a/n: No disclaimer changes, there might be some other characters, but I don't bother saying I own them, I probably don't anyway. Blah blah blah, read it.

3:47 p.m. (Lil's view)

It was raining. We went back to our trailers, and I sat by the window, watching the rain fall. I looked in Tommy's window to see him also there. I didn't want to talk to him. He was ruining my life. OK, maybe it's not ALL his fault, but I like to assume that, since he was the first one to sign the contract at the beginning of the second season...giving the producers all rights to do whatever they want with OUR talent, make us do stuff we don't wanna do, blah, blah, BLAH. Hey look, it stopped raining! I walked outside and what was the first thing that happened? Phil tripped me and I fell into a puddle, getting my outfit all wet. "PHILIP!"

"What?"

"Don't EVER do that again!"

Tommy was also outside.

"Lil"

"What now, Thomas? After all we've been through, couldn't we have called it quits after the first season? Now look where we are!"

"Oh, Philip!" said a sweet voice belonging to a small Asian girl standing near me.

"Hi, Kimi."

Now one has to ask a fundamental question: Why is it always the grosser twin who finds love first? Then they look at the mature one and say, "Oh, she's bound to break a lot of hearts someday." The key word here is someday. Everyone has forgotten that I am 2 minutes older, and they all focus on how cute Phil and Kimi look together. No one ever thinks of Lil. I ran away to my trailer and slammed the door behind me.

"Lil, wait"

Dang, I think I slammed the door in his face. Now I'll never be able to forgive him without anyone asking, "OK, what's the catch?" I can see why Angelica gets mad at that now. I watched as Tommy, the only one I'll ever be able to love, walked away dejectedly. I hit myself in the head. Dang you, Lil, why'd you have to do that?

a/n: R&R please. PLEASE.