ya'll!!!
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Entry 82
12-12-97
Dear Diary,
Hannah is fighting with Kory. She's going nuts!! Both of them, I mean... They're fighting over something of Susan's. We... Crap! I forgot what I was going to say! I remember Mae and I have to work later...
Should I help save the rain forest? Eh, probably... I have to participate in a stupid bake sale thing. Six other girls (including Mae, Kory, and Susan) and myself have to work. I so need another damn job... Maybe one that actually PAYS!
I just got my book back from Hannah. It's one that I'm writing. Here, I'll give you the first paragraph...
The first time Marie saw her blood trickle down her wrist, she was addicted to the feel of the blade, the feel of the pain. There was no way she could live without it any more.
It's not very good. Marie is a name I've always wanted. I hate my own name! It's so... BORING!
Know how I just said BORING? That applies to this class... Charms... --yawn--
Want to hear a new poem I wrote? It's depressing, like the rest of my poetry and stories are. It's called 'Fallen Angel'
Alone in the night she cries to the moon
Quietly as she watches the blood slip from her wrist
Drip... Drip... Drop...
Flowing freely now, the blood gushes from her body
not time to save her...
She lays her head back against the tree, then silently draws her last breath
Slipping slowly upon the dewed grass, the blood pours around her frame
The sun rises above the horizon to show a fallen angel
Fallen from the heavens to be hated by the cruel world
She took her life because of love
Her mother looked out the window and screamed
She saw her only child, her precious angel, lying by the tree
Quickly she rang up the doctors to come to the aid
They told her it didn't matter
Her daughter was forever gone
The mother ran from the scene to hide away...
The doctors called the girls' friends to deliver the news to them...
There was no more of their friend
they said, "We found a note in her pocket... We can't read it, though...
If you'd like to see it, you may..."
Rushing to where the girl lie dead, they all began to weep
one friend grabbed the note then quickly reads...
He stole my heart and tore it up He shattered what was never there. I saw him as he kissed her like I never even cared...
They looked around then bowed their heads
Knowing exactly what she meant
Throwing down the note, they buried her right there
Pouring rain splattered on the ground as they dug
Talking quietly, as if knowing what they did wrong, they now know that
when she said she'd go through with it, she meant it
On the tree they carved into the wood, "Our Fallen Angel"
I guess I'm in a depressed mood since this whole thing with Harry is going on. Shit! I got to go. I have to go home...
It's mid-afternoon now I got to go home since Mum requested it. Today's Mum and Dad's anniversary and the whole family celebrate it together. I also get tomorrow off...
Good goblets! Lyn and James's father, Dusti, wants to have them this whole day. We always have them for today!! Merlin, he wrecks every celebration the family has together! He has ever since Jodi and him got a divorce!
Aunt Jo and Mum are fixing the food with the help of Lori (Dawn and her little sister, Reneé's mum) and Jodi. Albee is helping Jodi outside and she talks... Well, yells... at Dusti. Uncle Dean (Aunt Jo's husband) is carving the turkey. Reneé is running around with Dawn in the yard.
Okay. I'm back. Everyone is gone! FINALLY! I love my family, don't get me wrong, but I just wish I could have spent today with my REAL family! You know the people like Harry, Padma, Parvati, Ron, Ginny, Dawn (she was there, I know...), Reneé, Lyn, Christine, Draco, Luna, Hannah, and Grace. That would be the perfect 'family' get-together, don't you say?
Dean just called. He wanted to know if I knew where Ron was. How the bloody hell could I know where Ron is?
Later, Parvati is coming over. She called me earlier to tell me so. She made me talk to Justin... What the hell is up with me talking to all my exs?
Well, that was awesome! Christine's got her own car cherries everywhere!
Hey. I'm back. WOW! That was so... Cool! Okay, I guess I have to start out with Parvati coming, right?
Parvati arrived here. Well, her and Ron had a good time, I guess. Then Dean came and Ron went off with him. A little bit later, they came and picked Ginny, Parvati, and me up -- ON A FOUR-WHEELER! I've never been on one of those before. It was great!
We went exploring and found a deserted place. It has a mobile home and a shed (two couches and a bed!). Ron and Dean were ramping over tons of stuff. Oh, Diary! You won't believe the beautiful view it has of the river, the sky... I'd love to take Harry out there this summer, if we get back together.
That's only part one. Christine (after Parvati left) came down. I was on the phone with Parvati and she wanted Christine, Ron, Ginny, H.T.B (that's what we call Ginny and Ron's cousin, Henry Bode), and I to come up to see her. Well, we did.
We left H.T.B. with Parvati's little brother, Joe, while we went to the store to pick up some stuff. Christine, Ginny, Parvati and I all got matching tube tops. They're adorable!
So, after our shopping spree (which I shop-lifted bracelets from!), we took Parvati back and got H.T.B. Then, we decided to go where Padma lives and visited her. We met Jess (cousin) in which she gave me a couple of cigarettes.
Diary, I'm not really supposed to say this, but Christine wants Ron back. He was trying to get her to give him head. Anyways...
We got back to my house where I stayed there. I talked to Padma over the phone while doing so. At one point, Ginny called me on Christine's cell phone to tell me that we were supposedly going to 'rescue' Harry. Diary, you know me. Of course I agreed to go along – to get Harry.
It didn't work out that way, though. We ended up going to London to air up Christine's tires. That's when I fell asleep on Ginny while H.T.B. slept on my arse.
Awhile later I woke up. Ron was running away from what we all thought was one of our nosey neighbors. Nice wake up call, huh?
Finally, the driver caught up to us as we were in a bean field. The driver of a fucking four-wheeler was DEAN!
We had a lot of fun. Most of the time, Dean was driving the car and Ron/Christine were driving/riding on the four-wheeler. At one point, Ginny and I started to smell burning rubber. Dean dismissed the thought of it, though, because we were all having tons of fun doing donuts and such.
After about three hours or so of having fun, we noticed we were about out of gas so we headed out of the field. That is when ever H.T.B. started to smell the horrid smell of burnt rubber. We all got out of the car and that is when they noticed that, HEY! We were driving on a bloody rim!
Many times throughout the time, I had to go on the four-wheeler to gather items to fix the car such as wood, jacks, and gas... Hell, I even learned how to drive the bloody four-wheeler!! Sorry, but I find it rather funny. Just let me say, though, Diary, out there it was
FREEZING!! On Merlin's grave, was it ever! It was raining and I even think on one ride it was snowing! Can you believe that? We sort of had to get gas for the car and the four-wheeler at Dean's grandparents. I almost destroyed my pink hoodie with Tinkerbell (you know that little Disney fairy) on it! Yeah, I know. Hermione in pink! LoL! I laugh at it, too.
That leads to that night. We got home to my house (luckily after the adults were gone) safely. I'm not supposed to say this, Diary, but Ron is trying to cheat on Parvati with Christine. That's not what shocks me, though. Throughout the night, Dean, Ginny, and Ron came into my room and tapped me on the shoulder. Diary, they wanted a condom! Ginny and Dean, I mean. Ron wanted them to have one because they were also annoying Christine and him. Remind me NOT to go into my old room. That's where... Yeah know... Happened.
Well, I need to go. I seriously have to get some sleep. Night.
-Hermione
