Story: My Diary
Author: J.E.A.R.K.Potter (Jackie)
Rating: R
Disclaimer: Uh... I own the plot (life) of this story. I also own a few other things that need not be copied from here. Also, do not copy any work that you do not know who it belongs to. Thank you.
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Thanks to my wonderful reviewers! I'm so sorry that it's taken me so long to post! I've had problems with my stupid keyboard, so I have not been able to send it to Erin to post! Thanks to... Fairywitch91, Kasi (2), Nick, Kari (2), Megan (3), Miss Sparrow, jEnA-gHeRl, miss-radcliffe, Lilli, Miranda G. Potter, Erin from J.E.A.R.K.Potter, and BubblyBubbles365. Thanks!
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Entry 96
1-17-98

Dear Diary,

I've really been neglecting you. For that, I'm really sorry.

I feel absolutely horrible, Diary. My knees are killing me! I cannot stand being this age with knobby knees! Last night when I was with Blade, my knees ached so badly that since I had been straddling him, I had to go over and lay down by him instead!

Oh... I found out he's got a girlfriend... It's crap!

I'm going to go...
-Hermione
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Entry 97
1-25-98

Dear Diary,

Again I have been found neglecting you. I'll fill you in on exactly what I can remember...

I've been trying to sort of not talk to Padma or Parvati because they are fighting. I understand the fight, but Diary...

2.) Ron and Ginny could possibly be moving.

3.) Blade and I called it quits because he has a girlfriend and "didn't want her to find out".

4.) Ginny and I have been fighting. I don't want her or Ron to move.

5.) Ginny thinks if they move, Harry and I will get back together -which I really don't want to happen.

6.) Mum and I have been fighting more and more lately.

That's all I can think of that's really happened... Oh!

7.) Some Hufflepuff chick picked on Hannah in Charms when she hadn't had her medications.

And...

8.) Luna's been acting oddER than usual...

I'm sorry for such a short entry. On Friday, I'll write back what my
grades are.
-Hermione
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Entry 98
2-7-98

Dear Diary,
My life is getting so odd. I can barely stand it myself. I want people to see...

Sorry. I felt really down for a moment. I must fill you in with what's happened because I'm such a lousy owner!

(A/N - Everything about Harry in here is false to my life. I no longer love "Harry", so to my real life people who know me, this is strictly just fiction writing about Harry.)

My love for Blade is over. I think it was just a fairy tale, really, to hide my love for Harry. Back in late January, Blade moved. I was stuck alone... Again. Unable to talk to many, I went into a place I'd only seen once before. This place was where I went when I didn't have Harry to comfort me. That's when I knew, Diary, that I do love
Harry.

Diary, my pages in you are running out. I seem to have miscalculated how many pages I have left in you. There is so much I wish to write, but the pages are just getting shorter and shorter. My guess is now I will only be able to fill up to exactly 100 entries in here.

Over the times I have wrote to you, Diary, I have known how much I've changed. I'm not the same love struck girl I was back towards entry 1. I am now ready to go and face my life. I plan to mature and get used to the fact that this is me. In a few weeks, I will be eighteen. Then later, I will be out of Hogwarts. Who knows what will become of me when I do not have these walls of shelter around to protect me? I will not have my friends. I will not have my books. I will only have my memories of this place and time.

I shouldn't be dwelling the end of you, Diary, but I am. Diary, I must say you have held my sanity. You know me better than any thing else. Diary, you are me.

Again I have miscalculated my pages left in you. I am on my very last page.

Diary, you hold my tears, you hold my blood, and you hold my every thought! I have had you since the end of fifth year when a friend gave me you. Now here it is, I'm almost eighteen, and you don't look at all like you did when I got you. I reckon I don't look like I did back then, either. We all change, for better or for worse.

These are my last lines, Diary. Maybe again I will look back to you and remember, Diary, who my best friend was through the toughest times.
-Hermione

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(A/N - This is not the end, folks! You have one more chapter (including the entire reviewers list)! It will be a dream I had a long time ago (back when I loved "Harry"). It's a conclusion of what's happened. - Jackie)