AN I am poor. So I don't own Harry Potter or any of the characters


Theodore Nott had always told himself that he had what other people wanted. Money, power and good looks. He always knew that he was a force to be reckoned with. When he was 5 years old and his mother passed away, he proved that he was stronger than his own father, a Death Eater among the lines of Voldemort's inner circle. He showed he have determination and cunning that his father's friends often compared to Voldemort's. This made his innocent little mind grow calculating also making his ego grow so much he though of himself as the next Dark Lord. He believed that he would have something no one had but everyone wanted.

To bad his happiness didn't last that much.


Hogwarts could do a lot to a person like get them in high spirits, establish friendships, even to find love. Nott did not experience any of this on the contrary Hogwarts was Theo's wake up call that he was alone in the world.

As Theo reached platform 9 3/4 alongside his dad he felt that for the first time in his life he could be himself. As he entered the train he soon found himself miserably awakened.

"Hey you what's your name?" Yelled a blonde boy accompanied by a entourage of two beefy looking boys

"Nott." He responded.

"So you are the boy without a mother!" The blonde boy yelled

Every single person in the train halls stopped as if they expected Nott to lunge at the blond boy. You could even hear a distant yell that carried war in its timbre. Nott did not show any emotion his father prepared him for this kind of bullying. He put on a cocky grin.

"You must be Malfoy." he stated but as soon as the blonde boy opened his mouth to respond he faked a touched look.

"I am truly touched that a Malfoy such as yourself would be so interested in my personal life. It seems as if you have developed an infatuation." He finished before he turned and walked the opposite direction.

He then noticed that every single student started to snort and point at Malfoy. 'What a load of sissies you don't snort at a Malfoy. You laugh at him. You ridicule him. He doesn't deserve you pity' he though.

Later that day Malfoy's ego was yet again bruised by none other than the famous Harry Potter. Still Theo felt a pang of jealousy as Draco and Harry where both elevated to a higher playing ground that day. They were each other's antagonist and he was an extra, another face in the crowd, a lackey or a close friend. How much he hated this. As soon as the sorting hat yelled Slytherin he noticed that he would have to control his need to destroy Malfoy and focus on the task at hand Potter.

"Man I hate being in Slytherin." He mumbled.

His rivalry with Draco became a silent one. He thanked god that at least one of the Slytherin boys had the same loathing for Malfoy. Blaise became his most trusted ally through all his years in Hogwarts making them two of the most looked after boys in his school yet this was obscured by two conflicting fan clubs Draco's and Harry's. Oh how he hated those two.

He soon became philosophical. This combined with Blaise's virtue of knowing everything that happened in Hogwarts, made him the turn to guy for bets, pranks and acts of revenge. He was now in his last year at Hogwarts; robbed of the title of Headboy by none other than Malfoy and still a virgin.


"How can you still be a virgin Theo you can have any girl you want."

"Shut it Blaise"

"I mean it Theo. Are you gay?" He asked incredously.

"No!"

"Well how come you haven't done it?"

"Well umm…"

"Don't tell me you are saving yourself for marriage"

"No I am not"

"Well…?" Said Blaise expectantly.

"The only girl that has ever offered herself freely to me is Pansy but she is like a sister to me and..." He trailed off.

"And?"

"Millicent but come on lets be realistic."

"I heard she has change over the summer" said Blaise carefully

"Did she change from a cow to a whale?"

"Come on Theo that is childish"

"Look who's talking"

"At least I say it to her face."

He always believed that success is having something everybody wants but still he hadn't achieved that. To make his life a living hell just a week before school started his father announced that he was betrothed to none other than Millicent Bullstrode and to make matters worse they would wed that same Christmas. This made him go crazy. He soon made a list of things to do before he was sentenced to life with Millicent.

1. Lose virginity

2. Lose sight

3. Make my fathers life a living hell

4. Kill Zabini for knowing (this might take me to Azkaban and I won't have to get married)

5. Get into Azkaban

6. Bully Draco at Quidditch practice

7. Have sex

8. Have a lot of sex

9. Start drinking

10. Start smoking

Theodore became mental, he had to wed the same girl whom he compared to a banshee and incredibly that was an insult to the banshee. Let's be serious even a hag looks better than her. Even Granger looked better than her. Ever Sprout, Pomfrey, Goyle well scratch Goyle. But he was sentenced to marry the ugliest beast in the world.

At least he had something no one else had!


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