HARDLY PERFECT
chapter 2 Perfect World
Jade- I decided Hardly Perfect was the best story I have written and it only took an hour... So I'm going to try for a part 2.
Bakura- Admit it Jade, you're only doing this because you crave more 'fluff', as you crazy fangirls call it.
Jade- coughs That is so not true..
Ryou- Don't worry Jade, you don't need to lie to us.
Jade- pouts Who said I was lying?
Shaadi- You did.
Jade- What are you doing here! faints
Disclaimer- In my dreams- I rule the world! In reality- I rule... nothing.
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I never could've seen this far
I never could've seen this coming
Seems like my world's falling apart
Yeah
Father...
How could you hate me for being myself?
Am I not still your son?
The son you loved when Mom was still around?
Why is everything so hard?
I don't think I can deal with the things you said
It just won't go away
Does who I love, make that much of a difference?
I put up with this kind of shit everyday.
At school, in public, from my own country.
From the whole world, now you too?
Do I suddenly mean nothing to you?
Because I love another guy, means I'm not worthy of your love?
In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all
I can handle everything, every bit of discrimination.
But coming form you.
I can't handle that.
That hurts the worst.
You are the only family I have left.
And you're disowning me?
I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through
Yeah
I thought you could come back for the holidays.
And we could be a family again.
Like we were way back when..
Back then, you told me, whatever I decided to do..
You would support me, one-hundred percent.
I pictured I could bring you back
I pictured I could turn back time
Cuz I can't let go
I just can't find my way
Yeah
Without you I just can't find my way
It was all a lie, wasn't it?
There were exceptions you never mentioned.
You would only support me if I became what you wanted me to be.
What I wanted didn't matter to you. It still doesn't.
In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all
You say that I let you down.
That I didn't grow up according to plans.
Your plans. You wanted to make me something I'm not.
I don't know what I should do now
I don't know where I should go
I'm still here waiting for you
I'm lost when you're not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can't let you go
Yeah
Yeah
Maybe you're just in shock, or maybe you were drunk when you replied.
Perhaps, you held too much confidence in me, and yourself.
If you want to forget about me fine. I just have one more thing to say...
In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all
Nothing, nothing at all
Nothing at all
I feel sorry for you, and most of the world as well. Those of you, stuck in the pattern of dressing up.
Pretending to be something you're not.
Just to impress other people.
Other people like yourself.
Your (forgotten) son,
Ryou
Enclosed was a hand-drawn picture of Ryou and Bakura, cuddling on a couch, watching the world spin in it's dizzying pattern of impression.
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Jade- Wow, a whole three pages. And still beautiful.. Now what are you doing here Shaadi? Looks around Shaddi? Bakura? Ryou? Anyone! Sighs Please review!
