I'm finding a way to wash away
This pain that I feel
I no longer want to be here
But I have no choice
All my friends say I need not worry
I need to find peace of mind
But I cannot find peace of mind
No matter what I do
Or how hard I try
These things inside me come back
I want them to go away!
Get them away from me!
Just leave me alone!
You being here isn't helping and I need space!
Stop saying things will be better!
They never will be!
Don't you get it!
I'm alone in this world
No one can help me
No one can save me
I need room
Room to deal with this on my own
I just can't stand the pressure
When will people finally start to understand that I they can't help me?
What do I need to do
To get it through their thick skulls?
They won't listen to me
They won't hear my pleas
I want to be alone
I don't want any human interaction
It won't help me in the least
They can't help me
Find a way
To wash away the pain I feel
The pain that I received
From my own stupidity
From thinking anyone could be trusted
And thinking they could help me
When I knew it was all a load of crap
No one can help me
No one can be trusted
Because no one understands
They think they do
They think they know me
But no one really does
And now
All I want
Is to be left alone
To feel this pain
And suffer
Forever.
