Story: My Diary

Author: J.E.A.R.K.Potter (Jackie)

Rating: R

Disclaimer: I'm still making up the huge one…

Thanks to all of my reviewers!!! Miranda G. Potter, Kari (with tad bits of Megan…), Lilli, BubblyBubbles365, and Erin from J.E.A.R.K.Potter!! THANKS!! -Jackie

Entry 83

12-13-97

Dear Diary,

On Merlin's grave! I'm bawling my eyes out! I can't believe I was so stupid, Diary! I'll start out from the beginning of the day, all right? If my neck will really move for me to write…

This morning, Parvati came down to hang out with us. We were out playing Quidditch, and that's when Ron broke the news to her. He had been cheating on her with Padma and Christine. Parvati was heart broken, so we all left for my house where my parents were out. Ron left and Ginny came over. Us girls were having a great time! Then, Parvati called up Harry to tell him what Ron did…

I was so hyper! I was actually happy, Diary! That's when I asked Parvati to ask Harry if he had made up his mind about me. He said no. I asked, "Does that mean no you haven't made up your mind or no you're not going to date me?" He said he wasn't going to date me. I wish I would have known that when he told Parvati no, it was because he doesn't really like her, but at the time, I didn't. I was heart broken. I couldn't act like it, though. Parvati was already sad… Lucky Ginny was the only one who's got a boyfriend but she thinks Dean's going to break up with her because he likes Christine and me…

Well, to relief us of our stress, we went to see Christine. She had talked to Dean and he wanted ALL of us to go and see him and his cousin, Brandon. Of course, we agreed, so now we were off to see Dean and Brandon!

In the back of the car with Parvati, she said that she liked Dean… Yeah…

I got a chance to drive Christine's car. She had gotten out to ride with Brandon. It was so fun! I got to go almost 100 miles per hour on the gravel road! At the time, I found that to be… Fun.

Parvati also got to drive. She ramped a small ditch and almost hit Brandon's truck!!

After Dean took over again, we were pretty calm. Maybe we were going a tad bit over the speed limit, but that's it… At one point we all stopped. Dean got out and told us NOT to take the car. He should have known that when he told us that, we'd want to do it even more! Parvati jumped up in the front seat and then we took off.

She was literally going all over the road! For Merlin's sake, I drive more accurately than her! Our main goal was to stay away from Dean, Brandon, and Christine. At a stop sign, I made her switch me places.

I took off. You know, I'm pretty good at driving, I guess. I did really well at keeping away from them and all, and I only ran one stop sign to stay that way. Then, we got out on the gravel. Remember how I said it rained yesterday? Well, yeah… I'm already not that good out on the gravel. It slides around too much for my liking. So, the corners were murder to turn with loose gravel. I'd been slowing down to about 30-40 mph, but… There was this one really sharp turn. I really slowed down, but the bloody car just… Just… It lost control! We went over the steep ditch, destroyed part of a fence, and nicked a cow! No I didn't hit the cow I nicked it. No I didn't kill the cow I nicked it…

When all of this happened, oh, Diary, I was so scared! Was Christine going to kill me? How badly had my friends been hurt? Were they dead? What if I was dead and could never see Harry again? Oh, Harry!! I couldn't stop thinking of him!! His emerald eyes, his black hair… Everything about him that very moment seemed more real to me than anything in the entire world. Then, the impact hit.

I got out of it pretty okay. I mean, my neck can barely move, but it'll be better in a few days. I was more worried about Ginny and Parvati. Parvati only got scratches from the back window shattering on her. Ginny came out of it the worst, though. She's got a huge goose egg on her head. Diary, what would I have done if I would have killed them?!

It was hard not to start crying throughout all of this. I finally let it out when I started talking to Mum about it. Amazingly, her and Father aren't going to have me punished. They think the shock of all of this is enough punishment for any one to go through.

That reminds me… We told Mr. and Mrs. Weasley that Ginny fell down my cement stairs so she wouldn't get into trouble… She really is grounded and not to be out of the Burrow. So, if they knew where she was, she'd be in trouble…

Dean and Parvati kissed. Twice! I wasn't to tell Ginny, but for some reason, I did. I'm betting some how I'm going to end up getting dragged into the middle of this whole mess…

I'm going to go. I… I don't feel good. Actually, I feel like I'm going to pass out…

(A/N- So, there's the accident. I'm sorry that I didn't update sooner, but yeah… I'm writing this from school, not Erin typing it… So, if it has more errors, that's why. LoL! Well, I'll let ya'll just… Yeah… Hit the little button below and review!! –Jackie)