I'm finding a way to wash away

This pain that I feel

I no longer want to be here

But I have no choice

All my friends say I need not worry

I need to find peace of mind

But I cannot find peace of mind

No matter what I do

Or how hard I try

These things inside me come back

I want them to go away!

Get them away from me!

Just leave me alone!

You being here isn't helping and I need space!

Stop saying things will be better!

They never will be!

Don't you get it!

I'm alone in this world

No one can help me

No one can save me

I need room

Room to deal with this on my own

I just can't stand the pressure

When will people finally start to understand that I they can't help me?

What do I need to do

To get it through their thick skulls?

They won't listen to me

They won't hear my pleas

I want to be alone

I don't want any human interaction

It won't help me in the least

They can't help me

Find a way

To wash away the pain I feel

The pain that I received

From my own stupidity

From thinking anyone could be trusted

And thinking they could help me

When I knew it was all a load of crap

No one can help me

No one can be trusted

Because no one understands

They think they do

They think they know me

But no one really does

And now

All I want

Is to be left alone

To feel this pain

And suffer

Forever.